Tide of Life

There’s CHAOS,

chaos happening everywhere

and I am so scared,

I want to run away from it,

I’m so terrified!

help me!

(Crying),

I don’t want to end my life this way

You knew I tried, I tried so hard

I tried to ignore the voice,

Voices coming from inside here!

(Pointing my head)

but I can’t!

I could not just ignore them.

They won’t stop,

they were haunting my life,

toying me around like a puppet!

(Laughing) ...

I did everything,

I did everything to get out

I tried to pull my hair!

I tried to bang this fucking head,

I tried to get into trouble,

Let them hit me, let them maul me,

I Let them destroyed my life!

until I found answers

That it went too far,

(HOPELESSLY Crying)..

they went too far!

God, I’m so scared,

I don’t know what to do right now.

I’m so tired, I’m so freaking tired of this life!

they were all over me,

inside my head,

inside my chest,

I can’t breathe, I can’t, I could not take it Anymore!

Why can’t you just pull the pin already?

because right now?

I am ready to explode.

but if my anxiety won't stop? then I won't stop keep fighting back!-

(A/N): There are weeds inside your head honey, devouring every flowers of the seed you planted inside of you, I know you can pull them off, they can't be in control.

#staystrong