The Luna’s Hidden Destiny(Book 2) – Chapter 41
(Rowan)
Looking down into those bright emerald eyes, I couldn’t help the desperation that consumed me. The feeling that I had almost lost her weighed heavily in the back of my mind as my hands began to slide up and down her small curvy frame.
“f**k baby, I have missed you so damn much.” I gasped, my mouth finding her neck as I kissed and sucked it delicately.
I needed Mila..I needed my scent to fill her..my c**k to bury deep inside of her..I needed to replace these feelings of fear and torture with the touch of my mate..with the acceptance of the only person that matters to me the most in the world.
“Rowan, please..” She g*****d, my palms slipping under the hem of her shirt as the touch of her silky skin made my body tremble with excitement.
Before I could continue any further she slowly sat up before pulling her shirt off, making sure to remove mine soon after.
It’s been so long..so damn long since I had her..since I have tasted her on my tongue.
I quickly stood, pulling my pants and underwear off as I looked down hungry at my girl.
The feeling of Bain just at the surface making a low growl escape me as I knew he was just as desperate as I was.
Mila looked at me with those big glowing eyes, her tongue slipping out as she wet her lips making me pounce on her in seconds…she was mine and only mine..I had to remind her of that.
My mouth fused to her stiff peaks, my tongue swirling and licking her n****e as the soft m***s that escaped her lips drove me absolutely mad. I was desperate and that carnal need to devour her ingulfed me.
“Take me Rowan, take all of me.” She breathed before arching her back and pressing herself deeper into my mouth.
Her legs instinctively wrapped around my waist as I suddenly flipped us over..I needed to see her..I needed to watch her make love to me like we used to. I needed to know nothing had changed..that she still wanted me, that she still loved me.
We paused for a moment, my hands resting on the sides of her h**s as I didn’t know what to say at first..I just watched..I waited as her wide eyes studied me carefully. Then she bent down, her lips grazing right above my heart as she trailed sweet tender k****s across my chest. Her touch reaching deep into my soul as I closed my eye and turned my head away. I felt like I failed..I felt like I was so close to losing her and now with what Ozzy did to me…I felt insecure for the first time in my life.
“Baby, look at me..watch how much I love you.” She whispered, her gentle words making my heart race as I slowly opened my eye and went to look at her.
I couldn’t help the gasp that escaped me..the look in her eyes was even more intense than anything I had seen before. She meant every word and that realization flooded my stomach with butterflies as she reached down gripping the base of my hard c**k. Her hands guiding me to her slick entrance as she slowly lowered herself on top of me.
I let out a sharp hiss, the feel of our bodies fusing together almost too overwhelming as I let my head fall back, giving her the opportunity to k**s up my neck. Her mouth and hands worshipping my body as I felt truly loved and accepted. I couldn’t help the tears that streamed down my cheeks from the feeling of my mate melding against me. How our bodies joined as one and she sent every ounce of devotion and desire through our link. My raw emotions came to light as those venerable feelings flashed through my mind over and over again. Making her sweet voice whisper into my mind.
‘You are so handsome.’
‘I love you so much.’
‘You are my everything.’
‘You are mine, only mine.’
Her loving words filled my soul as every pump of my c**k that slammed inside of her began to slowly piece me back together. The knots from that pain and torture I went through started to loosen as I held my mate tightly, too afraid to let her go as she m****d and kissed my lips passionately.
Her sweet p***y gripped my c**k as she cried out my name, her pleasure crashing through me and caused my own release to spill out as a choked sob escaped me. She is my everything..she is my purpose and I love this woman with every piece of my soul.
“I am yours, only yours.” She panted, my c**k twitching inside of her as we collapsed back onto the bed. Her arms wrapped around my neck tight as our bodies refused to part. Not yet..I couldn’t let her go yet.
I couldn’t help but feel that warmth pulsing inside of me as her lips continued to pepper small k****s against my cheeks and face. Her soft skin grazing over every inch as she showed me there was nothing holding her back.
“Can I..can I see it?” She whispered, her words making me avert my gaze as that anxiety crept back in.
What if it grosses her out..what if she can’t bear to look at me?
Those negative thoughts coursed through my mind as I nodded my head aimlessly..trying not to give in to those fears. I couldn’t even bare to look at myself..the skin mangled and scarred..the eye nowhere to be seen. I looked like a f*****g monster.
Ozzy’s words continued to plague me..how he said Mila wouldn’t even be able to stand seeing me..how I would disgust her. I knew it wasn’t true..but a small part of me feared the worst.
I closed my good eye, the feel of her soft fingers gliding over my flesh sent a shiver down my spine as I let our a shuddering breath.
“It’s okay.” She reassured me, causing me to relax beneath her touch a little more as our bodies still remained connected.
Mila slowly lifted up the eye patch. I could hear her heart racing from here as we sat together in silence..and then I felt the sadness..the pain of seeing her mate hurt making my fears come to light. Before I could move I felt something else..a warmth..it was as if a ray of light had shone through the window and was now warming my flesh..
I opened my eye and saw Mila hovering about me as her lips grazed the scarred flesh.
“I love you Rowan, I love every single inch of you.” She continued to k**s this offensive part of my body as my heart felt as if it just might burst right out of my chest. Then the pain began to go away..
She pulled back, looking down at my eye as she dragged her finger around it..her touch not as painful as that warmth continued to flow through me.
“Is that better baby?” She asked, searching my gaze as I blinked my eyes and looked at her curiously.
“Does it no longer hurt?” Her face full of concern as she continued to stroke my skin soothingly.
“I..I think so.” I didn’t know what was going on..I blinked my eyes again and actually closed my good eye, making a rush of air escape my lungs as I could still see my mila.
Did she..how could she?! Is this one of her gifts as a goddess?
I quickly lifted her off of me, my head spinning with disbelief as I raced to the mirror and looked at myself in shock. There staring back at me were two eyes, one my cobalt blue and the other a deep silver color. I had a long scar going down from my eyebrow to right under my eye..but that was nothing compared to before.
Suddenly two small arms snaked around my waist, drawing my attention to my mate as she reflected back at me in the mirror, making me gawk at her with disbelief.
“I’m sorry it isn’t the same..but it was the most I could do..you are still perfect to me..even before I healed it.” She muttered, her voice sounding tired and weak as I felt her body leaning against me with her whole weight.
I turned around, catching her just before she began to sway, her eyes growing heavy as she stared up at me with a soft smile on her lips.
“I’m just a little sleepy.” She expressed before giving me another heavy blink.
“f**k Mila..what the hell.” I didn’t know what to f*****g say..she just healed me?! Is this something she just knew how to do?
“I..I did it with Genevieve, the day you were taken..I wanted to try with you.” She explained..making my mind race. I guess I really did miss out on a hell of a lot.
For some reason, Mila seemed different..the way she looked at me and how she carried herself..did she perhaps find out who she really is?
“I won’t let anyone hurt you ever again..I promise Rowan..I promise to always protect you.” She mumbled to herself as sleep started taking her over once more.
“You are mine and only mine.” Her words were quiet but I felt the fire beneath them..the possessive and claiming words made my stomach flip as I lifted her into my arms before carrying her back to our bed..
“I am yours Mila..and you are mine, my beautiful goddess.” I whispered against her ear, making a soft m**n escape her as I laid her down and pressed her to my chest.
She had to know..I wondered if she too had a visit with the moon goddess..just what things did she tell her exactly? Something has changed in my Mila..something amazing and scary all at the same time.