Chapter Day 18- Absurd
~The faeries dance under a twilight sky.
The darkness of night.
My obsession with
THE ABSURD~
Absurd.
I know now that I am the epitome of the word, an absurd woman. I thought I could go this time in complete and utter harmony with Luke but now I am contemplating drinking his blood.
Ludicrous. That’s all I have to say to that.
Ludicrous.
I do not wish to betray my lover. I do not wish to hurt him. I do not want to lose him and I do not want Evil to win. If I killed Luke, Drake would win and I would be a criminal of my circumstances.
I am not going to do this.
I will not kill Luke.
No matter how hungry and upset I get. I promise I will never kill Luke. Never.
And likewise, Luke has never even implied the thought of killing me himself for sustenance. Neither would I do the same.
But the hunger is real.
The temptation to kill to survive does exist and I am feeling it now. I’m hungry.
I really am.
But could I kill Luke.
Never.
So why did it have to hurt so much.
The faeries dance under a twilight sky.
The darkness of night.
My obsession with
THE ABSURD