Chapter 134 "Walked Away"
Avery P.O.V.
By the time I was walking away from the pain and hurt, I was watching in front of my eyes. I can't be here. I want to run and run away from this fucking place. I will never be good enough and always do things wrong. I feel worthless and helpless, and alone. I hate this. I thought I would find my mates well with who I am mates.
I sigh, and I want to move, and I am going to ask my parents before I come back to this stupid school. I am just waiting for them to reject me. But I am not going to give them that pleasure. I will tell them, so they don't have to worry about rejecting me. I will be the first to do it. "No, Avery! What are you talking like that." Angelstar said with worry in her voice. "Don't think about it; you're going to make the biggest mistake," I heard Angelstar, but I thought I heard Anglica say. But I could be wrong.
"Please don't do it; there a misunderstanding, trust me," You don't know what's it looks like?" I heard Angelstar say with her voice broken up when she was trying to tell me. But I wasn't listening to them because I was so hurt, and I could feel my chest aching and my heart breaking slowly. I shook my head, and once I got out the door. I did something I didn't think was normal. I started laughing, with tears streaming down my cheeks.
I heard the bell ring and walked out of the school and away from the hurt, pain, and dreadful day. I walked away from the watchful eyes of the students and, in the midst of it, the four horsemen. Once I got home, I ran into my front door, walked up to my bedroom, shut it, and fell on the bed. I closed my eyes. By the time I open up my eyes, it was already dark. But something was different. I felt the heat and warmest around me.
That was when I realized I was covered up and tucked in bed. Huh? I don't remember getting inside my bed and not covering up. So, I shrugged my shoulders and went back inside my bed and snuggled my pillow and fell back into a dreamless state of dreams. But I didn't know four sets of eyes were watching me in the shadows of my room. I didn't realize that foot's steps stopped in front of my bed, and I didn't feel the fingers touching me with gentle touches on my face. I didn't hear voices saying. "We are sorry little mate," I heard a male voice. I thought I was in a deep sleep. But I didn't pay attention and just ignored it and kept quiet.
The next day... I woke up with my state of mind. I looked around my room. I didn't see anyone in here or been here. I thought it was all a dream. But then I thought there was no way they were in here in my bedroom last night. No, Avery stops thinking about them. Today you will march in that school with your head held high. And you're not going to listen to anybody say about you anymore. You're a new woman. You are beautiful, and you're enough.
I started climbing out of bed. I walked to my dresser and then to my closet. I grab the clothes in my hand I am going to wear to school today. Once I got that ready and in my hands. I walked over to my bag, and I grabbed my phone. When do I turn it on? I was shocked to see it. It doesn't need to be charged. Once I saw it was fully charged. I started walking to my bedroom door. I walked out to the door. Once I was inside the bathroom, I did my busy. I felt weird all week. I feel like my head is full of water. I am off balance and could be off down any time.
I shrugged my shoulders and got up and flushed the toilet. She started her shower. Once, it was the water temperature she wanted. She started taking off the clothes she was wearing yesterday. She forgets she had on all night when she went to school. After she got out of the shower, she had the towel wrapped around her body. She went over to the sink, washed her face, and brushed her teeth. Once she was done. She walked out and went to her room...
After getting dressed, she put little makeup on her beautiful, flawless face. She looked in her mirror to see the magic transformation, and she turned and grabbed her bag and phone off her stand. She walked out the door and started walking down the stairs. When I walked down the stairs, I walked into the kitchen. I didn't see my mom or dad or my brother. I wonder where they are. Since my brother has been back, our parents have been spending more time with him. They are making up lost time, basically what they told me. So, I am not mad. I am happy they want to spend time with him and Isabella. They don't want to lose him again because they cannot be together with the family rival.
So, I am glad they didn't let their anger come between Edward and Isabella's love for each other. I hope they're having a good day together. I love them to pieces, my family. By the think, I was in my thoughts about my family. I didn't hear my phone go off. It's probably Ashely or Nat texting me about them being outside waiting for me in the car.
Elijah and Jake, Andrew, and Matthew used to take me to school. But that's not going to happen anymore. Because they got girlfriends now to give them a ride to school. I saw red, but I shook my head. I sighed and started getting my phone out. I saw a notification on my phone. So, I am still waiting for someone to text me. I shrugged and returned to get a coffee mug out of the cabinet. I got it out and set it on the counter. I walked to the refrigerator and got a jug of iced coffee, caramel, and whipped cream. Once I got that. I started making a drink.
I got my coffee ready, grabbed an apple, and walked out of the kitchen door with my bag slung over my shoulder. I walked down the hallway towards our front door. Before I opened the door, I wasn't paying attention to the feeling inside me. My wolf and veela were quiet and waiting to see what would happen. I looked up to see blue eyes staring back at me. What? I thought about what happened yesterday at school. I didn't think whoever was on the other side of the porch was on my doorstep. Before I let whoever in front of me say anything to me. I open my mouth and tell whoever is in front of me.
" What are you doing here?" I told the person was on my doorstep. "Can we talk?" That is what the person asked. I didn't know what to think. So, I walked out the door. I took out my key and locked our front door. I try to open it. I see it was locked. Good, that's what I wanted to make sure. It was locked. I turn back around with my face on the person before me. I had my arms crossed. "You got five minutes," I told the person that all that person would get, and I was off to school. If I have to walk, I will. Because there is no way in hell, I am letting this person give me a ride to school.