Alpha Lucias’ Banished Luna by ANNA

Chapter 35

“Do you want to go back with me? I mean… I need us to get married again. I made everything clear for you to come back”

I felt my heartbeat going crazy along with my mind. It was not because I was just. so happy and excited, it was because I couldn’t believe and understand anything. I know that he’s been trying to get us back together and he did everything for it but I didn’t expect it would be this soon. It’s been five months since we’ve separated. I was living in this house and he was living somewhere else but not with Isabella. He came here and visited Luan once a week or sometimes twice a week. When he

came, he always brought fruits and things that he guessed I would like to eat because of my pregnancy and he checked on me too. But I never asked him to stay or be with us and we didn’t spend time together or talk to each other. He would always ask me how I was feeling and if the baby kicked or moved.

Next, he would just caress my belly and talk to the baby, listening to the baby’s movements. But we didn’t have any good conversations just like we had in the past. I still love him the same as before but I was just somewhat feeling uneasy around him after everything that we went through. Will he at least give me an explanation for everything now? Maybe, after he fixed all the things back? But I won’t ask him anything. I decided not to ask it because if he said that he can’t tell, it would make me upset. So it’s better not to ask him about it at all.

“Don’t you want to? Are you still angry at me for what happened?” I looked into Lucias’ eyes as he asked me the question. Am I still angry? No… I’m not angry at all but I’m just feeling a little disappointed. I could remove all the bad feelings I had about what happened but this little bit of disappointment still remained in my heart and I couldn’t remove it and I can’t help it either.

“I will go with you… but this will be the last time I’m going to trust you and give you a chance, Lucias. This will be the last one… Everything is on you this time. If I decide to leave again, I will never ever come to you okay?”

I wanted to tell this to him a long time ago. I gave him two chances already but if something happens again and it would make me go through the same heartbreak It had twice, I will not remain beside him even for a second. I will never ever let him have me and I will go somewhere he can’t find me even in his dreams. He should keep this in his head before marrying me again or making me move in with him. He should have this warning.

“I will not make anything happen that can lead you to leave me. I’m sorry for everything… Everything was my fault and I swear I will not make the same mistake

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again. Please…. trust me. I will not do anything to hurt you. I’ve gotten rid of every trouble v

we had, Emilina. I swear… Both of us can live a better life with our children now. I just love you so much and I’m sorry for everything that happened. From the beginning to the end, I’m sorry… I’ve always loved you and I still do.”

His words made my eyes cover with a thin layer of tears. I bit my lower l*p and shifted my gaze from him to my belly. I’m having a baby… I need him to be with. me now. He wasn’t there for me when I gave birth to Luan and I gave birth to him. as a single mother and now I don’t have to go through it because I have him with me. And just like I always wanted, this child can have his father from birth. Let me forget all the things and forgive him for one last time. I do this for the baby in my belly and my son I’ve already given birth to. I hope Lucias will not ruin anything between us again. I don’t think I can be with him like the way I used to, the moment I went back with him but I will try my best to move forward in a better

way.

“And… I will tell you the truth. So you will not feel the way you do right now towards me anymore.” his words were like something sharp against my chest…

I watched his expression. His face was filled with some unknown expressions and I can’t even think about reading these expressions. I clutched the quilt tightly and waited for him to speak more without uttering a word. He’s going to tell me the -truth? The truth? The reason why he rejected me and why he left me? The reason

for everything that happened in our lives? I always wanted to know the reason and I’m still wondering why he did it. I want to know all the things but I kept it in my heart and decided not to ask him anything because I knew it would lead us to an

argument.

But now… he’s saying that he will tell the truth and I’m so glad. I wanted to listen to him and get to know what kind of things he had to go through because of me and because of us. Lisa said that he didn’t marry Isabella willingly. According to what she said, I felt as if Lucias was forced to marry Isabella. And I can know about everything when he says…

“Tell me… you know I was always ready to listen to it” Lucias sat on the bed near me and sighed. I don’t know if he was ready to tell me or not. Maybe he’s forcing himself to tell me all those things because he knows that I will not trust him completely without knowing anything about the past. Should I really make him tell me these without knowing if he’s willing to tell or not? Or should I just ask him not to force himself to tell me anything if he’s not ready yet. I sighed and chewed my bottom l*p. I should ask him not to force himself on anything that he doesn’t like or want to do. “It’s okay Lucias… you don’t have to tell me if you don’t feel like doing it. I will trust you this time but I hope you will protect that trust. I just don’t

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want to go through the same pain I had for twice. I will forget about everything. that happened… I am not doing this for you but for my children… I don’t want them to live without a father.” I muttered. Lucias clenched his jaws but didn’t reply to me. All he did was to stare at me with complicated, beautiful blue eyes.

“I rejected you and and made you go through that pain because Kaleb threatened me saying he would kill you. He wanted me to marry Isabella. And you always ask me why I did this after our wedding. It was because i wanted my people to know. you are the rightful Luna and I just wanted it to be you… the first woman I marry. I know it brought humiliation and insults towards you and it hurt you more than I ever imagined. At at the same time, I didn’t want break the promise I gave you. I… I was helpless because I had no way to protect you without doing it, Kaleb had countless men around you without me or you knowing. It would take a minute for him to kill you and I was unable to protect.. and Emilina, do you know… It was Kaleb who killed the cat you raised in my house… it was a warning to me. So yes, it scared me… He killed your cat within a blink and no one knows what happened, he could’ve done the same thing to you. Rejecting you was better than losing you forever…”

Emotions surged into me with a great pressure. I covered my face with my hands. while his words repeated like a bad record in my head. He did it to save me… he wanted to save me and he was helpless. And what about my Tilly? She was killed by Kaleb? How come? Tilly went missing one day and then I found her b*dy in at corner of the courtyard which broke my heart completely. I cried for weeks… I cried for weeks and I wanted to find who killed her but I could never find and Lucais also said he doesn’t have a way to find and now I just got the truth from him.

My Tilly was killed as a warning to Lucias… what kind of disgusting bas t a r d Kaleb was…. Tilly was my first pet and I loved her too much and Lucias was the one who found Tilly for me. He brought her from a village that he visited to help people. I still remember what he said giving her to me. “I couldn’t take my eyes off of her, she’s so beautiful and reminded me of your cuteness. So yes, I had to take her for you… A so b escaped from me as an old scar renewed but I’m glad that he told me the truth.

“Did… did you give him what he deserved?” The hatred and anger in my chest made me ask a question.

“Yes, for everything he has done! He got what he deserved…” I stared at Lucias’ face and I felt the pain bubbling in my chest. I was always blaming him and shouting at him but the truth was that he just wanted to protect me. He had to agree to marry Isabella because Kaleb threatened him.

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“Everything was out of my control and I’m sorry… I couldn’t help it. I just didn;t. want to lose you, Lina. How can I ever? How can I ever imagine going through the pain when I lose you?” His eyes were red and covered with a thin layer of tears. His eyes revealed all this pain and sufferings that he had gone through. His eyes broke my heart… I’ve never seen him like this before. Even when I shouted at him and hurt him with my words, he didn’t look like this. But now… look at him. How can someone believe this is the strongest Alpha alive, if they see this innocent and pain. filled eyes of him.

“I.. I’m sorry…. You had to tell me… Lucias… 1

had to tell me I broke down because I couldn’t control my emotions… Why did something like this happen to us? We were in love and we were happy but everything disappeared like a terrible. hurricane and ripped us apart from each other. After all these years, today I got to know the reason and it was all because of me. Because he wanted to protect me…