You Kissed My Soul

Dylan Pov

I don't know why am I angry but I couldn't control myself when I knew that she knows about my past. Who told her that?

I never wanted to share something which was related to my past with her. There was nothing which I could share. What would I have told her? My past is something which I do not want to remember. And the two thing which I hated the most was sympathy and pity.

She said she was starting to pity me. I loathed it when someone pitied on me. I just wanted to know who gave her those marks? She was just so stubborn and didn’t want to share it. Fine! I understand that. But the fact that I can't read her disturbs me a lot.

She shouldn't have argued with me. I know I was just too much. I shouldn't have reacted that way. She was still sick. She was weak. She couldn't even fight back to me properly and I reacted such horribly.

I was just angry. My wolf also doesn't like the fact that she knew about my past. He is also angry. But deep down, we were angry because what if she leave us after knowing everything that happened to us in our past. Nobody wants to live with a broken man. Why would she live here if she finds out that I am her broken mate. I can't be healed. I am wounded till my last breath. I don't think I can ever keep her happy.

She deserves happiness.

I sighed as I watched out of the window of my office as it poured heavily. It was raining heavily and it was dark outside. I think I should apologize to Aderyn. Maybe somebody had told her about me thinking that she should know as she is the Luna.

Now when I think of it, it is better that she knows. I don’t have tell her anything when she asks about my family later.

I shouldn't have told her all that. It was my anger who was speaking that time. I told her to leave. "Damn!"

“I never wanted to say that to her” I whispered closing my eyes as regret passed through my body. “Alpha!” I heard a voice and I turned around to find a ball of light behind me forming into a human figure. I knew who it was. It was one of the eleven witches.

“Estelle Helliot?" I asked confused seeing her after a long time. She was the witch of light and future. “Alpha!” She spoke once she came back to her real form.

Her blonde hair cascading down to her waist. Her black eyes showed worriedness. She was woman with round face, may be 5'4 in height and was little chubby. The black cape she wore made her look like a typical witch.

“Estelle is everything alright?” I asked as I eyed her worried face.

“I sense something bad is going to happen” she spoke as she closed her eyes.

"Something which is not good” she spoke again.

I was about to ask her what was going on when Blake barged in through the door “Alpha!”

He stopped when he noticed Estelle standing before me with closed eyes.

“Estelle” he said as he lowered his head showing respect to her. Estelle nodded opening her eyes. "Alpha you need to come. There is something weird going on with the kids and all the pups” he said. His voice was filled with worriedness and restlessness.

"What is going on?” I asked confused

“The kids and all the pups have started to cry without any reason and they don't seem to stop anytime soon” he spoke with worriedness.

"What? Why are they crying?” I asked now more confused “and all are crying at the same time?” I asked to which he nodded.

"Kids specially werepups are attached to their Luna. If something happens to her that get this pain and they try to signal it through crying” Estelle spoke and as her words hit my ear I was already running towards Aderyn’s room.

"Aderyn!” I called when I barged into her room. The window was open and the curtains were flying due to wind and the floor near the window was wet due to rain. It was still raining outside. I looked around but she was nowhere in sight. Her scent was also faint still I could smell her scent.

I followed her scent and it led me towards the front door and it fainted there because of the rain. It only means one thing. She was outside.

“She went into the woods?" I whispered frustrated

I quickly gathered some of the pack members and mind linked those who were patrolling to search for her. I ordered the members to shift into their wolf forms and spread everywhere into the woods and search for her. In no time they shifted and ran into the wood searching for her.

But I knew someone who could find her easily in this heavy rain without any difficulty and she was Lily.

Lily was trained specially for all this. She doesn't depend upon the person's scent. She could find her with her sense and training.

“Lily come to the front immediately” I mind linked her and in no time she was before me wearing her small pink night suit.

"Aderyn is missing. Go find her” I told her.

"What? In this time of night? No way I am going out in this rain to find that stupid human” she spoke disobeying me and in no time her neck was in my hand as I pushed her against the wall tightening my grip.

“Do not speak about your Luna like that. I won't tolerate it and How dare you disobey your king?” I spoke and the animal side of me growled at her.

“I- 1 am sorry Alpha” she managed to speak with utmost difficulties.

“I don't have any problem with the Queen but the fact that she human doesn’t go well with me” she spoke holding my wrist trying to free herself.

“Human or not she is still your Luna and your Queen and you can't disrespect her” I spoke and let her go when she nodded. She fell down on the floor coughing hard.

“Now go and find her. I want her safe and back in the house. Do you understand?” I commanded. "Yes Alpha!” She bowed her head and got up into her feet. With a last glance my way she ran outside of the house and jumped into the air shifting into her brown wolf. She howled and ran into the woods doing as I ordered her to do.

“I know she doesn't respect Aderyn but that doesn’t mean she can speak rubbish about her. Whether she likes it or not she will have to respect Aderyn as her Queen” I whispered and was surprised by my own words. I am agreeing Aderyn being the Queen.

“I just hope you are alright” I spoke worriedly.

“Cole did you find her?” I asked through the mind link. It has been a hour since everyone has been searching for her. The rain has seemed to slow down to drizzling.

“Not yet Alpha. I just can't smell her scent” he replied back.

“Blake how are the kids?” I asked him and he shooked his head negatively telling me that they haven't stopped crying.

"What is going on Estelle?” I asked as she stood silently looking out of the window.

“Estelle?” I asked when she didn't reply.

I went to her and turned her around. Her eyes were glowing and their was no eye balls. If anyone else saw that he or she would have fainted thinking her as a ghost but I knew what she was doing. She was performing some type of her spell trying to find Aderyn.

"You haven't marked her?” She spoke as she came back as her eye balls showed subsiding the light. "No" I spoke slowly.

“It is difficult for me to find her” she told me as she closed her eyes.

“She is a human” I spoke and watched her eyelids fluttered opening.

“What was going on in her mind when you last saw her?” She asked looking curious.

I scowled to her question and pursed my lips. “I don’t know” I spoke truthfully.

“I thought you could read someone's mind” she spoke as she frowned at me in confusion.

“It seems as if I can't read her” I told her and watched as a knowing expression passed through her face and she nodded understanding.

I was about to ask her what she understood when Cole came back running.

“Alpha we found her” he spoke as he was panting and he was wearing a shorts now.

“What? Where is she?" I asked restless.

“Lily found her deep inside the woods" he spoke

I knew it. I knew that only she could find her. As much as she disrespects Aderyn her wolf respects Aderyn that much being her Queen.

I ran towards the front Cole and Blake already following me.

“She found her unconscious on the ground” he spoke and I cursed myself. It was all because of me. She went through all this only because of me.

I stood on the front with some of my members and Julie waiting for her. I noticed a figure emerging out of the woods and I recognized it as Lily. She ran towards us and I found Aderyn on her back senseless.

"Aderyn!” I called as I took hold of her and pulled her to my arms.

A heard a cry and I looked at Kira Lily's wolf whimpering at Aderyn seeing her drenched and unconscious.

Aderyn was looking pale. Her body was soaked in rain and cold.

"Aderyn!” I called her patting her cheeks.

"Aderyn open your eyes” I pleaded my voice filled with desperation.

"Alpha let me see” Julie knealed down beside me trying to take Aderyn.

“No! Don't touch her” my wolf growled. He was panicking and he didn’t want his wolf to be taken away.

“Black let her check Aderyn” Estelle interfered as she touched my shoulder and I growled angrily. “Please Black understand the situation. Aderyn wants check up and Julie won't hurt her” Estelle tried to make my stubborn animal understand.

He whimpered and understanding reluctantly let Aderyn go.

Julie took her to her arms and started to check her.

"Oh no! It's not good she is hyperventilating” she spoke worriedly as she checked her pulse.

“Let's take her back to the room" Julie spoke and in no time I took of Aderyn and cradled her up to my chest. I took her to her room and made her comfortably on her bed. Julie was fast to check her. "Alpha I need to change her clothes before she starts to get Hypothermia” Julie told me as I nodded slowly went out of the room even if I didn't want to.

“Alpha!” I heard Cole looking at me sadly.

"Don’t worry she will be alright” Blake spoke softly and I watched as Lily came running towards us wearing her shorts and t-shirt. Her face reflected worriedness. She was as worried as we were

Bell and Jenny too joined us after knowing about Aderyn.

I hope everything gets better soon.

I hope she is alright.