Where I Belong

"The beach?" I grinned when the car came to a stop. I hadn't been to the beach in forever, I don't know what it was but being near the water and feeling the sad between my toes always made me feel better.

"Good place to relax" He said unbuckling his seat belt and getting out. Following suit I couldn't help but smile when I noticed the picnic basket and the blanket under his arm.

"Blaze" I whispered my teeth sinking into my bottom lip.

"Don't get all cute and shit you were fed up and I thought this would help".

"I love you even more for all the cute little things you do" I whispered slipping my hand into his. "But you're still my sexy ass hot headed bad boy biker".

"And don't you forget it" He growled slapping my ass as we began to walk.

As he lay the blanket on the sand I stopped for a minute just to take in the beauty of what was in front of me. I loved the sound of the waves crashing against the cliffs but also how peaceful and quiet it was and how relaxed it was making me feel.

"Thought you'd like this spot better, it's secluded so you can get naked if you want".

Feeling my mouth fall a jar I was about to respond when he started to chuckle. "I don't need to take you to a beach to get you naked" He whispered circling his arms around my waist and gently pulling me to him. "But I do think it would be pretty sexy to see". Nibbling on my neck my head fell against his shoulder.

If ever there was a time I was hating being injured now was it. Closing my eyes I enjoyed the way his lips were sucking on my neck and how every so often he would scrap my skin with his teeth.

Sweet Jesus I wanted him.....

"Blaze" I whispered turning my body so I could face him.

"I know babe I shouldn't be teasing you but fuck Ava it's getting hard" He sighed placing his forehead against mine.

I hated it, I hated that I didn't feel comfortable enough to have sex with my boyfriend.

"What are you thinking?" He asked my eyes opening so I could look at him.

"All I can think about is you. The way you make me feel, the way you make my body feel. The way my heart flips out when you think I don't notice you staring at me. Every little thing you do makes me fall for you that little bit more. Everything that happened in the past has made us come out stronger. God thinking about everything that I put you through....."

"Stop right there" He growled taking a hold of my chin. "We both fucked up in some way Ava but baby I fucked up the most. I hate myself for what I did to you and how I treated you. To this day I still don't know why you gave me that chance. When the accident happened I thought about giving up" He sighed letting go of my chin and putting some space between us.

"I thought about leaving, going nomad and only checking in when I needed too. I thought you'd have been better off without me in your life and how much easier it would be without me around".

"You thought about leaving me?" I asked not liking the pain that appeared in my chest.

"I did babe I thought it would have been better but I couldn't go through with it. I thought of my life without you in it and it drove me crazy. I would rather be in your life with you hating me than be on the other side of the world and not seeing you everyday".

"Blaze" I whispered

"Everything happens for a reason darlin' I'm just glad you gave me this chance to prove I am good enough for you. I may not be the smartest or have a lot of money but trust me when I say I'll make sure you have the best life.... No baby you aren't meant to cry".

"I'm- I'm sorry I can't help it" I stuttered hating that my emotions were getting the better of me. I didn't want to cry but I couldn't help it.

"Come here" He whispered pulling me against his chest. Pulling back I watched his hand come up so it could wipe away my tears. Grabbing a hold of it I placed a kiss on top of his knuckles.

"Take me home and make love to me".....

I couldn't wait any longer.

Screw that I still had my casts on I'm sure Blaze won't mind doing all the work.

"Ava are you sure?" He asked picking up the blanket and basket. "You know I was just teasing baby I can wait".

"I can't anymore" I whispered as I grabbed hold of his hand "Please Blaze". It was like a spark had went off inside his head because before I knew it he was carrying me to the car.

It was perfect. We had the clubhouse to ourselves and there was no one to interrupt us. My stomach was going like a washing machine I couldn't help but feel nervous. Was I always going to feel nervous when it came to having sex with him? "You have got to be fucking kidding me" Blaze growled knocking me out of my thoughts.

My heart sank... I was finally ready to have sex, finally feeling comfortable and not giving a damn about everything that was going on inside my head - my mom and dad had returned, the clubhouse was in full swing.

"Should have stayed at the beach" I grinned playfully hitting his shoulder. "Come on we better show face". I was surprised I hadn't received a call or even a message from them.

"Blaze".....

"I know babe I'm just pissed and not because we can't have sex I was just getting used to having you all to myself" He smirked pushing open his door.

"You still have me all to yourself" I shrugged as he helped me out of his truck.

"Yeah.... we better get in"....

"Them being back doesn't change anything"I felt I had to say it.

Slinging his arm over my shoulder he kissed the side of my head "The only thing that'll be different is those fuckers in there will know you are officially mine". And we were back to this.

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"Nah baby I mean for real" He said as he pushed the clubhouse door open.

I had no idea what he meant..

.......

"Blaze I'm just going for a pee you don't have to come with me" I sighed.

"But I want too" He pouted his hands grabbing my bum and pulling me towards him. Did I forget to mention he was drunk? I had never seen him drunk before.

"Wanna make out?" He grinned his face so close to mine our noses were touching. Laughing I rolled my eyes "Make out really?" Sinking my teeth into my bottom lip I heard the moan escape his mouth.

"Baby you can't be doing that" swiping his tongue from his mouth he licked my lip making me release it. "I have never wanted anyone as bad as I want you right now"He whispered and suddenly me having to pee didn't matter anymore, no one in the room mattered. Everything was forgotten about the moment his eyes met mine.

"You're drunk" I whispered my mouth suddenly dry. Smirking he placed his hands around my hips and pulled me flat against him. He wasn't only drunk he was hard too. "Blaze I need to...- before I could finish my sentence he had me in his arms carrying me outside.

"Blaze"..... Placing me on the hood of his truck he stepped in between my legs and just stared at me.

"I'm not as drunk as you think I am sweets I know exactly what I'm doing, what I'm thinking and how I'm feeling" Placing both hands on my thighs he stared to rub them up and down "Just wanted to get you out here so we could be alone now give me a kiss" He smirked moving his head closer to mine.

"Hm no" I teased circling my good leg around his so he couldn't move.

"Wrong answer darling" Before I could take a breath he was on me. Smiling into the kiss I flicked my tongue out catching his bottom lip causing him to release a low groan. Hmm he liked it.

"Do you want me to put another bullet in your leg? Don't do that shit in front of me".....

Really....