Touching the Heart of Ace

Robbie and I were in a good place or... a very bad place depending on how it was looked at. We kind of settled in a living-together-with-my-boyfriend-but-we??re-keeping-it-a-secret lifestyle.

There was no talking involved, we just found the rhythm naturally. We both went through our schedules and decided where to spent the night. More often than not, it would at Robbie??s penthouse unless I had very early classes. Wherever it was, Robbie was only adamant spending every possible seconds together.

I liked it.

I loved that we got to eat dinner together, I loved that he was here when I woke up in the middle of the night, I loved to go shopping with him, loved to clean up the mess he made every single day though it drove me crazy... it was like living a fantasy life. Add in a cute Pomeranian dog, no one would ask if we were a couple.

He bought me flowers, kissed my cheek frequently, reminded me to have my lunch, demanded to make his favourite foods and pouted when I refused because too much oily fried food was not healthy, cradled me in his arms when he drifted off to sleep and I was loving it.

And of course, how could I forget his never ending sexual appetite. It was like the more he was getting, the more he wanted.

Greedy baby!

It was time for me to get up, prepare some breakfast and go through my schedule again but was I doing it? No! Why! Because there was a giant baby panda cuddling me to death.

??Robbie...?? I poked on his forehead. And he whined and cuddled closer. It would not be difficult to dislodge him if he was not inside me literally connecting me to him.

??Robbie...?? I scolded.

??Mmmm, baby???

??Just... do it.??

??In five, I am close.??

??You??ve been saying this for half an hour.??

He moved again; barely. And I twitched. He licked my nipples, giving a small bite. ??I love the way you smell in the morning.??

??I smell different in the morning???

He pulled me closer to his body and his hardness in me brushed against my prostate. I whimpered in pleasure.

??Yes, no perfumes or goo, just your natural angelic scent.?? He took a huge sniff of my neck.

??Robbie, please... It is getting late... do you want this or not???

Then he started moving again slowly rocking his pelvis. He was in no hurry.

I pushed on his chest when he stopped again. ??You are not keeping me in your bed for whole day.??

??Was not planning to.?? Then he was kissing me; so soft and tender.

??Just finish, please, I am going to be late.?? I whispered to his lips, staring at them, and gently rubbed my small finger on his upper one.

??In a minute.??

??Robbie, I am serious, it is getting late.?? We had been doing this slow tango in bed for quite some time now.

I huffed when he stopped in the midst again and smiled on my chest. I had enough.

I took hold of his base and moaned in pleasure as I slowly extracted him out. ??I have to go.?? But he curled around me, before I could roll away and got back inside really quick.

??Robbie...??

??Look at me, Angel.??

I glared at him and he was smiling.

??I love being in you.??

I shook my head. ??You are also going to be late. Just come already.??

??How do you love to come? I know you love my tongue, rimming your tiny little...??

??We don??t have time for this.?? I was exasperated.

?? Tell me, love.??

??Nooo. Just... uhh...?? He snapped his hips.

??Tell me.?? He dragged his lips all over my face, down to my neck.

??If you don??t want this, I am going.?? I was serious. We had been awake and doing this for a very long time.

He was not listening to me. ??I love when your eyes are half lidded in lust.??

I blushed. ??Let go.??

?? You are not going anywhere, until you flutter.??

I curled my fingers around his neck, squeezing him hard. ??Robbie, do you want this???

??Yes, all the time.??

This pervert! ??Then get to it!??

??Fast or slow.??

??ROBBIE!??

??Slow it is.??

??No, that is not mmmm...??

He took his sweet time and I was tired as hell and the morning had only begun.

I groaned trying to shake the fatigue away. My mind was so fresh, awake and jumping around but my body was tired like I ran a marathon.

I pushed an equally tired man, trying to buck him off my chest. ??I have to go, Robbie. Move.??

??Please.?? He really knew how to pout. It was so exaggerated and cringey but adorable and tugging on my heart and... ??No! We are already late.?? ??Babe, please, I will drive faster and I will buy the breakfast, you don??t cook... come on...??

??Ten minutes.??

He kissed my face like a woodpecker.

??Robbie!?? I stopped his quest; with hands on his cheeks and he was funny with his kissy face frozen. ??You ??will?? wake us up in ten.?? ??Yes, Angel.??

He slithered down to my chest, placing his head on my heart and I rested my eyes with a small smile.

??Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god...??

I swore to God I did not sleep much. Jesus Christ.

??Ang...??

??DON??T.??

??Yes dear.??

??Where is it? Where is it? Haaa... Come on, let us go, I better not be late for class Robert Brantley.??

??Darling... you are already...?? I gave him my look. ??... not late. I will take you there right away.??

??Good.?? I smiled adorably.

It was all his fault. ALL HIS FAULT.

I said ten minutes. I said exactly ten minutes. But when did we wake up? Forty-five minutes later. Because apparently I was cute sleeping and he did not want to be cruel and.... ugh... I did not want to think about it.

And and and he kept me in bed for one and a half hours, in the name of... ugghhh... I did not want to think about it.

??Angel???

??What???

Then he kissed me, deep and filled with... with... something.

??Come on.?? He rubbed my tender lips with his thumbs and then we were off.

Robbie was... god!!! I knew this would happen. I was late for class, for fifteen minutes. I was thankful it was Dr. Kelly. She was always late by but we were not supposed to be late, we were the students, we should be punctual.

??Wow, where is the fire???

??I am late.?? I screamed Julian and Henry when they passed through the hall.

I sat on a chair with a slam and winced. ??Oh you, Robert fucking Brantley.?? I mumbled to my closed fist.

??Never knew there was a God named Brant.?? Fellow Julian asked. The name stuck because I had a student Julian too.

I blushed. Well, he was no God, he was a demon. So, a Demon God perhaps.

?? You do know that they would not spank our butt if we are a few minutes late, right??? Rupert asked me.

I nodded; my breathing still laboured.

Dr. Kelly took another sweet ten minutes before showing up and I was thankful.

Ding.

??Baby, did you get in trouble???

I sent him an angry emoji; he sent me a heart emoji.

Ugggh!!!

Stupid Robbie and his stupid dick, I could not even properly sit. Could he at least pretend to be sorry?

??Why are you blushing??? Ned rolled to me on his chair.

I lied on the desk hiding behind my elbows. I had to suffer their insistent teasing for the rest of the day.

The bastard had the nerve to smile when he came to collect me from the dance class.

I was in my bubble; and when I tend to forget things and reality when in a bubble.

The pop of needle came only on at night, after the dinner-movie-shower; when I was going through the class average of this month.

??Baby???

??Mmm...??

He kissed my neck, gently leaving tiny bites.

?? You are not touching me because I am still angry, Robbie.??

??Ow, come on, I will kiss it better.??

I yawned and Robbie pulled me to his lap. ??Let us sleep, Angel, this can wait.??

??I don??t want to. The next class test is on Friday; I want this done before it.??

?? You have time; you are tired.?? I yawned on his chest again. He cradled me closer, pushed my hair back and kept staring on me.

??What???

?? You are beautiful. I have never seen anything or anyone remotely close to the beauty you have.??

I slapped at his chest and hid my face. God he had a way with his words, making me all, mushy and shy and comfy and... I was about to yawn again when he dropped the figurative bomb.

??Baby I have to leave you alone for a few hours tomorrow.??

??Oh. Where are you going???

He did not reply. He did not meet my eyes when he played with my hair. I rubbed my eyes, I was so tired.

??Let us go to bedroom.?? He picked up and carried me to the bedroom.

??Robbie, I can walk.?? I giggled.

??I love carrying you.??

?? You just want to grope my butt.??

??True.?? He gave me a squeeze. And I pulled his ear.

??I am going to start brushing my teeth right after shower, because, if I brush now my sleep will be gone.?? I hated that when it happened. I loved having a minty taste before retiring to bed but the downside was losing this sleepy feeling the moment water touches my face.

??I told you that is how it is done.??

??No.??

??Yes.??

??No.??

??Yes.??

I pouted and stared at him. He sighed. ??You are right. Brushing right before bed is the best way.??

Ha!

Well, it was not the water on my face that drove my sleep away.

??The doctor has asked my presence.??

What doctor? Was he sick? When did he?

I spat the toothpaste out and was about to wash my mouth when I got it.

??Oh.??

I took an extra minute to floss, so I could school my expression.

??I will leave around 5 in the morning and be back by 3 or four in the evening???

I nodded.

He hugged me from the back. ??I will miss you.??

Not as much as I.

Would he stay with her? Of course he would. Would he forget about me? Would doctor say, he should not come back to me? Would he pick her up like he picked me up just a moment earlier?

I cleaned up fast, the thoughts in me running hay ware and I hated a familiar feeling rising in my stomach.

??I have asked Jason to drop you off at college.??

??I could have taken a bus.??

??No.??

?? Are you keeping Jason here???

??For the time being. I am serious in making him my company C.E.O. Madam Claire is happy.??

??Can you do that???

?? Just put him in that position just like that???

??My company, my rules. He will be in probation for a few years but I will handle it.??

??Hmmm...??

??Will you miss me???

Like a fucking lunatic. Like a drug addict for his next fix. Like a sunflower, like a moth, like a fucking husband...

??Why would I???

He forcefully took the hand cream off me.

??Will you???

??I am sleepy; you have to leave early morning.??

??I will make you miss me. Every second of tomorrow you are going to think of me.?? His eyes. I could see the anger, the frustration, the passion, the... what was it?

??Robbie, I am tired and I want to sleep.?? No, I did not.

He was going to be with her! What was I? A fucking dumpster for him to...

I bit his lips hard when he kissed me. He was not going there without my marks. I purposely left nail scratches on his face, his back; when he pulled a hickey on my neck, I gave him three.

I sucked, nibbled on his middle finger when he went down on me.

I knew I was losing my calm, my composure, my damn fucking mind, when I bit hard on his ring finger, enough to leave a bruise. Just in case he wore his wedding band, he would wear it over my mark. Yet, the black hole in my heart remained. Yearning, not moving and fucking destroying my mind inside out.