Chapter 64
It was a powerful clash between the light and the dark. His nearly black eyes held so much power and authority, while my wide blue ones undoubtedly rimmed red were filled with terror, fear, and admiration. << You think I'm weak, »> I muttered, disgusted with myself. << That I'm nothing but a child. >>
Sebastian opened his mouth almost immediately, but I cut him off just in time. << And you're right. I am just a weak child, and well there's nothing I can do about that, well except cry, but I've already done now haven't I?»
I let out a squeak as our positions were changed, and I was backed into the wall by the doorway, Sebastian's body effectively holding me in place. One hand remained on my waist, while the other grasped my face gently but firmly. << Do you want to be a weak child, Evelyn ? » He asked, his tone hard.
I stared at him blankly as I thought about his question, though I knew exactly what my answer was.
<< Of course not, >> I said, my voice growing louder for emphasis.
Sebastian smirked at my response before taking on a serious expression once again. << So why do you keep telling me you are? Why are you so adamant to be seen that way? >>
For this I did not have an answer. I could only stare up at him and watch as his eyes searched mine.
<< You doubt yourself so much, it pains me, »> he said, laughing a bit. His eyes twinkled with humor and sadness, the two emotions greatly contrasting. << You're only as weak as you make yourself out to be. >>
My lips parted as I let out a small breath of surprise. << Since when did you become fucking Buddha? » (A/N: In no means was that meant to be insulting, just saying.)
Sebastian cracked a grin at that one, and once again my eyes made their way to his lips, devouring them practically.
Something burst inside of me, and I was suddenly overcome by a tidal wave of compassion.
My eyes met his again, wide with surprise and shock as I stared directly up at him.
It was as if the heavens had opened up and shined a light down upon him, reassuring me that my affection was not unusual or unnecessary to say the least.
<< Did you drug me? >> I found myself saying my thoughts aloud, as I looked at him in wonder.
Sebastian's grin faltered and a look of honest confusion crossed his features. << Of course not, »> he defended himself, << why in the world would I do that? >>
There was so much adrenaline within me, that I lost control of myself for the second time that day. I could feel my eyes darken as my confidence returned along with my unbearable attitude and impossible ways.
<< Because, >> I murmured, my fingertips lightly running up his neck, where my hands latched together behind it. << I'm insanely attracted to you right now. >>
Sebastian's surprise lasted barely a fraction of a second before his signature smirk danced across his lips. << Good one, Evie. >>
I opened my mouth instantly; ready to tell him that this was far from a joke right now, but he beat me to it.
<< Don't pretend as if you haven't always been extremely attracted to me. » He pressed his hips against mine, and grinded down shamelessly. << You've wanted this from the second you met me. >>
I rolled my eyes at his poor choice of memories to bring back, for when I first met him I can assure you I wanted nothing to do with him.
How things have changed...
I bit my lip to hold back a moan as he continued to roll his hips down onto mine, hard. << Just shut up and kiss me, »> I said a bit breathlessly as his eyes darkened with lust.
He dipped his head down at my command, but stopped just before his lips were able to come into contact with mine.
<< Kiss me, »> he ordered, almost growling at me.
I didn't hesitate at all before tugging his head down to mine and pressing my lips rather forcefully onto his. He responded with the same amount of heat and power, if not more.
It was hard to believe that only hours before, I was drowning in a pit of despair, and now I was ready to throw my body into a pool of pleasure.
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There was fire and lust that molded us perfectly together. It was intoxicating, controlling, and demanding.
I have never felt this way with anyone before, and I wasn't sure if I wanted to. Without warning, Sebastian pulled away, leaving us to both breathe heavily, resting our foreheads against the other. « Jump. >>
At his command, I jumped instantly, wrapped my legs around his toned torso. His hands rand over my body, and then we were at it again. He nipped at my bottom lip, asking for entrance. Feeling like a tease, I smirked into the kiss and refused to grant him entrance, which clearly wasn't appreciated.
As usual, he got his way just after his hand slipped into my shirt and grabbed my breasts rather harshly.
I whimpered into the kiss, and that's when his tongue dove into my mouth, which set of fireworks and butterflies inside of my stomach.
I couldn't get enough of him, and it was beginning to irritate me. I pushed against his shoulders, separating us once more.
<< Bed, >> I breathed out heavily, his eyes flitting over his face at high speeds. Sebastian didn't need to be told twice before he turned us again and dropped me onto the bed.
As rough and not gentlemanlike as that sounds, it proved to be one big turn on for me as he climbed over me, his muscled arms on either side of my head.
« Off, » he ordered, tugging at my shirt. I didn't even have time to try to take of my shirt before Sebastian tore in directly down the middle. With my lacy black bra on display, there was nothing stopping Sebastian from peppering kisses down the valley of my breasts and back up to my face.
<< Your turn, >> I told him, pulling at his shirt.
He cracked a boyish grin as he pulled his shirt off, causing an eruption of heat to ignite within my lower belly. But he didn't stop there, no he continued to strip until his was as bare as the day he was born.
With no warning, I founded my eyes staring straight at his thick length, and gulping down the desire and heat that burned within me.
I wanted him, and I wanted him right now.
Sebastian smirked at my reaction, and leaned forwards to slide my shorts off, along with my underwear.
It looks like I'm not the only one who was eager to do this.
With one hand, he had my bottom half completely bare, and with the other, he had my bra off faster than I could register what was happening.
That takes skill.
He brought his face to mine once more, and I found myself having to ignore his member rubbing against my inner thigh as Sebastian kissed me passionately and furiously.
« Wait, wait, wait, » I whispered, placing my hands against his broad chest. It surprised me how quickly he pulled away, a look of worry and concern quickly taking over his features, though the lust and desire remained evident in his eyes. << What is it? Did I hurt you? » Sebastian asked, his eyes trailing over my body for any bruises or injury of some sort.
I bit back a smile before shaking my head gently. There I was completely naked, underneath a very naked Sebastian King, and not once did I feel insecure or uncomfortable.
<< You're so beautiful, »> Sebastian said as his eyes met mine again.
I felt myself blushing at the compliment, before glancing around nervously.
<< Sebastian, there's something I need to tell you,>> I said quietly, forcing him to linger on my every word. >>
<< What is it babe, » he urged, practically pleading me to tell him.
<< Well you see, I've never done this before and I heard that your first time hurts and... >> I broke out of character when I saw his bewildered expression, leading him to join in on my laughter.