Chapter 30 : Did He Change?
Even though i had enough anger and reason to kill him, i had no courage to do that, even if i had that courage, i know its not going to be that easy to kill him, because he never lets his guard down even when he was with me... Taiga is not some kind of person who can be killed just with the courage.... I have seen many people who tried to kill him, and failed badly at the end and no one even knows where there are now or even they are alive or not...
So the only thing i can do with my anger is to throw it far away from me, since its just waste of time to carry around.. I didnt thought that Taiga would notice me blacking out, suddenly he came closer to my face snapped his fingers and said, "what were you thinking?".. I was so afraid to give him an answer so i didn't respond him anything in return instead i looked down, deep down i knew i cant stay silent like this for too long before Taiga, since he is not a calm person.
When he once again said," I'm asking you Disha, did you forgot to speak, you know very well that i was talking with you, then why did you went to your own world again". I replied in anger tone," i wanted to know the resson about why are you trying to put a show a here, even though when you knew very well that i'm not going to buy any of this...why are you doing this Taiga".
He stood up immediately after hearing that and said," why are you doing this to me Disha, what you mean by show, dont you know how much i loved you and loving you, why cant you understand my love, why are you hurting me like this "...
I dont know why he is doing this, this is the first time i felt Night to be so long, i still dont understand the reason behind his act, now am starting to wonder is this really a act or did he change for real, to think about it, he didn't kill Mathew in first place even after seeing us both together and if he's Taiga I had known, he would have tortured me to death by now for running away from him orelse he would have atleast found my friends and took them hostage to lure me out but nothing among these happened...
What is going on here?? Did he really change for good..
He again came near to me and knelt down, i was shocked to see him on his knees for the very first time, he holded my hand and said, "lets start from beginning Disha, give me a chance to change for you....I realized your importance only when you left me, I felt so lonely i dont want to go thorough those things again".
Taiga: why are you not saying anything Disha?, Fine. If you still dont believe me you can leave me, this time I'm giving the permission to leave me.....