Where I Belong

"Not good man she's hardly spoke two words since we got back. What if we hadn't shown up? That mother fucking asshole better be sorted" Blaze growled

Plucking up the courage I stepped into the livingroom all eyes stopping on me. Glancing at them I noticed the anger written all over there faces, even Jared looked ready to kill. "Hey darling" Tommy said giving me a small smile.

"Hi" I whispered standing awkwardly in the door way.

Looking at Blaze I saw the murderous look on his face. Making my way in I sat on my favourite chair and pulled my knees up to my chin.

"Motherfucker should have been put to ground" Jared growled.

Not taking my eyes of Blaze I knew he was thinking the same thing. "You can't tell my dad" I whispered causing all there heads to snap in my direction. "Please" I cried knowing that keeping anything from there prez was hard. Watching Blaze nod his head Tommy and Jared disappeared out back. What was I going to do? I was no longer safe. If he wasn't dead whats stopping him from trying again?

"I know that by asking you not to tell my dad is a big thing but please Blaze I'm begging you" I croaked turning my head so he wouldn't see my tears.

"You got any beers here?" He asked ignoring my plea and lighting up a cigarette. Passing it to me I took it great fully.

"Fridge is always stocked for when one of you guys stop by" I said taking a long draw of my cigarette.

Following him through I grabbed the bottle of wine and went in search for a glass. Pouring some into the glass I downed it all before pouring another. Watching him I noticed for the first time since we got here both of his hands were busted open.

"You're bleeding" I whispered sitting my glass on the counter and walking to him. Taking both his hands I brushed my thumb gently over the cuts "Let me clean them".

As I let go of his hands to go get my supplies he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back to him "Don't worry about me Ava. They're just little cuts I've had worse" he said stroking the hair of my forehead.

"Please let me clean you up" I whispered "It's the least I can do, you saved me Blaze. He would have raped me if-.."

"Stop it" He growled cutting me off "He never got the chance to and no one will ever have the chance to hurt you again".

"We live miles apart Blaze how can you make sure no one will hurt me again?" I asked moving towards the cupboard that held my spare medical supplies.

"Then come home Ava. You can ask for a transfer to NewYork" He said placing his hands on my hips.

Flinching slightly I jumped from his touch "Sorry" I mumbled taking my box and placing it on the table. "I am home Blaze. I can't just up and leave my home besides if I do then he wins". Taking out my antiseptic wipes I got to work on cleaning him up.

As I was wrapping up his hand Jared walked through the back door. "VP we got intel" He said dropping his gaze to what I was doing "You'll make a fine old lady darlin'".

Ignoring his comment I finished what I was doing and went back to my wine. Looking between the both of them I knew something had happened.

"Outside Jared" Blaze said not giving me a second look.

"If this has something to do with what happened tonight I have the right to know. Don't treat me like a china doll, I'm not going to break. I'm a big girl" I muttered grabbing my glass of wine and waiting for him to continue. "That little prick was involved with Vagos" Jared spat lighten up a cigarette before handing me it.

Taking it I took a puff feeling the color drain from my face "Is Vagos not the name of that motorcycle club?" I asked

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"What do you know about Vagos Ava?" Blaze asked stealing the cigarette from my hand.

"Hey" I yelled

"Doesn't suit you never has now Vagos. How do you know?".

"Tommy told my dad and I was there. Something about they know what I look like and who I am?" I shrugged taking another sip of my drink. "Fuck" Blaze roared "And you still moved back out here knowing that?".

"Don't fucking shout at me Blaze. I've had all I can take for tonight" I snapped moving so I could take my cigarette back "I'll smoke if I want".

"Theres more?" Jared pipped up causing me to remember he was in the room.

"He wasn't a club member but he did help the club out with supplies. He was basically there doctor. Doing dodgy deals for them".

"He was stealing from the hospital?" I asked.

"What nearly happened to you tonight was planned Ava. Had been planned for a long time. He just had to find the right time to do it" Jared said causing Blaze to through his beer bottle of my wall. "Kill him Jared. I don't care how just fucking take care of it" He roared.

Once Jared had left Blaze was infront of me within seconds"You're coming home darlin' I can't have you living here when those fuckers are involved. Get a transfer Ava, heck leave your job I don't care but you are riding back with us".

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"Calm down you're scaring me" I whispered watching his eyes soften. "I'll come back with you Blaze but it might take a few days to get a transfer".

Taking me in his arms he buried his head in my neck. Why did this feel so right? "Told you I'd get you on the back of my bike".

Ignoring him I stood on my tip toes and gently kissed his cheek "I owe you Blaze. You dont know how much I appreciate what you did. Also I'm sorry for being mean to you back then. I won't forget it and I will be forever grateful". "I'll always protect you sweets" He whispered "Still haven'got you out of my head. No matter how many whores I sleep with. I only ever see your face".

"Not the time Blaze" I glared hitting him on the shoulder. "I don't want to know how many women you've slept with".

"I want to know who you've slept with Ava" He said causing me to laugh.

"You're kidding right?".

"Being deadly serious babe" Slipping his hand around my waist I knew I was trapped.

Taking a deep breath I bit on my bottom lip "Still a virgin Blaze, I couldn't get you out of my head either" I mumbled not being able to look at him. 1 year later and he still made me blush. "Why haven't you slept with anyone Ava. You're gorgeous sweetheart" trailing his fingers up my back caused me to shiver.

"Because theres only one person I want to sleep with" I said watching his face fall with disappointment. "And I'm holding out for him".

"Who i-.."

"You Blaze, it's always been you. All I've done for the last year is think about you. How things would have been if I stayed. I can't get you out of my head but I'm terrified of getting hurt". I sighed