SWNOVELS Chapter 17 Honestly
I'm tired of this fake-ass love they be giving
Say you ain't the same, but I'm knowin' you ain't different
Off a Perc' right now, I was getting in my feelings
I think people try to hurt me just to see if I'ma feel it
I was tryna feel some things I ain't felt in a lil' minute
I was giving you my heart, my last came with it
You was shootin' for the stars, I was shootin' for a milli'
I was young and I ain't understand, I'm older, now I get it
Call my phone, "What you doin'?" Bitch, I'm workin', I ain't chillin'
Say you love me when I'm down, but hate it when I'm winnin'
Dee baby Mental Healing freestyle
Kimberly's POV
I sat there, tears streaming down my face, still in shock from what had happened after they left. all I could do was cry. I was still in shock, knowing that I just lost my first-ever love why would the moon goddess take him away from me like that?
As he transformed back into his human form, I hurriedly crawled over to his side. all I could feel was that that moment was overwhelming pain. I felt as if I lost my soulmate even though my soulmate was no more than 50 feet away from me I feel like I lost a part of me when he died just now like a piece of my soul left with his.
I held his limp head in my lap and just stared at him with tears-stained eyes knowing that all I wanted in this world was to tell him I loved him one last time, to let him know I cared about him as much as he cared about me. we weren't fated by soul ties, but we were fated nonetheless.
I lost a piece of me that day.
Lynn joined me In mourning, we cried and held each other for a few minutes. I could feel Max walking up.
"We got my Dad stable, we need to grab the fallen soldiers and the hurt and head back to the lands." he finally said breaking the silence in the meadow.
"S-sure," I told him and grabbed Lynn and we started walking with the others as some pack members grabbed Zach and others as left Saint's house.
I experienced a sense of incompleteness for some unknown reason. Despite his best efforts, Max could not provide me with comfort, though the reason for this remains unclear.
Although I believe he is my soul mate, I am disappointed that his touch no longer feels warm. I expect him to be there for me, especially when I need him the most.
even though his father almost died today, somebody that I loved died today, that's a blow to my soul that will most likely never heal.
I understand it may come across as selfish, but I need him to be there for me. After all, his father's choices led to this situation.
After what seemed like an eternity, we finally reached our side. Upon reaching the house, it was clear to me that no one had stopped working since we had left. Everyone appeared occupied with a task or duty, keeping themselves busy without their Alpha and future alpha.
Their actions during our most critical moments demonstrated their trustworthiness, which has increased my reliance on them.
Now that I'm back, my priority is to take care of my hygiene and have some food. Although I don't feel like I'm starving, I know it's important to eat and keep myself nourished.
Walking through the house's front doors, I immediately head towards the stairs, barely acknowledging anyone as I climb up.
Upon entering my bedroom, I head straight to the shower. I begin by washing my hair, followed by conditioning it. Once that's done, I wash my body three times just because I feel like it's been forever since I showered.
After my shower, I quickly blow dry my hair which dries up easily. Then, I tie my hair in a ponytail and dry my body. Once done, I apply some lotion, put on my underwear, and head toward my bedroom to pick out my Day clothes.
"Can we talk?" a husky voice asks from my bedside.
I jump instinctively at the surprising guest that was just in my room randomly. It was Max it looked like he just took a shower as well, he had on Nike shorts and a white Nike shirt to match.
"Sure, let me throw something on Before you attack me," I say while giggling he was looking at me like I was a snack but I was not in the mood to be kinky, he said he wanted to talk. So let's talk.
"Why are you mad at me?"
"I never said I was, what gave you that impression?" I reached into my shirt drawer and grabbed a crop top that said XoXo off the top of the pile.
"You've been acting weird since we got back" he sighs and runs his fingers through his hair. "I don't know what I did but I'm sorry"
"You didn't do anything so you're good," I told him as I slipped on a low-rise jean ripped skirt. "You handled the situation the best way you could have at the moment"
"That's not good, so what I did wasn't good enough? I almost lost my father Kim my father!" he started tearing up at the thought.
"I did what I did because I thought it was best not to show emotion, because of I did I would have shown a lot of negative emotions" he wiped his face.
"I just wanted you there for me, you way you got me all you had to do was show me. That's it." I threw my hands up, I didn't want to argue but it was the truth I just needed him there for me.
"I'm sorry baby girl could you ever forgive me?"
Sigh I turn my back to him
How could I say no to him, I needed answers though first why was she here...
"Why did Jen come ?" I asked him instead of answering his question. He looked shocked more than anything.
"J-Jen was here?"
I nodded then I said to him,
"Yes, she killed Zach, and helped your cousin escape"
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Wait wait wait Even though they all fought the same battle different people have different points of views so he might have seen who helped saint unlike how Kim and Lynn did. I'm still sick over the death of Zach, yeah I know he did some bad but damn I ain't wanna see him dead smh
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