the miserable life of a miserable teenager

Wash the dark makeup off my face from my burning eyes.

Scrub the dried blood off my sensitive arms.

And watch it go down the drain.

Throw away the study notes I wasn’t gonna use anyways.

Skip everyday of school as my anxiety says to.

And watch my education go down the drain.

Stop answering notifications till they all pile up.

Talk less when you do see them to teach them to not come again.

And watch my love go down the drain.

Insult the reflection so much, avoiding the mirror becomes a natural habit.

Compare myself enough to true beauty, I only see an alien in photos.

And watch my self-worth go down the drain.

Feel the water on my face,

sigh freely.

And watch my life go down the fucking drain.