The Luna’s Hidden Destiny – Chapter 49
(Mila)
I awoke to the feeling of being carried, my hands naturally reaching out for the man I loved. His warmth filled me and took away all of that sadness and pain for the briefest moment. He was all that mattered now, he was everything to me.
“Let’s go to bed.” He whispered against my hair and I nodded my head, nuzzling my face into the crook of his neck as I clung to him.
“I’m sorry.” I breathed out, guilt filling me for pushing him away.
Even though my time with Laura was much needed, she made me realize that even if he wasn’t my father I still lived a whole life with him. That it brought me to this moment and was what made it possible to find Rowan..now that was just us grasping at straws because if the results come back and he isn’t the man I thought he was, I knew the anger would start to rise.
“Please..don’t apologize Mila..I am the one who should be apologizing.” He sounded so tired.
I pulled back, looking up at his sharp handsome features. His silver hair was disheveled and his eyes were dark. He looked pale and exhausted..and I felt responsible.
“I promise I will never run away again..I’m so sorry.” I felt horrible, seeing how much I worried him.
“I love you.” I whispered and his demeanor changed, a hopelessness now replaced that worry.
“F**k Mila, I f****d up..I am so sorry.” He gasped, his mouth finding mine as he kissed me desperately. His lips glided against me tenderly as his warmth began to fill me. His touch sent those sparks I needed so desperately right now straight to my soul. He was the only thing I need in this world, he was it for me.
I kissed him back with everything I had. My tongue finding his as I stroked and tasted him hungrily.
“I need you Rowan.” I gasped into his mouth as he let out a soft whimper.
The elevator doors opened and we rushed into our room. He quickly placed me on the bed and his hands ripped off the silk pajamas I wore.
His sweatpants hit the floor as he climbed on top of me. Our movements were perfectly in sync as the same desperation filled us both. His mouth found my neck, that tongue working its magic as he circled my mark. His hands slid down to my breasts, kneading and groping them roughly as I wrapped my legs around his waste.
“You are my life, Mila.” He panted against my neck.
His c**k reached my center as he entered me urgently. The need to be connected in every way possible driving us as our movements turned wild. My h**s tilted forward meeting him as he slammed into me roughly. My hands gripping his back as my fingers dug into his skin.
“Please..” I begged, wanting more, needing more. I wanted him harder, faster, rougher..I wanted it all. I wanted to feel something other than this crippling darkness that began to consume me.
His h**s began bucking forward, each movement slamming into me and driving me further up the bed. The sound of our flesh slapping against one another echoed through the room as I was continuously wound up as tightly as possible. Our noises mixed in the air as I cried out his name.
His c**k pummeled into me with such a primal and savage force that I felt as if I were about to be split in two. I needed him deeper, I needed him more, I need it all. His mouth found mine as he pierced me so intensely, my screams were muffled by his tongue. My body began to convulse, those tremors slamming through me as the most remarkable pleasure took me over. My hearing dulled as a bright white light filled me.
“F**k Mila, I love you so much.” Rowan gasped as his c**k twitched and pumped inside of me while his release took over.
It was as if our souls had seeped out and claimed one another. As if they had mixed and blended as that pleasure rushed between us. I felt him deep inside of me, his warmth, his love, I felt him in my soul. A part of him staying with me as I gave a piece of myself to him as well. A soft cry left me as that high began to subside. My dripping wet center began to ache from the brutal force he had pumped into me.
“Did you feel that Mila? How our souls connected..how special this is. This goes beyond the mating bond Mila..this..this is something else.” He whispered against my skin, his mouth grazing over my heart gently as his hands wandered my body. His fingertips gliding across every curve of my skin.
“I feel it too..” I gasped, my fingers threading through his beautiful silver hair as I watched him slip his tongue out and trace my collarbone.
We lay in comfortable silence, our high slowly coming down as he continued to k**s me lazily. His lips dragged across my skin and caused goosebumps to trail behind him. I looked down at this man as he adored my body with his constant touch.
“I never asked, why do you have silver hair when your family has black hair?” I don’t know why I never asked this before, honestly I never even questioned it.
He smiled against my skin, his clear beautiful blue eyes glancing up at me, causing my heart to flutter.
“Well..it was said that my great great great grandfather was once saved by the moon goddess herself. He sacrificed his life to rescue the moon goddess’s daughter, a secret that no one knew about. A child who was the direct descendent of the moon goddess. My ancestor gave his life for hers, and in return, the moon goddess gave him a single k**s. One that brought him back to life and turned his hair silver like the moonbeams themselves. That is why it runs in the family, only four men have had this trait.” He spoke quietly.
“Well, that’s what my grandfather says anyways, I think it’s just a genetic trait that skips every few generations..seems more plausible right?” He smirked, his mouth going back to work as he kissed my breast softly as I watched him with wonder.
“I like that story, I can picture your Grandfather doing that..if he was anything like you.” I reached down, running my fingers through his hair once more.
“I was never told that the moon goddess had a daughter.” I whispered, never hearing that story from my father before. The mere thought of my dad suddenly making my heart ache once more.
“Well, it was never confirmed, but the stories say that the goddess found her mate, visiting him only at night. The man thought of it as a dream, that was until one day the goddess brought him a child, his child. A daughter, she said the daughter must live in this world with the father, hidden away and never told who the mother was. That was until my grandfather saved the young girl, learning of the secret. Who the young girl was no one knows but he never saw her again.” Rowan’s words sent a shiver down my spine. Could that be true?
“My great grandfather was known for being a storyteller though, so we just kept it in the family as a funny story to tell when others would ask about my appearance.” His hand slid up to my throat, stroking my mark as I closed my eyes, shuddering from the touch.
“I know one thing though, you are my goddess, the woman of my dreams.” He breathed out, my own hands reaching over now for his mark as I touched it gently.
“Rowan..I just want you to know I’m not angry with you…I just felt like everything was falling apart. That I don’t know a single thing about my own life.” I felt like I had to explain, I didn’t want him to think I blamed him, even though I wish he didn’t keep something like this from me.
“I understand, I just wanted to be sure, I didn’t want to hurt you..” his hands wrapped around my back, pulling me closer to him as I nodded my head.
“I know…I know you would never do anything to hurt me. I love you, Rowan..” I said while he turned over and pulled me into his side. I nuzzled into his chest, my lips kissing his skin softly as he sighed happily.
“After the Luna ceremony and the pack initiation, I think we should take a trip..just you and me.” His words caressed me gently as I nodded excitedly.
“Is there any place you have always wanted to go?” His hands began rubbing circles on my back gently.
“The ocean, I have never seen it before.” I said quickly and he smiled widely, his excitement showing.
“Then the ocean it is baby.” His voice was soft and tender as he continued to hold me.
I eventually drifted off to sleep with my mate’s arms around me protectively as I realized, as long as Rowan was with me, everything would truly be okay.