the miserable life of a miserable teenager

“Remember that time you overdosed on antidepressants and nobody cared?” Grey skies and grey clouds,

cause a grey mind.

I never realised how much time I spend thinking about nothing.

everything.

I just can’t help it.

The second I close my eyes all I see is

worry embarrassment fear pain ghosts

Because when the sun sets,

there is no bright side.

No light at the end of the tunnel.

It’s just time and tears.

And if i’m feeling extra invisible, maybe some blood too.

God, I miss lullabies.