Where I Belong

"So she's been with everyone?" I asked clipping in my seat belt. What I wanted to say was has she ever been with you.

Bringing my car to life he drove of down the street heading towards my dad's house. "Everyone with a dick" He chuckled causing a disgusted look to appear on my face. Thank god for it being dark outside. "Don't give me that look sweetheart. I've never been there. Wouldn't touch her if she was the last piece of ass on this planet. Why have a hamburger when I've got a fine piece of steak sitting right next to me". Feeling my cheeks heat up I turned and looked out the window. Hearing him chuckle only made me blush more. "Is it far?" I asked not having a clue where we were.

"Not be long darlin".

"Of course he has a house like this" I huffed staring at the mansion infront of me. "What a beautiful house" I said looking at it in awe. "Great to know he was living comfortable when me and my mom weren't around". "Don't be bitter Ava just get your ass in the damn house".

"Not being bitter Blaze just being real. I mean look at the size of the damn thing. Did he-.."

"That's what all the girls say" He smirked wiggling his eyebrows at me as he cut me off.

"Pervert" Sticking my tongue out at him I pulled my suitcase behind me and headed up the front steps. "Thanks for bringing me here you can leave now" I smiled putting my hand on the door only to find it locked. "Think you need these sweetheart you ain't getting rid of me that easily".

Turning round I seen the smirk "I wasn't trying to get rid of you just thought you'd want to get back to the party" I said as he started walking towards me.

"Let's get one thing straight" He said pulling me towards him "When I'm with the club I'll be with the club and when I'm with you I'll be with you."

"What does that even mean?" I asked pulling away from him slightly. "You know what forget it. You go back to your club Blaze. Go pick up a girl, have some fun. I'm sure being stuck with me for this long has been no fun and let's face it you must be gagging for it. I'll see you when I see you" I said snatching the keys from his hand.

This was the right thing to do. Why hang around with me when he knows I won't put out that easily. It's for the best anyway, my dad would kill him if he ever found out. Feelings aside he needed to be focused on the club or my dad would know something was up.

"You don't get it do you Ava? You are mine and baby that ain't ever going to change. I'll wait until my balls turn blue if I have to and your dad doesn't have to know but you have another thing coming if you think you can just brush me off again. I waited so long the last time and then another year. I ain't going anywhere" He growled

Swallowing I looked at him from underneath my eyelashes. What do I say to that? He just put it all on the table. "I'm not sure what I want" I whispered just as his cell phone began to ring.

Deciding to let him get on with his phone call I put the key in the door and turned the lock. Stepping inside my mouth dropped. Holy shitballs I have never seen a house like this apart from on the t. v.

I guess being a criminal ain't all that bad. The full bottom half was all open plan. High cellings, a spiral staircase heck he even had a wine rack. This does not look like my dad's house at all. Walking in further I ran my hand along the corner couch. Glancing around my breath caught in my throat when I noticed the picture hanging above the fireplace. My mom and I when I was about 3 years old.

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Maybe my dad did care. Feeling the tears well in my eyes I walked closer to get a better look.

"Told you he cared about you" Came Blazes voice from behind me.

Wiping away my tears so he couldn't see them I turned to face him "It's just a picture" I shrugged staring at him "I'm going to pick a room and crash out. Tomorrow is a big day, the start of my new life" I said sarcasm dripping from every word. "I gotta go babe. Duty calls" He said scratching the back of his head.

"Yeah like I said go back to your club"

Grabbing my suitcase I about turned and went for the stairs. This is what was for the best yet I was mad he wasn't staying with me.

"What the fuck do you want from me" He roared grabbing me by the arm and turning me towards him. "You don't want me but then you do. You're either in or your out Ava. You can't have both. You know what I do and what I get up to. So you fucking decide".

"Fine" I yelled "I choose out now leave" Swallowing the lump in my throat I ran up the stairs and into the first room I came too. Sliding down the door I didn't realise I was crying until I tasted the saltiness of my tears. What had I just done?

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Getting to my feet I walked to the window. How would he get back? He doesn't have his bike. Sinking my teeth into my bottom lip a scream fell from my mouth as the door was barged open.

"Think I was just going to leave? Stop with the bullshit Ava and just let what's about to happen happen. One step at a time babe". Storming towards me he grabbed me and smashed his lips against mine.

For the first time ever I didn't resist him. Wrapping my arms around his neck I melted into him. Pulling back slightly he gazed into my eyes.

"One step at a time baby".

"Stop. Stop. Stop it" I growled pushing him off of me. "I can't do this I just can't" I cried running both hands through my hair. "I didn't move here for you, I wouldn't have had to move here if it wasn't for my dads damn club. My whole life packed up and moved to a place I never wanted to come back to". Taking a deep breath I started pacing the room while Blaze stood quiet never taking his eyes of me.

"Please just go I have a big day tomorrow and I need to get some sleep. It's probably better we say goodbye now because as soon as I start at the hospital I can't be involved with any of this. I can't be involved with you" I said swallowing the lump in my throat.

"Ava-.."

"Please" I croaked "Please just listen to me for once and go. I don't want to fight I don't want an argument I just want you to leave. You go back to your life and I'll try and pick mine back up. We don't belong together Blaze and I don't think I could ever go through life knowing what you do. I'm on the opposit side of the law, it would never work could never work". I said not realising I had made my way to him until I was infront of him.

"Never bothered you what side of the law I was on when I saved you from being raped"

As soon as the word raped left his mouth my hand connected with his jaw. "Don't you dare" I yelled my body shaking with anger "You don't get to keep bringing that up. I never asked you to save me infact maybe I'd be dead if you didn't then I wouldn't have to be here" I screamed turning my back on him. Every time we got into an arguement he would always bring up Adam.

"Step into the real fucking world Ava. Look at who your dad is, you are never getting out of it no matter what you do. You may be a fancy doctor darlin' but everyone in this state knows who your dad is. Everyone knows who we are, you can hide behind being a doctor babe but you will always be apart of the MC. Oh and Ava just remember you came to us" Hearing the bedroom door slam shut and the heavy sound of his boots on the stairs I knew he had left.