Touching the Heart of Ace

There was a time in my life where I thought Robbie was utterly and hopelessly in love with me. I thrived on his attention, possessiveness, care but I knew how stupid I was.

Was I just a trophy for him? He was planning to show ??my boyfriend?? how much I yearned for this man.

I was pathetic.

??Touch me and you will regret it.?? I spat.

??Why is that guy so special? Huh? What does he have that I don??t? I don??t care. You are not his. You are mine. MINE. You belong to me.?? I hated this. I hated how his words were affecting me.

??I BELONG TO NO ONE.?? I shouted back.

??Oh really? You want it that way? Fine!??

He removed his jacket shrugging it off his broad shoulders.

I fucking hated him! I hadn??t seen him in a million years and he was all thinking about showing my non-existent boyfriend that I was a slut.

??Stop...stay right there.??

I watched him undoing the buttons of his shirt.

??We have to start the show right away, Ace.??

It was a joke, I was a joke, everything was a joke to him.

I took something from my desk, which happened to be a tissue box, right at him. It brushed his shoulder and went somewhere behind him.

Pen.

Pencil.

A book.

I started taking clothes off the closet when he started advancing towards me. A hanger smacked him on the chest.

??Stop throwing things at me!??

??Get the fuck out.??

??FUCKING COME HERE.??

??NO!??

I jumped away from him and ran to the other side of the bed when he tried to catch me.

??Ace... stop it.??

?? You stop it and get out!?? I threw the pillow and scored on his face momentarily stunning him.

He took a deep breath. ??Angel, you come to me and I will be gentl...??

I put another pillow on his mouth. He growled.

Something else got into my hands and I chucked it on him and it fell on his chest and he caught it.

It was that rose he placed on my bed.

We were both panting but he was staring at the rose lost in thoughts.

??I wanted to buy you something when you saw me. I could not find one.?? He chuckled. ??Flowers, chocolates, clothes, ornaments, nothing... Then this beauty stuck my eyes. Beautiful, isn??t it? He reverently rubbed his fingers on the petals. I love roses.??

I blushed.

A long time ago, when I was innocent and this man in front of me was just my friend, he made some remarks on kissing a rose. As stupid as I was, did not understand the underlying lewdness in that comment. ?? You kiss a rose, when you see it first? I smell it.??

He roared in laughter. And I was at lose. ??Whaat? Robbie, tell me.??

??I am sure your rose bud would smell divine. I will kiss it after.?? He winked.

??You make no sense, you weirdo.??

Days later there was a book on my bed with a bookmark which I did not place. I went through the marked page and it was an erotic novel, in which a lover was worshiping his partners body and calling his..... a rose bud.

I remembered running after him yelling, trying to smack him with that book. The hug he gave me after making me scream ??uncle?? was different. So... so... so different, making me wonder if good friends hugged like that slowly rubbing our bodies together. They didn??t. We hugged like that because we were not friends, to begin with.

I was stupid then.

??Do you think, I picked it up because of the black edges, love???

The rose was blood red in colour and the tips of the petals were so red that they seemed black.

He slowly kissed the plumpness of the rose at its base, staring at me. Brushing his lips along the petals and thrusted the tip of his tongue inside the rose, giving it a lewd lick.

I felt the lick inside me.

He... always did that and I could imagine how good it would feel if he...

I was stupid now.

He was magnificent.

No... Ace, no.

??I missed you so much. I dreamt of you every single night and day. Am I crazy, Ace???

He hugged me. When had he reached so close?

He smelled so divine.

??No... Leave...Robbie...??

??Your blue eyes haunt me love, I heard your voice calling for me in my sleep.??

I swallowed my moans when he rubbed his face all over mine. He was so warm and I was so cold.

??Robbie...stop this...we can??t...I can??t...??

He slowly rotated his crotch on mine and I was...

??We can??t. Not anymore. Leave. Robbie...please...??

??You smell like mine; do you know that??? He licked my cheeks. ??Tastes like mine too, my Angel.??

I missed him calling me that. I gave him better access to my neck, so he could nibble and leave marks.

His strength was making my knees weak. His hands tightening around my chest.

??Robbie...??

??What did you do to me, Ace? You have completely destroyed me. You are all I could think about. Want to be inside you, baby. I am aching for you. Don??t you want me? Isn??t your ring fluttering??? Was he afraid? Why was he shaking?

??My baby, you have no idea. You have no fucking idea how scared I was.?? He peppered kisses on my forehead.

I fruitlessly tugged at his shirt to get him off of me. But why was I withering in his arms in pleasure?

I missed this so much.

??Pick me up and love me Robbie...??

What? No...

No.

There was a reason I hid from him. How could I forget?

His tongue slipped inside my mouth.

He dry-humped without breaking the kiss.

I felt his hands cupping my butt. Squeezing and slapping.

Yes!

NO!

I pushed him away when I felt him moaning and losing himself in sensations. I took him by surprise or he would not have moved an inch.

??NO!??

I panted. I was cold.

I consciously did not look into his eyes. His steel grey eyes would suck me in and I would...

??NO... GET OUT!??

I heard a laugh.

I shivered.

He was my hunter. He was my tempting flame. He was my Sun.

I might lose but I would fight.

??I want you to leave. I mean it.?? Believe it Ace, believe you want him gone.

??I am not going anywhere without making you mine. And when I leave I am going to take you with me.??

It was not a threat.

A promise.

??If you don??t, then I will.?? I could walk away if he was not.

I walked to the door and tried to open it.

It was not budging.

I glared at Robbie and he showed me the chain around his wrist with my door??s key.

??Give it back.?? Why was I crying???Please give it back.?? I was going everything for him. Couldn??t he see?

?? You can cry all you want, but you are not leaving me.??

I screamed. ??Bastard I will fucking kill you.??

??Then do it. Please. Kill me. I cannot live without you. As long as I am breathing I will come for you. Kill me.??

I ran to him and curled both of my hands around his neck. Why was I not tightening my hold? Why was I hanging on that neck?

To save my fucking life and dignity, I could not squeeze him to death.

Pathetic!

??Leave me alone. Go to your family. Go home.?? I begged crying.

??I am with my family. I am home. You are my home.??

He smashed his lips on mine.

I fought.

I slapped his chest when he hugged me, punched his stomach when he squeezed my crotch, kicked his shin when he kissed my forehead, yanked on his hair when he picked me up, bit his tongue when he thrusted it inside my mouth.

??I am so sorry baby. I am so sorry. My Angel. You are my everything.??

??No! You fucking lie. You lie all the time. You bastard.?? I punched his chest repeatedly. He caught my fist and kissed it.

??I promise you, love, I promise I will do whatever it takes to keep you mine. Whatever you want, it is yours. I promise. Come with me. Please, I beg you. Come with me.??

??No!!!??

He picked me up and we both fell on my bed.

Please no, I shouldn??t.

He should not feel this amazing. I should not feel this powerless. Was he feeding off my strength? Was he holding back his power all this time?

I winced when his mushroom head forced its way inside my tight ring. I squeezed my eyes shut. It hurt so bad.

Why was he not moving?

??Get it off.?? I spat out. ??Get off.??

I felt his finger brushing the sides of my cheek. He caught the tear drop that left my right eye with his thumb.

He licked the tear away, savouring the taste.

??Remember our first time, love???

His hands brushed the hair away from my forehead. ??You fought me then too. You took it a bit hard. Why do you always fight me, Angel??? He kissed away my tears and I was melting.

?? You are so mine. You were born for me, love. Mine. So mine.??

He was in me. He was inside me.

?? You have no idea what you put me through. How scared I was. I was so lost without you. Please don??t do that to me again.??

I was full and the pressure was so familiar and desired.

??Shhh... You are mine, aren??t you? Am I dreaming, Angel? Are you going to fade when I wake up? I cannot take it anymore. Don??t fade.??

I lost.

Or did I surrender?