Chapter 50. Breaking through the Barrier
We had taken a break since Markus was unconscious and Brock and Archeops were getting tired. They have been at it for almost three days now, with only some rest to eat and to sleep at night. Brock had been sleeping with me in my room, but nothing sexual had happened. I still couldn’t erase Markus from my mind these days.
“The only thing that he admitted to do, was sending those Orcs towards you. But I wasn’t surprised at that, so basically we still have nothing.” Brock said to me, when we walked out of the dungeons, once more.
“How long does this kind of interrogation take normally?”
“It depends on the person, I’ve had some that were done in an hour and others took several days. So, there’s no telling how long this may take.” Brock answered me.
Brock smelled bad, from all his sweat and clearly he was tired. I noted for him to go to his room and I asked Moira if she could fill the tub with hot water. When the tub was filled, I helped Brock undress and he stepped into it.
“Aren’t you going to join me?” He asked with caution and I shook my head.
I sat behind him on a chair and I washed his long hair and massaged his shoulders. He moaned in relief and the tension in his shoulders became calm. I pulled up my sleeves and started to massage his chest and arms, while I still sat behind him. His arms were on the sides of the tub and he didn’t move them. I picked up the chair and put it on the left side of the tub. His head tilted my way and I bend over to kiss him. My hand went lower on his stomach and I could feel his muscles jump a bit from my touch. I kept kissing him and then I took his cock in my hand and started to stroke it gently.
He moaned and started to kiss me with this burning fire, inside of him. I know he wants to have sex with me, it has been over two months. Any man would want to have sex if it has been two months! Hell, I want to have sex with him!
But, can I lock that psycho out of my head for a while? It would be a bliss to be with Brock like we have been before.
The blood in his member, became more by the second as I could feel him stiffen up. The water from the tub splashed around a bit as I continued to pull faster and harder. My shirt got wet and my boobs were showing, I let him touch me while we kissed. His kisses got me distracted for most of the time, but it was hard not to feel the violation from that asshole in the dungeon. I shut my mind and looked into Brock’s eyes. I chose to focus on what he was thinking, instead of thinking of my own thoughts.
This time I couldn’t hear words, as he couldn’t form them. I only saw him, thinking about the arousal of me in his mind. Him, looking bewildered towards my body. His arousal was improving and I wanted to help him more with that. I could see his desire of fucking me wildly onto his bed. His mind kept me completely distracted from my own and I gave into it. I had to break through this wall, made of violation and agony. No longer would I accept the fact that Markus took so much room in my mind!
I stood up from the chair but kept kissing Brock. He followed my lead and he left the tub. His touch around my body felt so good when he hugged me. The hot embrace of his arms and chest, brought back memories from the time in the chasm and when we got home from travelling.
He pulled my shirt over my head, and I took my pants and underwear off. He was careful not to touch my scars, but I couldn’t care less at this moment. His mind was filled with plenty of his desires and thoughts, to overrule my own. There was just simply no room for me, to think about the bad things that happened to me.
Whatever sex we had before, it was nothing compared to what he had in his mind! Such an imagination and sexual possibilities that roam around in there, they were mind-blowing! I’m going to have fun later, with exploring each and every single one of those ideas of his. I blushed, knowing that he couldn’t read my mind, I just high-jacked his! It was like, I looked at an adult movie while having sex. It was really strange for me to experience such a thing. I got massively aroused from it though.
He had pushed me onto the bed and fucked me into this bliss of never-ending love. We came together.
I was so grateful that I could let this happen. Not only for me, but also for him. It was an agony to see him in such a pain of not being able to touch me all these days.
As a result, the look in his eyes was even more magical, when he realized that he was finally able to fuck me wild. The moment he filled me with his bodily fluids, wasn't only the release of his primal needs, but also the release of the tension that was built up from the days that I was gone.
My breathing was out of control and so was his. He let his body drop onto the bed, next to me.
“Where have you been all this time, love?”
“Gone for a while, but now that I have seen what you want to do to me, I don’t think I could ever leave you again.” I smiled to him when I said that and he smiled back at me.
“Do you like what you saw?” He asked me and I nodded shyly.
I told him that his mind kept my own occupied and I apologized for reading his mind without asking. He only laughed, at the fact that I enjoyed his thoughts so much.
“Like I told you before love, you shouldn’t be ashamed of touching my body. Nor should you be ashamed of enjoying the thoughts I had, or have actually. Now that I know you aren’t afraid of trying those things, I will ‘unleash my sexual desires upon you’ one day... your words, not mine.” He said to me with a smirk on his face. I smiled and hit his chest with my fist. “Ouch.” He said sarcastically and chuckled.
Those awful feelings in my head, from what Markus did to me, are still roaming through my mind. But I can’t know for sure, how far he went with his sexual actions. So, in my opinion it was only touching what he did, nothing more. He didn’t rape me and I have to stick with these thoughts, not making it worse. I longed for Brock’s touch, for so long now and Markus wasn’t going to invade my feelings anymore! Brock is mine and I am his!
I got cold after a while and we both crawled under the blankets, his body never seems to get cold though. So, I let him hug me from behind and I fell asleep in his heat.