You Belong To Me

He picked up the gun from the ground and walked toward me asking, "what did you say...i dare you to say it again Disha"....I am not afraid of him anymore, my body is numb already, my throat became dry, I can't fight with him any longer, he just wants to hear those words so that he can find a reason to torture me, to hurt me, to tie me inside a cage, now I gave him one, now everything Il be over soon...somehow he is gonna do this again, even I said the truth, he was not going to hear those because am just his toy (smirking)...

He pushed me toward the wall, grabbed my neck tightly and said," Say what you said is a lie, SAY IT!!". I holded his hand and replied," No. Its not a lie. Your intuition was right, we have an affair, what are you gonna do now Taiga, Kill me..come on go ahead do it... Pull that trigger....why are you hesitating, did you forgot how to use the gun"... I pushed him away from me, I knew already that he was not going to pull that trigger because he needs me,,, he needs me to fulfill all his sexual desires....He was right, am just his toy to play, nothing more, when he gets tired of me he II throw me out like other women's.... He stood before me for a while without saying anything, I can't read his face so I don't know what he was thinking, but one thing I know about was he was looking at me with full of rage, as if he wants to pull tha trigger for real, I wanted that too so that I can rest peacefully...He moved toward his cabin and took a cigar...wait.!! did he lightened his cigar,,SHIT!!!! Now I have done it... he took his phone and called Jonas," Jonas, Kill that guy at Villach....I want him to be dead within thirty minutes"...everything ended so soon, Why didn't I think about this, how did i forgot about Mathew.... Hell with this anger, because of my stupidity my friend is going to die...what am gonna do now, how can I explain this to Natalie...

He came walking toward me slowly by saying, "you were saying something right Disha". why can't I be strong!?, I wanted to be strong too, but why these tears are not allowing me to be strong," Taiga am sorry...Please let him go...I lied to you, we had nothing between us please Taiga ". By blowing the smoke on my face he threw his cigar away and said," Do you think am stupid, ah !?...save your pleading for later, cuz I decided to rip you into pieces Disha, am going to help you remember all the pain and sufferings which you tend to forget"...He was walking toward me by saying those things, I cant controll myself, my legs automatically started to move backward until my back touched the door....He came so close to me, I tried to move away but he grabbed my hand and holded together above my head and said, "Let me show you hell, Once again".