Winning Her Heart Again

Chapter 93: Forbidden Kiss

Jasmine's POV

Because of the way he pulled me closer, my hand went to his chest, and I even felt his heart beat. I saw how happy Mr and Mrs Chua were while looking at each other.

"I'm so happy for the both of you," Mrs. Chua giggled. I wanted to push Travis but he just held me tightly.

"Well, you are a very lucky young man." That's the only thing Mr. Chua said, which made this jerk chuckle.

"Well, excuse ourselves in the meantime. We still have a lot of guests to entertain. " I nodded to them, and they went to the other tables.

Travis still didn't want to let go of me, but I stepped on his shoes so hard, which made him feel pain. I feel bad for what I did, but it was his fault.

"Damn," I heard him cursing. That's what you get for doing that. Did he think that I would just let him do that to me?!

"Serves you right,," I told him before drinking my last champagne and leaving him there. I didn't wait for Paul to come back because I knew he would just cause trouble.

"Jasmine," I even heard him call me, but I didn't dare turn around or stop until I reached the area where no one was there. I went to the garden to breathe some fresh air. I'm feeling a little bit dizzy, too.

"Damn that jerk! Did he think that I would just let him touch me like that? Does he even have the guts to introduce me to Mr. And Mrs. Chua as his wife? How dare him!" I tried to calm myself. I don't care if I look totally insane when talking to myself.

"Just calm down, Jasmine. The only thing you have to do is go home. That's it, and tomorrow you will forget what happened tonight." I let out a heavy breath.

I was about to walk when someone caught my hand.

"Where are you going?" Can't he just leave me alone? Isn't it obvious that I'm going home? I can't bear to stay a second with him.

"Let go of my hand. How many times do I have to tell you that it's none of your business? Why do you always keep me in mind, huh?" I faced him. He suddenly steps back, and when I realize I remove his hand from my arm because we're too close to each other. Fuck! I glared at him. I feel a little bit drunk right now, but I don't care. I can still drive.

"I was just asking you, okay? The party isn't over yet," he said like he was asking me to come back inside. I chuckled sarcastically.

"Yes, I know the party isn't over yet, but we're over. In case you forgot to remember " I told him, I saw how his expression changed quickly.

"We are not. How many times do I have to tell you that I love you? I really love you. I'm still in love with you!" He lost his temper. Does he love me? What the heck? Did he really love me?

"It's so easy to say you

love

someone. It's so easy to tell how

much that person means to you. It's so easy to say the word I love you. But it's hard to prove it. Tell me, for all of those years that we've been together, did you prove how much you love me? Oh! You don't have to answer that question because you really didn't! The truth is! You didn't love me! You never did! You never showed me you cared about me, you never prioritize me even just once since we married! You never did! What did you do? You cheated on me. Now tell me, did you really love me? What is the meaning of love to you, Travis? Hurting me? Betraying me? Abandoning me? Tell me! Is that how you express your love?! Because yes! Then it's not love! And you were here telling me how much you love me?! For what! To fool me again?!" His words are just a piece of crap.

He couldn't even say a word right now. I've waited for his response, but he has never said anything.

"See? You're just good in the start but at the end? You are just like the other man. Dumping their woman, cheating on them with another girl, going to the bar kissing random girls, enjoying. While us? Who only did was to fove. To always think of you, waiting for you, holding into a relationship where I didn't know if you still loved me or not. I hope that you will get back to the old you. Asking myself what did I do wrong and you suddenly changed? What happened to us? Overthinking and stressing myself trying to fucking figure out the reason why you suddenly got cold, why you kept on ignoring me and pretending like I didn't exist! Do you know what hurt Travis the most? You know? I just loved you! And that's the biggest mistake I've ever made!" I couldn't stop myself from crying. He tried to comfort me but I warned him not to get closer to me.

"I was so foolish of myself thinking that maybe you are just tired from work. I doubted you but I still kept on trusting you. I don't know what happened to you Travis. You don't know how much you hurted me. You don't know what happened to me after that night. You knew nothing at all. I suffered. I fucking suffered!" I placed my hand on my chest.

Damn it! I promise myself not to cry in front of him but here I am tonight. Fuck!

"Damn it! I was so lost. I was so tired but I have to fight " I have to fight for our son. I chose to bear all the pain while you were here enjoying your life.

He held my hand but pushed me. I don't have the strength that made him hug me. I was crying and my sight was blurry.

Seconds later I just felt his lips on mine. I struggled to get away but he still kissed me and I even felt he inserted his tongue on my mouth while his hands were traveling at my back.

I lost and I didn't notice that I'm already kissing him back.