Where I Belong

Pulling into the driveway I noticed him sitting on the porch a smoke in one hand and no doubt coffee in the other.

"You making me breakfast?" He smirked walking towards me.

"Only when we're married now get the bags I need to pee" Standing on my tip toes I kissed his cheek before running inside. "That can be soon" I heard him call after me.

"So how come you couldn't sleep?" He asked as I entered the kitchen. Shrugging my shoulders I began to empty the shopping and put it away. "You just going to watch or are you going to help?" I asked reaching up so I could put the cereal away.

"Enjoying the view" His arms wrapped around my waist as he pulled me against him "You're sexy" He whispered his teeth grazing my neck. "Fucking beautiful" This time it was his tongue "Fucking mine" He spun me around lifting me into his arms my legs going around his waist.

"So fucking beautiful" I could feel his breath against my lips. Placing my hands on his shoulders I stroked his cheek with my thumb. "You're still helping me put this away" I grinned when a groan fell from his lips.

Placing me back on my feet he smacked my ass as I turned away from him. "How about you put it away and I'll make coffee?" He suggested.

Rolling my eyes I passed him 2 cups "Don't make it like tar I actually like milk in mine". Blaze thought coffee should only be served black. "Nothing wrong with my coffee" He frowned as I contined to put the shopping away.

I was in two minds whether to tell him I bumped into Nate. I knew he'd be pissed if I told him but I knew he'd be worse if I kept it from him. "Here" He handed me my cup "A cup of tar for you" He smirked bringing his own to his lips.

"Just face it babe you suck at making coffee" Bringing it to my lips I took a sip instantly regretting it. Spitting it back into the cup my eyes landed on him, of course he was glaring. Biting my lip I couldn't stop my laughter. "Guess we'll leave the coffee making to me too". Emptying the rest of it down the sink a squeal fell from my lips as he lifted me off the ground.

"Blaze put me down" I giggled as he ran up the stairs and into our bedroom. Throwing me onto the bed he was on top of me before I could blink. Straddling my waist he had my arms pinned above my head smirking at me.

I don't know how long we both stayed silent for but I couldn't brake the stare. I knew I had to tell him about Nate but I didn't want to ruin the mood.

"How'd I get so lucky?" He whispered bending his head so he could kiss me. "You deserve so much better than me sweetheart".

I didn't like when he spoke like this.

"You saying you don't want me?" I smirked

"Fuck no" He growled capturing my lips with his "I just like to remind you that you deserve better".

"Dont" I whispered. I hated that he thought he wasn't good enough for me. Grabbing a hold of his arms I pulled myself up and pushed him back so I was now straddling him. Pinning his arms above his head I leaned closer so our noses were touching.

"I love you Blaze all of you" Kissing his nose I rolled off of him and lay by his side. Lazily throwing his arm over my waist he pulled me closer.

"I'm still a lucky bastard" He chuckled his fingers making little circles around my hip bone.

"I bumped into Nate at the supermarket" I whispered feeling his body stiffen beside me.

"What did he want?" He grit out through clenched teeth. I knew it was a bad idea to tell him but I had too. I didn't want to keep anything from him. Shrugging my shoulders his arm slipped from my waist. "Well what did he say?". "He still really cares about you".

"That's not what I asked" He hissed getting out of bed. Picking up his cut he searched through it pulling out his smokes. Lighting one up he sat by the window eyes never leaving mine.

"He wants to fix your relationship" I sighed knowing this wasn't going to go down well and that we'd probably argue over it.

"Is that why you took so long at the store? Fucking Nate trying to butter you up?" He glared.

For once I wasn't biting I knew he was looking for an argument because he needed someone to take it out on.

"This has nothing to do with me Blaze, he's your brother not mine. If you don't want to fix things then don't but don't stand there and take it out on me" I was already out the bed and standing next to him. Okay so maybe I was biting a little but I wasn't letting him do this it wasn't fair on me.

"You're the one that fucked him" He roared.

Feeling the sting shoot across the palm of my hand from taking it off his cheek I glared at him. "You're a fucking asshole and do you know what I do deserve better". Storming out the room I ran down the stairs grabbing my keys from the hook.

Feeling the tears slide down my cheeks I punched my steering wheel. I didn't want to cry but I was fucking angry. How could he say that? I had barely kissed Nate. Speeding off down the road it was almost 6 when I reached the clubhouse. I sat across the street with my head leaning against the steering wheel. I couldn't believe we were fighting again.

"Miss miss do you have a phone?" A girl appeared next to my car out of nowhere. She was frantic, banging her hands on my window repeatedly asking if I had a phone. "Please, please you need to help me. T-they want to kill me". Not thinking about it I grabbed my phone and jumped out. "Are you okay what's happ-..."

Blackness took over and I felt myself fall to the ground.

It was cold, dark and wet. I was tied to a chain fence of some sort, every time I moved the wire nipped the skin on my wrists.

I had to get out...

Squinting my eyes I looked around myself trying to see if I could recognise anything that told me where I was. I knew it was a warehouse of some sort I just didn't know where. Frantically pulling my wrists a cry fell from my mouth.

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"The little whores awake"...

Jumping slightly I frantically looked around searching for where the voice was coming from. How could I have been so stupid?

"Blaze is a lucky guy" One whislted as he appeared in front of me with another 2 by his side. "It's a shame he's not going to want you once I'm finished with you". Bringing his hand up to touch my cheek I did the first thing that came to mind. I spat on him "Fuck you" The blow that came next almost knocked me unconscious. Black dots danced behind my eyelids, my vision blurred.

"Feisty little bitch ain't you" He growled wiping his face with the back of his hand. Grabbing a hold of my face he squeezed hard "I'm going to ruin you, I'm going to fuck you up so bad you'll be begging me to kill you". He pushed my head back, his fist connecting with my jaw.....

Crack

Groaning I bit my lip hard tasting blood. I wasn't going down without a fight. "That the best you got" I spat trying not to think of the pain. Closing in on me he pulled out a knife, the fear evident in my eyes. Sliding it down my face I winced knowing it had broke the skin.

"Not so mouthy now are you, you little whore". Grabbing a hold of my waistband a scream ripped from my mouth. Feeling the breeze against my legs as he yanked my jeans down I closed my eyes squeezing them tight. Blaze wasn't here to save me this time. Pain erupted within me as I felt him slash my leg with the knife. Screaming uncontrollably I whimpered when another hand connected with my cheek. "Shut the fuck up slut".....

The one that seemed to be in control was still carving at my leg. I felt numb, I wanted to die.

"Done" He chuckled getting back on his feet. I didn't dare look at him, keeping my gaze on the blood splattered over the floor I hissed when he grabbed my cheek. "Pass on a message to your old man, a war is coming this is just the start...

Hearing the zipper on his jeans being pulled down I screamed until I couldn't scream anymore....