The Girl He Craves

mistake?
What we did was a mistake?
There was a huge blow to my chest
him.
suit.
parted and my skirt still hunched up.
I’m the only one who got used, yet again.
And I had s**ly fallen for his charms.
disappoint me yet again.
string until that anger consumed me.
My lips curl back into a sneer.
“You’re still that huge a**le.
quickly fixing my skirt.
back for them.
lightning.
“Watch your mouth.” He snapped.
me after three years?” I cursed myself inwardly when I felt the sting of incoming
Stay firm, Sophie.
He doesn’t deserve your tears anymore.
His eyes grow colder, making my insides feel cold.

want to walk the walk of humiliation out of his office.
Aiden sneers under his breath while fixing his tie.
it over and over when he told me I was a mistake.
my face.
I want to hurt him too.
hurt me.
But I can’t bring myself to.
Because I’m still in love with him.
And I can’t hurt the father of my child.
Ash.....
Ash wasn’t a mistake.
was hurting me now.
I had made the right choice after all.
lower lip between my teeth.
feel enough pain there to distract me from the pain in my chest.
“Three years Aiden.
I let out shakily.
Aiden ground his teeth, his jaw popping.
He was furious, that was obvious.
Sophie!? Throw a f**ng welcome party and hold you like the

while a few s**s slip past my lips.
“You said you missed this Aiden.
with every breath I try to pull into my lungs.
as cruel.
get in between her thighs.
miss you, Sophie? All you have ever brought into my life was chaos.
bending his head down so that our eyes are leveled.
I’m breathing heavily, but not in desire like earlier.
as his words stab through my heart
“F**ing you was just to remind you of how
I was rotting in jail.” He snarls, pinning me down with daggers of fury.
I s**red back at his words, my eyes widening.
cruel, don’t say things you know nothing about,” I whispered.
lips wobbly.
are hitting me painfully.
an even nastier snarl.
“Haven’t you heard? I’m a murderer remember? A devil.
to you Sophie? Murderers aren’t nice Sophie, they’re cruel.”
“And besides, if you
emotion in them.

presence anymore.
I need air.
possible.
“F**k you Aiden,” I whispered.
hell don’t want to do it again.” He sneers, rolling his eyes over me in disgust.
heels.
I looked at him one last time before saying.
guard down when it comes to
from him and began to walk away.
cry.
I didn’t want to be that girl anymore.
school anymore.
if I wasn’t?
It was clear Aiden would not like the fact he shared a part of him
years for not telling him about my pregnancy, about Aiden, now I realized that perhaps it was a good
reach my ears before I opened the
surprise there either.”
He was right, I always run away.
words anymore.
I refuse to crawl back to him.

Not this time.
He’s causing too much damage.
with my heels in my hand.
staring at Noel who was glaring at me
lift when the doors slid open.
and apologize.
said.
But I knew that was only wishful thinking.
same high school girl three years ago, I fell into his trap and
Only for him to shatter my hopes.
cringe.
I looked like someone who had just gotten f**ed.
glared at the door she walked out of.
to walk back into the office.
in jail.
For moving on without an issue.
the files
on my desk and
That’s not enough.
over to the wall.

had Noel running into the room.
to glare at her.
lit on fire.
paced the floor.
Kissing her wasn’t supposed to happen.
F***g her wasn’t supposed to happen.
I had let my guard down.
groan passing my hand down my face in frustration.
so good? She even tastes and feels even better after those three years.
G*d, Sophie was messing with my head.
This wasn’t supposed to happen.
into my arms.
door and slammed it shut.
“F**k this.
F**k her and f**k what I’m feeling.
me.
knew you were yet again, a
“Shut the f**k up.” I sneered, kicking my door.
head.
I’ve been over her for years.

I no longer love her.
She’s nothing to me but a pawn.
I just want revenge, that’s all.
She’s nothing.