the miserable life of a miserable teenager

I only get a rush in the morning,

I used to get them all day long.

Sometimes, every so often, my whole body would tingle.

You always take advantage of what you have in the moment, right?

Weed works the same, first high of the day matters, the rest are nonexistent.

Though sometimes I can trick my brain into feeling a little sting, that’s the extent.

It’s pretty sad, not being able to live without assistance.

But how else could I survive this life?