Traum Junge (Dream Boy)

◄SHOULD'VE►

You were many things to a lot of people back then, but you were never just anything but. You were never nothing, because you were the light in everyone’s lives. You smiled the brightest and were the most positive person I’ve ever met. You broke through my walls and earned my trust when I could not even believe in myself. I just never thought you, you of all people, could break down too.

I’m sorry that I forgot you were human.

I’m sorry that I pushed you too hard. If I had known the demons you were fighting all by yourself, I never should’ve pried. I never should’ve minded the little cracks in your façade. I should’ve just stayed. I should’ve just kept silent. Then you would not have done something like this.

I guess…I deserved this.