Unmasked

*READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED*

The betrayal is something that I can not put up with. I have tried to make up so many excuses in my head as to why Thando would hide that from me but nothing makes sense. The more I try to think about it the more I can feel my skin starting to crawl.

‘Are you okay?’ Leo asks looking at the part of my skin on my hand that I have been scratching. It is now turning red but I just can’t stop.

‘Yes I am.’ I say

‘Are you sure Zara? Because you have been scratching and that doesn’t look too good.

‘I think I need to go. Must be an allergy or something.’ I say standing up

‘Are you sure? I could drive you home you know.’

‘I am fine Leo, I will just get my anti allergy cream along the way and I will be fine in no time.’

‘Alright I will call you. Or you can let me know when you get home.’

‘I will.’ I say

I rush to the car and get in then don’t hesitate to start the engine. I drive off but stop at a nearby layby. I can’t stop to control the itch and now it’s getting worse.

‘Lord not a relapse.’ I plead my skin starting to sweat now. I turn on the aircon but I am still feeling extremely hot. The itch has now moved to my privates and I feel like I can’t sit in one place. I get my purse from my glove compartment and look for my membership card from Plot 15, lucky for me it’s still there. I start the car and try to drive at a considerate speed though every part of me is begging to rush because all these things happening to my body are things I thought I was over. Seeing where I was, I only get there after forty five minutes. I find a parking spot and walk to the entrance, it has been over twenty four months from the last time I was here I didn’t think this day would ever come. I didn’t think I would ever go through anything that would trigger my past and make me rush here again.

‘Good afternoon, your card please.’ The lady at the entrance says

I hand it to her with shaky hands.

‘Your right hand please.’

I give her my hand and she stamps something just below my palm, I don’t know what it is because I can’t see anything.

‘Your drink.’ She says handing me a wine glass. It looks like things keep changing for the better because it is more advanced now. After I down the liquid and put back the glass on the table, she hands me keys to a locker. She tells me to put my phone and clothes in there.

‘Thank you.’

‘Is there any medical condition that we need to know about?’

I shake my head whilst holding my tummy.

‘The bumpie section is at the far right of the first aisle. Have fun mummy.’

I don’t know whether to thank her or not so I choose to keep quiet. I walk in and the whole place has been renovated, it looks elegant I am almost proud. I proceed to the lockers and find the locker she has given me, I take off my clothes and leave them in there before walking inside to find the bumpie section. I squint my eyes a little as I try to adjust to the darkness, the whole place is pitch black but then the part where she stamped on my hand illuminates providing me with the light I need to see me through.

‘Fancy.’ I think to myself.

I walk through the aisle, the walls ar all sound proof the only sound I am hearing is that of my own breathing. I finally get to the bumpie section and there the light on my hand goes off because the room is lit. the are five women, two that are heavily pregnant and are being fucked by boys young enough to be their children. The other three women are in a threesome. One is laying on her back whilst another is seated on her face, the third lady is giving head to the lady laying down. The itching between my legs starts again and I hate to admit iy but I missed this thrill. I missed seeing this, I missed doing this.

‘Hey mummy, want to join?’ one of the small boys asks but I walk over to where the three ladies are. I kneel just before the one that is giving head to the lady laying down and part her legs then dip my tongue in her.

‘Fuck.’ She exclaims. I missed this. I want this so bad so I start to lick and eat her out trying to satisfy the itch.

…

Kwenje’s Girl

Winnie

🙇🏾‍♀️