The Luna’s Hidden Destiny – Chapter 46
(Finn)
F**k Rowan, his smug attitude, and the way he is touching Mila. His hands were all over her and his possessive aura is almost suffocating. He is practically smothering her, picking her food, and controlling everything she does. She obviously doesn’t mind or notice considering the life she lived before. Her so-called dad controlled everything she did.
I watched as Genevieve, who took to Mila surprisingly well, walk towards the bathroom with her. Blake and Tristan already left and now it was just me and Ro.
“So, what’s the f*****g problem now Finn?” Rowan asked, his anger showing as he glared across the table.
I took a long sip of wine from my new glass as I sat back, crossing my arms, and stared at him just as intently.
“Don’t you think you are coming on a little strong? The poor girl can’t even go a minute without your hands all over her.” I quipped, his eyes growing wide as he continued to stare at me.
“What I do with my Mate is none of your damn business. Besides I thought you said she wasn’t good enough to be my mate before.” He said with a cruel tone.
Well, that was before I got to actually know the girl and see how innocent and pure she is. I get it, they are mates but from what Blake says Rowan doesn’t even let her use the bathroom alone at home.
“Rowan, I just see how you are constantly on her. She is only eighteen and I’m guessing this is her first relationship obviously.” I guess that’s even more why he is so obsessed with her…I guess I would be too.
‘Would be? You haven’t stopped thinking about the Luna since the moment you met her.’
My wolf Titus laughed.
‘Shut the f**k up.’
I growled at him through clenched teeth.
“You don’t understand what it’s like. She is all I think about, she is the most important thing in the world to me.” Rowan’s voice was low, he seemed almost vulnerable. It actually threw me off.
I looked at him..man he had it bad. But why was I still so jealous? Like something inside of me feels like I was wronged in some way. Like that should have been me..when he touches her or holds her, my wolf Titus feels on edge, like how that growl earlier slipped out. Genevieve laughed it off but I knew she would be teasing me about it later. We had more of a friendship thing than anything. I mean yeah we had some wild s*x and she was hot but was I madly in love with her? No..but she had a good bloodline and knew what it took to be Luna.
We knew when I mated and marked her it wasn’t because we couldn’t live without each other, it was so we could rule Blue Moon to the best of our abilities and make it a strong pack. Seeing how in love Mila and Rowan already are, it made my b***d boil. I should have had that…like something inside of me felt like I had gotten screwed over…I should be the one kissing and holding her..what was wrong with me.
‘F**k.’
I cursed to Titus, my anger rising now as I tried to calm down.
“I understand Ro, I just feel like she has been sheltered her whole life. I don’t want you to make the same mistakes.” There I said it, I was preparing myself for the total destruction those words might have when he finally spoke.
“Okay, I understand how it might look like that. I just f*****g love the girl Finn..she is unlike anything I have ever imagined and seeing other men even f*****g look at her drives me insane.” He said through clenched teeth and I could see his struggles..hell, I even felt that way and she wasn’t my f*****g mate.
“It will be okay, I’m sure as the mating bond continues those feelings will subside a little.” I don’t know who I was trying to convince, me or him but I could tell those words meant nothing.
I had to get my own feelings under control, I can’t be feeling this way about my best friend’s mate..it’s crazy.
‘Uhh…I might have messed up.’
Genevieve suddenly mind linked to me.
‘What are you talking about?’
I said firmly back to her, worry suddenly filling me as I looked across at Rowan.
‘I might have let it slip about her dad.’
My eyes widened…f**k..
‘Why did you f*****g do that?! ‘
Rowan saw the panic on my face and he quickly stood, his eyes scanning the room as we both saw Ian racing towards us.
“Alpha, she slipped out the back, she transformed before I could get to her. She was too fast.” Ian said, panicking.
Rowan growled angrily, his eyes turned black and he raced towards the back door.
“I’m sorry Rowan, she was talking about it and it seemed like she knew…I didn’t know.” Genevieve whimpered as he pushed past her.
My heart began to race at the thought of Mila out there..considering her dad was still missing. I needed to find her, I needed to be there for her. What was wrong with me?