Chapter 38
Mature themes ahead.
Ember’s POV
His hands caressed my body, leaving no inch untouched. My need for him like a thirst that can’t be quenched. The rough pads of his fingertips skim my bare chest, leaving goosebumps wherever he touched.
“Mmm you’re so responsive to me baby.” His husky voice bringing a shiver of need throughout my body. He kissed a path down my chest, stopping to dart his tongue around my nipple. I gasped arching my back at the pleasurable sensation. Fuck he loves to tease. His lips traveled south as he stopped near my core. Slowly moving my panties to the side so he could glimpse my bare, lower lips. He kissed all around me. My stomach, my thighs, everywhere but where I needed touched the most. The burn growing larger, begging to be put out.
I just want him close. Closer than he has ever been before. I want everything he can give me.
“Please Jaxson.” I whimper breathlessly.
I jolt awake to the sound of the door closing. My eyes snap open to reveal the amused face of Jaxson. He was leaning casually against the door frame watching me with his arms crossed over his chest. I must have fallen asleep in bed.
“Now, tell me, what did you possibly mean by, please Jaxson?” He smirked, his eyes twinkling with a predatory gleam. “Care to spare the details?” His sharp canines glinted as he grinned.
I blushed, looking away from him. How can I get myself out of this one? He chuckled as he stalked towards me, kneeling on the bed and crawling over me slowly, forcing me to lay down.
He looked every bit the predator he was right now. Eyes darkening with lust, the driven look in his eyes. I looked up at him hesitantly. I was ready. I knew I was. These dreams just prove how much I’ve been wanting this.
“I get them too you know.” His lusty rumble shot a spark of desire through me.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I panted out, trying to act nonchalant. Jax quirked his eyebrow at me.
“Really now.” He drawled out. “So, it wouldn’t phase you a bit if I did this?” He leaned down and placed a kiss just below my ear. I held back my shudder. “Or this?” He placed a kiss at the base of my neck. A gasp tried to fight passed my pressed lips. “Or this?” He whispered before gently sucking where he would mark me.
My gasp escaped as pleasure ricocheted throughout my body. Jaxson’s lips moved to attack mine with ferocity, mine moving against his just as eagerly. He gently bit my lower lip and pulled it with his teeth, causing me to gasp, letting his soft, velvety tongue slip inside my mouth. His tongue gently caressed mine and I sighed into his mouth, my body melting under his.
He used one hand to hold himself up, hovering above me. His other hand found the hem of the shirt I was wearing and slipped under it. He gently traced around my navel before moving higher, tracing the outline of my breasts. My breaths were coming out in pants and breathy moans as Jaxson’s hands turned me into a pliant puddle of goo. I couldn’t think of anything other than what he was doing to my body.
His lips still working on my neck as his hand caressed my breast. Fondling it and kneading it. I let out a moan of satisfaction. Jaxson quickly swallowed another moan as he moved over my lips to capture them in a searing kiss.
I wound my hands through his hair as I clutched him to me. Desperate not to lose contact. I ran my hands along his chest, the muscles tensing slightly beneath my fingers before they relaxed again. I could feel the outline of his abs. I ran my hand to his shoulders and down his arms, his biceps trembling as he held himself over me. We broke apart, gasping for breath as we continued to touch and massage each other. Neither of us wanting to break the steamy trance we were in.
I slid my hands under his shirt to feel his bare skin. His breath hitched a moment as he stared at me with astounded eyes. I moved his shirt up and he broke away from me as it slid over his head.
I just want to feel his skin against mine. I wanted his warmth, and I craved his touch. I craved him. Like he was the first meal I had after being starved. I craved his lips against mine, his tongue against my skin. What would he feel like inside of me?
Jaxson searched my eyes. “Are you sure?” I nodded not taking my eyes off his and I swallowed any hint of fear I had. They darkened again as Ares began peeking through.
“I need to hear the words love. You need to be absolutely sure.”
“I’m sure.” I replied breathlessly. As the last word left my lips, Jaxson whipped my shirt over my head, leaving me in only a pair of black, lace panties.
He drank me in as his eyes traveled the length of my body. I began to feel a bit self-conscious. I know most of my scars are on my back, but I had several in this point of view too.
“God, you’re so gorgeous.” He began placing sporadic kisses along my body, making sure to spend a few extra seconds on each of my scars. The thoughtful gesture almost making me tear up. Just like my dream, he kissed lower and lower as he reached my core. He gently slid my underwear from me, leaving me completely bare.
“Let’s see how wet I’ve made you baby.” I moaned at his words. My hips bucked up as soon as I felt his hand over my mound. Gently caressing me until he pushed past my lower lips to brush against my clit. I bucked up again as he kept me in place with his arm.
“Jaxson. Please.” I gasped out. Not exactly sure what I was asking him to do.
“I won’t leave you hanging baby. I’m just enjoying the view for a minute. You’re so fucking sexy. All breathless and squirming underneath me. Only I can make you feel this way. Only I get to touch this beautiful pussy of yours.” I moaned again. He positioned himself and I just about fainted when he made a long, slow lick up my slit, his tongue swirling around my clit.
“Fuck!” God his tongue feels so good.
“You’re so wet for me baby girl.” He groans as he continued to lap at me.
The ball of fire was tightening in my belly, ready to explode. I felt his finger gently stroke me before sliding inside me. A brief flashback of the other men’s fingers inside me made me tense around him.
He paused. “It’s ok baby. It’s just me. I’ll make the bad memories go away I promise. If you want to stop just say the word.” I relaxed under his words. His finger resuming its previous action as his tongue continued circling my clit. The mood instantly returned as he made me breathless again.
His finger curled gently around. It wasn’t the rough jabbing I had been used to. It was sweet and gently strokes as he found my g-spot.
“Shit!” I clenched around him as he brought me closer and closer to the edge.
“That’s it, baby. Cum for me.” My legs shook as the coil that had tightened unraveled.
My orgasm was so violent I heard a gush of liquid escape and Jaxson lapping it up.
“Fuck that was so sexy. You taste so good. ” Jaxson shed his jeans and boxers he still had on and crawled back up above me. I tried not to look intimidated by the size of him. All I remember was this hurting last time and Dimitri was significantly smaller than Jax is.
“You sure baby? I won’t be mad if you decide it’s too much right now.” I smiled, relaxing. Jaxson would take care of me. He would give me better memories. “No. I want this.” I whispered into his ear, kissing his cheek softly.
Jaxson moves and kissed me deeply and I felt the tip of his cock nudge at my opening. He slid gently up and down, coating himself in my fluids.
“I love you so much Ember.” I smiled reaching up to brush my fingers against his jaw.
“I love you too. Always.” The emotion shown in his expression made my breath hitch. A choked sob wanting to bubble up in my chest at the love pouring out from him.
He slowly pressed himself into me. Inch by inch. He went slowly, carefully as not to hurt me. His cock twitching inside me whenever I clenched against him.
“Fuck.” He gritted his teeth. “You’re so tight. You feel amazing.” He groaned out. Once he was fully seated, he paused so I could get adjusted. Kissing me passionately as he slowly started thrusting in and out.
We groaned simultaneously at the intense feelings. I had never felt this before. Never had this connection with someone. He felt amazing. I felt so full and he hit me in all the right places. Another orgasm was building rapidly as his pace quickened a bit.
“Fuck, Em. God you feel so good.” I moaned his name out as he did mine.
“That’s right baby. Only my name will pass your lips like this. Only I can make you feel this way. You’re mine forever.” His possessive side coming out to play was just as much of a turn on.
My legs shook and my pussy clenched around his cock as he continued his thrusts. “That’s it, baby, cum all over my cock. Mark it as yours.”
I clenched again at his words, arching my back as I shattered over the edge. Jaxson held my hips in place as I shook violently. I shuddered and collapsed back onto the bed. Fully satisfied and completely boneless. My limbs felt like jelly.
Jaxson quickened his thrusts, pounding into me as his release drew near. He groaned out and came with a roar. His cock twitched as his seed filled me. He licked and sucked my neck until I shuddered against him. His canines lengthened and sank down into the soft flesh of my neck. I shrieked, jerking against him until the pain instantly transformed into indescribable pleasure. It sent me straight into another orgasm as I shook violently beneath Jax, his jaws still clamped on my neck, holding me in place. He retracted his canines and licked the wound closed.
“You’re mine. All mine.” He murmured in my ear.
“Yours.” I whispered.
He held me tightly against him as he moved us onto our sides, sliding out of me. Neither of us caring that our fluids still mingled on our skin. Both of us thoroughly satisfied.
“I’m sorry for what you’ll see tonight.” I whispered to him, knowing he’d know what I meant. Now that he had marked me, he would dream all my memories tonight.
“It’s ok. I know you are worried for me. It’s a fact of life. I’ll be fine. You’ll be in my arms when I wake up and we can talk about it if you want. I love you so much Ember. Nothing will change that. Absolutely nothing.”
I nodded, trusting his words. His arms tightened around me.
“My perfect mate. You are so amazing. Good night, baby.” I smiled at his words as we drifted off to sleep.