Chapter CHAPTER 18: NO HOPE
I was hysterical. I banged my head repeatedly so Seth came up to me and held my hand. Tricia's face shows that she is also having a hard time but she keeps her demeanor professional. I struggled from Seth's grip on me, and when I could finally get out I hit him hard on the chest. I did it over and over again, but he didn't even budge and didn't even stop me for what I did.
"W-where is my son! Give him back to me! Please, oh, God! " Because with each movement of my hand the needle pierced my flesh, I scrambled to remove the needle that binds the dextrose attached to me. I beg to look at Tricia. "Please, Tricia, we're friends, aren't we? I-I want you to tell me that my s-son is okay. I want you to tell me that he is still in my womb!" I shouted the last word.
If anyone sees me, they'll say I'm crazy. I could no longer control the rush of emotions that engulfed my feelings.
I was too devastated, even though I still don't quite remember what happened to me.
I held Seth's hand. My eyes begged when I looked at him. For the first time, I felt like he was the only person who could help with my problem.
"T-tell me everything, Seth, please. I want to hear the truth. You're my doctor, right? I will believe every word you say. Just tell me what happened to us to my baby... "I begged him.
For now, I will entrust my life to him. As if my life depended on him. On the words he would say, my life depended.
"I am trusting you, Seth ... I will entrust my life to you. It's up to you how you end my suffering."
"Mina ..." He looks at me intently. And when he looked at Tricia, the latter nodded at him so I sobbed even more.
Tears welled up in my eyes one after another. I don't want to accept it but I have to cope with whatever I hear from the siblings.
"It has been a week since we rescued you from your husband's cruelty. You fainted that day if you still remember. And you bleed too. " I nodded, meaning I understood him. "When we took you here to the hospital" The man stopped talking, but I seemed to know what he was going to say. "Your child is gone, Mina ..." He bows his head. "If only your husband had caught up with you and not left you, or if someone had just helped you, your son would have survived... I am sorry ..." He can barely speak so I can feel in his voice that he feels sorry for me. That he's sorry for what happened to me and my baby.
But because of what he said my ears tingled. "Sorry? You're sorry now, huh? That's bullshit!" I grabbed him by the collar, but just like what I did earlier when I hurt him, he just let me so the anger flared up even more in my heart. "You are proud to say that you're a doctor, but what?! What happened?! My son died because you did nothing! You didn't do your job as a doctor! You useless bastard! Now, you'll tell me that you're sorry?!'
"Mina, you have to understand that it's not our fault ..." Tricia's voice was understanding when she spoke. In her voice, she conveyed that she understood what I was going through.
I burst into tears as I shook my head. "What happened was your brother's fault, Tricia!" I shouted at the woman, then forced to stand up but Seth immediately stopped me. Seth turned to Tricia and nodded, after that, the female doctor walkout. When Tricia was gone I grinned as I stared at Seth. "You like me, right?" He didn't answer so I laughed out loud as my tears flow in my eyes. "You like me, don't you? I am right?! You want me!!!" My voice broke the silence of the hospital. "You like me, and for Tranz and me to break up, you and Lily have to make a way for us to break up!"
I slapped Seth hard in the face, but he didn't say a thing.
"Is Lily that good in bed that you gave her whatever she asked for ?!"
"You don't know what you're saying, Mina." He stood up.
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I saw him take the syringe from the table so I stood up. Even though it's hard for me to move, I stood up and seemed crazy when I took off my hospital gown. I only had panties so my chest was exposed when I was completely naked. I took him by the hand and faced him to me.
His eyes widened looking at me, particularly at my naked body.
I took his hand and spontaneously placed it on my chest. "This is what you want, right?! You want to taste me so you killed my baby?! This is it! Fuck me- "I was startled when something came out of my stomach. It seems that a bucket of blood came out from my body that caused my weakness. My eyes widened. And if Seth hadn't rushed towards me I would have fallen to the floor.
"K-Kill me, S-Seth." Even my voice I could no longer hear in the extreme weakness I was feeling. "I w-want to die. I want to be with my baby...
Seth's mouth opens but I can't hear anything. All I hear is noise. A deafening noise that seemed to echo in my ear. The hum became shrill.
I slowly closed my eyes but Seth did something to make me open my eyes. I saw Tricia with some new faces wearing a hospital suit. Tricia approached her brother.
"Don't sleep, Mina, goddamn it! And don't you dare to die, because I will kill Tranz when something bad will happen to you! " That was the last noise I heard before the shrill noise returned to my ears.
Baby, don't leave mommy like this. Just take me with you... I prayed silently before the darkness engulfed me.