Unspoken Pleasure (erotica)

With her soft words calming my nerves a little bit she opened the door and pulled me into the back yard. I bit my lower lip and followed, my hips swaying as I walked in my high heels. As soon as we came into view and everyone looked at us, at me, all conversations stopped. The guys with their mouths gaped open stared at me, running their hungry eyes up and down my exposed body.

I looked at my son and saw him gaping in disbelief. Gina let go of my hand and dropped into the tub as I stood their trembling. Oh god, what have I done and in front of my son and his friends!

"Come on Kate, the water's great," I heard Gina say.

I dropped down into the tub between Tommy and Jason covering myself in water up to my neck. Gina, Steve and the other girl were on the opposite side of the tub. Very shortly the conversations begun again and I was able to come down a bit. I felt Tommy's hand touch mine and he gave me a reassuring squeeze.

"Mom you look great," He whispered into my ear.

Jason poured me a tall glass of red wine which I gulped right away and preceded to refill it. Gina was laughing and talking to Steve and the girl and it seemed like everyone forgot me standing there so exposed.

"Hey guys, do you really want to party?" Jason winked at Tommy.

He reached over and produced what looked like a rolled up cigarette from his nearby pants.

"Oh yeah, light it up," I heard Steve say.

"I thought you said you didn't have any," Gina looked at her brother.

"I was saving this for a special occasion." He said giving me a sly look.

"Oh sure, and this is it?" Gina was mocking him knowing that what he meant was me being there in the tub with them.

"Sure it is, as long as Mrs. Johnson's OK with it," Everyone looked at me.

"Ahh sure, and please stop calling me Mrs. Johnson, it makes me sound so old. I didn't know you all smoked cigarettes."

They looked at me smiling, even Tommy.

"Mom, it's a joint," My son said.

I gasped and looked closely at the joint Jason was holding.

"We don't do it that often, only when there is a special occasion, like you being here with us Kate," Jason took my advice and called me by my name.

It felt different being called by my name by a boy that was as old as my son but it immediately put me at ease. Up until now I was covered by the water but as he said what it was I raised a bit to examine the joint, after all, I never smoked one or saw one before. My breasts came out of the water and I saw everyone stare at them. Oh well, I thought, they already saw me like that.

What I didn't know was that the bikini I was wearing became transparent as soon as it got wet and my breasts, nipples, aureoles and everything was visible to everyone in the tub. I stood there looking at what Jason was holding in his hand. "Ok, but I never smoked one, what do I do?" I asked confused why everyone was staring at me.

"It's easy, just take a drag and hold it in your lungs for a while," Jason answered lighting it up.

I became especially aware of the young girl that I didn't know yet staring at me. She wouldn't shift her eyes away like everyone else when I looked at them. There was something direct in them as if she was shocked to see me like that and... something that held a desire... a desire for me. I decided to find out who she was.

"Hi, I don't think we've met each other yet, I'm Kate," I extended my hand towards the girl.

She was pretty with freckles on her face and short, blond hair. Up until now she was pretty much covered under the water but as she extended her hand to shake mine, I saw a nice pair of full breasts completely covered by a bikini top. I was surprised to see such a generous pair of breasts on such a young girl. Sure she was eighteen but I usually didn't see eighteen year olds with big breasts like that.

"I'm Elaine," she said in a soft voice.

An unusual name but fitted her well. She seemed demure and unsure of herself and kept very quite. I shook her hand smiling and saw she smiled back and immediately dropped back down under the water.

I could tell Steve brought her here as from time to time he would say something to her trying to put his arm around her, which she automatically pushed away. This was the end of the conversation with Elaine since Jason lit up the joint and it was being passed around. Soon it came to me and I held it to my lips inhaling. The smoke stung and I coughed uncontrollably to everyone's laughter.

"I told you guys it's my first time," I mumbled between coughs.

"Well than you have to take another drag," Jason said putting his arm around me.

"Here, take it really slow."

He held my hand and brought the joint again to my lips. I took a small drag this time and held my breath. The world slowly darkened and my mind reeled. I let my breath out and felt a tingly feeling spread throughout my body.

I looked around and saw that everyone was pairing up. Steve staying close to Elaine, Gina moved up to Tommy and I was sitting close to Jason with his arm around me I realized. Even though he was half my age, I felt excitement I haven't felt since high school. This is how it was at those parties I usually missed when my parents made me stay home and study. I knew it was wrong of me to be here but I decided to go with it for just a while longer.

"Does that feel good?" Jason asked and I realized he was rubbing my shoulders.

I quickly looked at Tommy but he was snuggled close with Gina and wasn't paying any attention to me.

"Yeah actually. It's been a while since anyone rubbed my shoulders."

Jason kept massaging my shoulders and his hands slowly kept circling lower, down my front until his fingers were grazing the tops of my breasts. I looked around and saw that Tommy was now kissing Gina and Steve and Elaine were busy talking to each other. I didn't stop Jason and he kept going further down.