Touching the Heart of Ace

??Don??t you fucking smile at me Robert Brantley! You kidnapped me!!!?? If my life was an animation movie this is where tiny little hearts popped out of Robbie??s eyes.

This man!

??I am going to ask you one more time, are you opening this door or not???

??No.??

I stomped to the door and kicked it with my feet and pounded on it with my fist. ??Someone please open the door!??

??Angel.??

??WHAT???

??Here.?? He extended a chilled water bottle. I stared at him confused. ??If your throat gets soar.??

WHAT THE!!!

I screamed right at his face and he winced.

??I am not joking, Robbie.??

??Neither was I.?? He pecked my lips and spread himself on the sofa. He patted his thighs for me to sit.

??Fuck you!??

He yawned and casually strolled towards me and put me on his shoulders.

??What the hell! Let me go, you bastard.?? I punched on his back for good measure but the bastard slapped my butt.

??Put me down, Robbie, I am serious. I do not like this.??

??Well, I do, Angel.??

??Put me down now.?? I pointed the index finger at the floor for effect but he could not see me because my upper body was over his shoulders staring at his firm backside.

??Fine.??

??Not on the bed, you, asshole. On the floor.??

??Your wish.?? And he placed me on floor; proceeded to get naked... Jesus! Please not this again!!!

I adjusted myself on the pillow. How dare he! He could not just... just do that every time I asked him to open the freaking door!

I did not like this, I was serious.

What was he doing? Did he think this was how I loved to be treated? Or was this how he wanted to treat me?

I glared at the man who was staring at me.

??I do not like this.??

He shrugged.

??I did not like your running away from me. But did you stop???

??THAT WAS FUCKING DIFFERENT!??

??So you say.??

What the fuck was that supposed to mean?

It had been days, I thought. Who knew; there was nothing in this room other than basic furniture and shit load of my own photos!

?? You are a fucking psycho.?? He was! He was a psycho, a sadist, a pervert, a... a... urgggghhhh...

??I love your face when you cuss me in your head.?? He smiled so lovingly at me.

??I meant it Robbie, I do not like this. I am trying very hard not to have a panic attack; I want to go outside.??

?? You would not have a panic attack.??

What the hell? It was not for him to decide, hell, it was not for me to decide. That shit popped out of nowhere and took me down. Did he not care about me at all?

?? You would not have a panic attack, because you know you are with me.??

I hated him. I fucking hated him!!!

Who did he think he was?

I screamed and tried to hurt him bad. I delivered a few ??good?? punches on his chest but his stupid ass boxer slash Krav Maga slash mixed martial arts slash I-had-no-idea-what-other-fighting-styles were, found it very amusing.

I hated him.

??LET ME GO YOU FUCKING BASTARD!??

He finally had enough of my pathetic sad excuse of beating and his large fist tightened around both of wrists. ??You are a fucking Shrek, you big oaf.?? He did not even notice my trying to kick his shin.

He chuckled. ??Good one, Love.?? He dragged me to the nightstand and pulled out a... handcuff?

??No!!! Hell NO! You fucking asshole, let me go.?? I screamed on to his ears and he shook his head to clear them.

??Angel, do not think I do not have a ball gag.??

??I knew it!!! I knew it!!! You are a fucking pervert!?? Who casually carried around handcuffs and ball gags? Perverts.

??Seriously? After all these times, you only figured that out, now??? He bit my ears seductively. ??Of course I am a pervert.?? He swirled his tongue inside my ears. I pushed on his chest and he had handcuffed me already.

??Robbie...??

He kissed me deeply with no tongue. ??You are mine; you have nothing to worry about. All you have to do is to be mine.??

??At least tell me where I am???

??With me. You are with me.?? Tears sprang into my eyes. I was serious when I said I hated this situation. Why was he doing this to me? I was going crazy especially when he left for work. I was all alone in this cage, seeing my own faces on walls, hearing my own voice and I hated this.

??Do you really hate me this much??? The question slipped it out before I could comprehend it myself.

??Hate you????? He laughed, crazily. ??HATE YOU!!!??

I gulped down, he truly looked like a demon. ??I wish I could hate you. You have no idea how much I want to hate you.??

Pain pierced my heart. I was sobbing before I could hear all his words. He wanted to hate me. Tears spilled on the floor and I tried to run past him.

Whatever I felt before was not pain, whatever I felt before was not panic.

??I want to hate you, because I cannot bear when you run away from me Angel. Everything would be better if I could hate you, don??t you think? But I can??t Angel. I cannot. Even the thought of you smiling was not enough for me to let you go. I... I...??

His words broke and I was hurting for him. Why were we like this?

He hugged me from behind. ??I do not care what you think, you are not leaving me. You are staying here. With me. And Angel! You know it very well that I do not hate you deep in your heart and you asked that question only to hurt me.??

I did not know shit except that I loved him! And never in a million years I would do what he did to to me.

He turned me around and hugged me tight. ??Think whatever you want. You are mine.?? He rubbed my back and it was so calming and soothing. ??Do you really hate it here that much???

I nodded.

??I am sorry, Angel. There is nothing I could do. I will bring Italian for dinner.?? Then he kissed me and bit my lower lip until it stung.

??There is an emergency button here. If you are in any kind of trouble and want to be out of the handcuffs, it will send me a distress signal right away to me, the handcuff will undo itself off. But remember Ange if you push it to test me, see this??? There was a hook on the wall, ??I will chain you to this hook and fuck you until you cannot literally walk.??

I stared at him.

Was Robbie really okay? I could not understand him.

??Will you test me???

??I want to test it now. What if it will not work???

He smiled. ??How can you ever think that I might be able to hate you when you are this adorable???

He kissed me again. ??Try it.??

I pushed the button with my thumb, it was not easy but it was not difficult either, and it did work.

There was rapid beeping sound from Robbie??s phone.

??I will never put you in danger. Unless the danger is me.?? He winked at me; but he was not joking.

??Be my precious kitten and stop finding ways to escape, love.??

Then he left.

The handcuff was a thoughtful one. It was pink in colour made of some kind of squishy thing and it had floating objects in it. There were fishes, octopuses, squids, it was fun. Ha! There was Nemo and Dory. Oh was that Patrick?

I could stare at them if I was bored.

I was not taking confinement well and Robbie did not care. He did not care that I hated this. I was crying again. I could not even wipe my own tears well because of the handcuff.

What was he doing?

I wished that maid came when Robbie was not here but it was highly unlikely. She only came once. I was drilled to oblivion and was lying on his bed panting for breaths when she cleaned up the mess. She did not bat an eye at my photos. Or did not find it amusing to see the man in the photos on her boss??s bed.

Robbie covered us in a blanket, took his wallet from the nightstand and gave her a hefty amount. She could clearly understand what we were doing but she did not care. Or Robbie paid her enough not to care. I never saw her ever again.

I thought she came when I was asleep because it was always clean in the morning.

??Angel!!!??

I did not mind his arrival.

I stared at the corner without even bothering to switch on the lights.

??My Love? What are you doing on the floor? Baby???

He pulled me on his lap and kissed my cheeks. I was sitting in a corner facing the wall, because my own faces on the wall was creeping me the hell out. This was the only spot that saved me from my own voices.

He sat behind me, kissing my neck. He pulled me to his lap and rubbed my shoulders.

??Love, please, talk to me.??

??Stop kissing my cheeks, I do not like it.??

??Then why do you rub your cheeks on my lips when I kiss them???

I blushed and turn away.

??There is no way I can let you go. But... what else do you hate in here. You sitting on the floor is hurting my heart.??

I rolled my eyes. My crying the eyes out did not hurt him but sitting in the corner looking dejected was? I was angry and hurt and I hated this place but, what I hated the most was seeing myself everywhere. ??My photos and videos and voices. When I am alone, I hate it...??

??Done.??

??Really???

??Really, I wanted them to help me rooted. Now that you are here, I do not need them as much.??

I glared at him, he had no right to look heart broken. I crossed my hands and stared at the wall again. He put his face on my shoulders and hugged my waist.

??What are we looking at, Angel???