With You For the Rest of My Life

The pungent smell of disinfectant fluid filled the air. It was cold and hard. In the room, there was a large area of white skin. Lying
on the bed, Rose looked numb. She hated the hospital most, and hated the suffocating and pungent atmosphere.
Her mother died in the emergency treatment of the hospital. And now, her own child was also sent away from her in the hospital.
Her closest blood in this world all disappeared here.
Touching her belly with her trembling hands, Rose closed her eyes and listened to the conversation outside the ward.
"The patient needs to have a good rest after the miscarriage. And it still needs some time for her to recover. Please take good
care of her. It is true that she is emotionally unstable and has low spirits. Pay more attention to her diet and life, to prevent her
from depression after the miscarriage."
"Okay, thank you." The deep and cold voice came from Burke.
The door of the ward was ajar and the light footsteps got more and more close. Rose closed her eyes and did not want to face
the person.
A shade covered down and then the smell of aftershave of Burke came to her, making her nose feel sore. She used to like the
smell so much that she bought the aftershave of the same brand secretly and applied it on her clothes when he was not at home,
pretending he was here. She was always so careful about her love and attachment to him.
But later, the aftershave was always mixed with perfume from another woman.
His rough hands stretched out on her belly, gently caressing her through the thick quilt and clothes.
Suddenly, Rose felt nausea.
Rose suddenly opened her eyes and pushed away Burke's hand. Ignoring his stunned look, she got out of bed, rushed into the
bathroom and retched on the wash basin barefoot.
In the glass mirror in the bathroom, Rose raised her head and smoothed away the short hair on her forehead. Looking at herself
in the mirror, she saw a pale and haggard woman. Behind her stood Burke, looking worried.
He was always a cold man, but he unexpectedly got worried.
"Rose..." Burke tried to help her up from the sink.

"Don't touch me!" Rose shouted, out of control. She pushed away the hand that Burke reached out, and accidentally hit the
corner of the sink with her elbow.
She grunted. It might have hurt her bones.
"What are you doing?" With a faint anger on his face, Burke pulled Rose's arm and lifted her hospital clothes to check her injury.
His tone and expression showed concern unconsciously, which was not even noticed by himself.
However, what happened just now made Rose feel sick.
He was the one indirectly killed her children, but now he pretend to be concerned about her.
"You make me sick, Burke."
She looked at him calmly and with disgust.
All of a sudden, Burke hands stopped. Against the light, it was hard to see the expression on his face. Then, he bent down and
picked her up, letting her kick and struggle in his arms.
"Let me go!" Rose screamed and struggled. She used both her hands and feet to pull his clothes. But he was so strong that she
couldn't move him at all.
Gradually, the struggling became futile. She was very weak after the miscarriage, and now she was also weak. She quieted
down in his arms, her hands drooping feebly, and salty tears gushed out of her eyes, rolling over her face and wet the big clothes
on Burke's chest.
The cold tear seemed to have infiltrated into his heart, making his heart colder and colder.
"It's good that the baby is gone."
She heard him whispering above her, feeling like thousands of arrows penetrating her heart. She'd rather die at this moment.
She knew that he didn't want a child, but she didn't expect that he would say such words to her after their child left.
And the child's death was also what he wished.

With tears in the corner of her eyes, Rose burst into grim laughter and put her hands on her belly, trembling. Then she suddenly
stopped laughing.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable again? "
Burke frowned and put her on the bed. When he was about to call the doctor, she said behind him, "Burke, I want a divorce."
His body froze and he turned around to look at her. Shock and disbelief were written all over his face. Slowly, the expressions
were replaced by the usual coldness.
"Divorce? Rose, I'm telling you, don't even think about it! "
"Mom, Mom -"
In the dark corridor, a young child's voice was calling out.
Rose looked around but found nothing but endless darkness.
"Mom, I am here. I am here --"
A child staggered towards Rose, waving his chubby little hand.
Rose came over to hug the child, but only to find that the child's body slowly became transparent until it disappeared.
"My baby..." Rose woke up with a loud cry. When she opened her eyes, she found that she was still in a cold ward, not knowing
where her baby was. Her child had left her forever several days ago.
"Oh, Rose, you are awake?"
A clear male voice sounded. Xavier Yang's pink small white face came over and looked at Rose with a smile.
"Xavier Yang, why are you here?" Rose rubbed her aching forehead, propped up her upper body and half sat on the bed. She
remembered that the news of her miscarriage had been blocked by the Gu Family. Few people knew about it.
"Master Burke told me that you were in a bad mood and asked me to accompany you. I came over as soon as I heard that. But
when I arrived, you were resting, so I didn't wake you up. I had asked the nurse to leave first." Xavier Yang put a pillow behind
Rose's back to make her lie more comfortable.

Hearing he mention Burke, Rose's face turned dark, and she lowered her eyes without saying a word.
Xavier Yang was a friend of Burke, the third generation of officials. The Yang Family and the Gu Family were old family friends.
In his early years, Xavier Yang's parents were always busy with business, so they often let him stay in the Gu Family. At that
time, ever since he was a little white faced man, he took Burke, who was three years older than him, as a brother. From his
student to now, he went smoothly. In addition to the family issues, he was also helped a lot by Burke.
After Burke and Rose got married, Xavier Yang had a closer relationship with rose. They were not real siblings, but closer than
the real ones.
Rose knew that Xavier Yang must come to persuade her.