Where I Belong

"You're like my little sister Ava and regardless of the past you've grown on me so pull anymore of that shit and I'll kick your ass, got it?".

Grinning at him I pulled him in for a hug "I'm sorry I was mad but I'm still pissed at you for letting him do that. I'm going back inside and if you hear gun shots don't be alarmed it's just me" I smirked grabbing a hold of Ally's arm and pulling her with me.

I could hear the shouting before I even made it to his room. Always aggressive, shouting his head off and threatening to shoot people if they didn't get out his way.

Yep that was my man right there.... rolling my eyes I opened the door the room falling silent.

"Where the fuck have you been?" He growled

Glaring at him I crossed my arms over my chest. Was he really wanting to start an argument in front of my dad? In front of his brothers?

"That's our cue to leave boys" My dad smirked rubbing the top of my head "Give him hell sweetheart" He whispered closing the door behind him.

I hadn't moved, I was still glaring at him and he was doing the same. I don't know why he's pissed he had no right to be. I wasn't braking the silence I was to stubborn for that and he knew it but it seemed he was playing me at my own game. Having enough of the silence I gave in "I'm not doing this Blaze. Y'know for the past four months I've been here, I've been by your bed. I've put my job on hold heck I've put my life on hold because I thought you were my love. What you did today, do you know how angry I am at you? Not only did you hurt me you embarrassed me. You need time to get better and I need time to think about forgiving you".

He said nothing and that gave me the strength to leave him. Closing the door behind me I wiped at the tears that spilled from my eyes. I needed time to build myself back up again, to throw myself back into work and to feel like me again. "Hope you gave him hell darling" my dad grinned as he threw his arm over my shoulder. "Can you get someone to take me home please?" I asked ignoring what he had said. I wasn't in the mood for conversation, I wasn't in the mood for anything.

"Home?" My dad frowned

"Yes home" I whispered trying to keep my cool and not cry in front of him.

"Jared" My dad yelled calling him over "Yes prez?" I knew Jared was staring at me I could feel him but I was looking at my feet. I just wanted to go home and be by myself.

"Take Ava home and don't leave her on her own". That wasn't what I asked him... I didn't want any company I just wanted to be on my own so I could think.

"Sure thing my bikes out front" Walking away from the two of them I walked outside the hospital doors not looking back.

After an hour of convincing Jared that I was okay and that he didn't need to babysit me he finally left. Ally had texted me letting me know she'd be over within the next half hour so that gave me enough time to get a bath and slip into my pjs. I hadn't heard from him. No texts no calls no nothing but surprisingly I was okay with it. We needed a break and I know he's just woken up but after todays events I needed for him to give me time. Slipping on my bathrobe I grabbed my phone about to order food when it vibrated notifying me that I had a text.

I miss you

My heart dropped, I was handling it better when he didn't try and contact me. We needed space I knew that and so did he but I knew how possessive and protective he was. I missed him to and wanted nothing more than to drive back to the hospital and curl up beside him but I wasn't doing that. He needed to realise that what he did today wasn't okay. Not even a minute later another text came through. Baby I'm sorry. I fucked up.

Sighing I ignored him and put my phone away inside my pocket. I wasn't giving in this time no matter how much I wanted to.

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Hearing a knock at my door I frowned. Since when does Ally knock? And she's early. Pulling open my front door I immediately scowled at who was standing there.

"What do you want?" I snapped placing my arm across the opening so he couldn't just barge in. He was the last person I wanted to see. He had some nerve showing up at my house. Hearing the roar of several bikes I knew he wasn't alone. "Look sweet cheeks about today it wasn't personal. I had to see if you were the real deal. Now how about you get dressed and I take you back to the hospital so you two can kiss and make up".

I stood still not saying a word. How dare he show up here? "Listen asshat how about you back yourself up and get off my porch" Not giving him time to answer I went to shut the door when he placed his foot inside.

"He wasn't wrong when he warned me about that mouth" He growled pushing the door open further causing it to smack of the wall.

I was sick of this. "I'm not interested in what you have to say so can you please leave before I call my dad" Yes I played the daddy card but only so he would leave me alone.

Giving me a snort he about turned and made his way back up the path. Closing the door I leaned against it placing my hand over my heart. Today was just to much.

Returning to the couch I turned on the tv changing the channel to some music. I hope Ally was on her way, I was in dyer need of a drink and some girl chat.

Feeling the vibrations I sighed knowing he was texting me again. What was he trying to do? Didn't he realise this was hard on me too? But I made the decision of needing a break and that's exactly what we were doing. Ava!!!! You know I hate being ignored! If you don't at least reply I'm coming over!!

Sending him the middle finger emoji I smirked placing my phone on the couch next to me. I did what he asked, I replied.

"Tequila is here" Ally yelled as she burst through my front door. "Hope you don't mind but I called in some back up" She smirked as Chantelle and Lexi followed in behind her.

Smiling I returned both there's hugs before heading to get some glasses. I needed this, I needed girl time.

"Damn Ava when did you last eat something?" Lexi asked causing me to roll my eyes... really? Handing her a glass I pour some wine into my own before passing the bottle round.

"Guys I'm fine" I smiled knowing they didn't believe a word that came out my mouth.

"If you're fine then why do you look like someone who's just had there heart ripped out?"

"Lexi" Chantelle snapped

"We're here for you girl now fill us in on what the bastard has done now".

I was great full that they were here but I wasn't in the mood for going through what had happened and truth was I didn't want to cry.

"No let's not talk about boys tonight" Ally smirked "Let's just have a girls night and then we'll see where the night leads us. Never know Ava we might have you swinging round a pole by the end of the night". Ally winked causing laughter to fill the room.

I was a little scared because I knew she wasn't kidding.