Chapter 16π₯π₯π₯
(Chapter song βSparrows over Birmingham' by Josh Rouse) ο»Ώ
SARAH
"There's my babies!"
My mom, clearly excited to see Shane and I, smothers us with kisses and hugs.
I run to my dad and jump into his arms. "Hi, honey!" His big arms hold me tight.
"I missed you." I say, burying my head in his neck.
He pats my back. "I missed you, too, baby girl."
"How was the trip?" My mom asks, taking our backpacks.
"It was good. Shane's still an idiot." I smirk.
He pushes my arm. "At least I'm not a brat. I swear, she holds the record for most disciplinary action ever giving to a recruit."
"Shut up, Shane!" I punch his arm.
"Sarah." My dad crosses his arms.
"Shane's exaggerating. It's not like that." I chuckle nervously.
My dad shakes his head. "Get in the car."
When my parents' backs are turned, I shoot Shane a glare and punch him again for ratting me out.
I step into the house and am instantly hit with the smell of cookies. God, I miss this.
I pull out my phone and shoot Sean a text saying I miss him and I made it safely. He says the same and he'll text later.
"I'm going for a shower!" I yell as I run up the stairs to my bathroom.
I look at my phone again and there's a new message. It's from Jayson. He's reminding me to dance and meditate while on break. Of course, I ignore it.
Throwing on a tank and a pair of comfy sweats, I comb my wet hair as I thump downstairs. I turn when I hear my dad at the front door. "Well, here she is now. Sarah, someone here to see you."
He steps aside and Jayson is at my door.
I slowly descend the last few steps, shocked that he's even here. He never comes home.
"What are you doing here?" I ask, trying to fix myself up as I suddenly realize I probably look a mess right now.
He flashes a charming smile. "I was in the neighborhood and I thought I'd drop by and talk with your parents a bit about how well you're doing. Is that, OK?"
Before I can answer, my dad grabs him around the shoulders and pulls him into the house. "Of course, it's OK, Alpha. Honey, get the Alpha a beer!"
"Please call me, Jay, Mr. Reynolds." Jayson shrugs off his coat.
"Only if you call me Adam." He chuckles.
My mom hands Jayson a beer. "I'm Marie. Welcome to our home. It's not every day an Alpha visits us." My mom is over the moon.
Jayson puts up his hands. "Please, I'm just Sarah's trainer."
My dad laughs. "Ok. How's our little girl doing, anyway? Not giving you too much of a headache, I hope."
βDad.β I roll my eyes and shake my head as we all sit in the living room. My mom and dad sit on one couch and me and Jayson on the other with a seat between us.
"Um..." He looks to me and then back at my parents. "She's doing really well. Her fighting skills are really high up there, but that's not surprising considering how much energy she has."
Why does this feel like a parent teacher interview all of a sudden.
My mom laughs. "Yes, she can be a handful."
"We're working on it. Aren't we, Sarah." He turns to me, smiling and I narrow my eyes.
"Yeah. We've been dancing and meditating, but I think I've got it all fixed now. I don't need it anymore." I stare at him.
He leans back and places his arm on the back of the couch. "Well, you can't just give up. You may think you fixed it, but you never know when that changes. Growth is always a work in progress. You should really give it a second chance."
My mom glances between us. "So, meditating has been helping her."
Jayson turned to her nodding. "Yep. A little trick I learned in the unit. It kept me out of trouble.β He turns to me. βSarah and I actually have quite a lot in common. We both make mistakes every now and then.β He turns back to my parents. βI'm hoping what I give her, will do the same for Sarah. All she has to tell me is that she wants to try again." He turns back to me and raises his brow.
"Well, it's wonderful that you're putting all this extra effort into my daughter, Jayson. I know she's a great kid. She just needs someone to help her move in the right direction." My dad flicks his eyes between us.
Jayson's gaze turned to me again. "Well, I think I'm the perfect one to help her. I know she's a great woman and really good fighter."
The suggestive commentary is getting too much. I want to leave, but I can't. Wait⦠did he just call me a woman?
Our eyes locked for a moment then he stood up. "Well, I have to go. I have things to attend to. Nice..."
I shoot up. "Stay!"
The entire room looks at me. "For dinner... at least." I blush as I tone down my enthusiasm.
He shakes his head. "I'd love to. I really would, but the pack house is full of people that need my attention. Maybe some other time... soon." He smiles.
"Nice meeting you, Jayson." My father shakes his hand. "Say hi to the Alpha for us."
"I will. Nice meeting you both. Don't worry about Sarah. I've got my eye on her." He looks to me and winks.
"Thank you. We get so worried." My mom sighs.
"Understandable. It's really hard letting someone you love go off to make their own life." He shakes my mother's hand.
"Drive safe, now." My dad leads him to the door.
"Jayson?" I call to his back and he turns. "Bye."
"Bye, Sarah." He grins as he turns and heads out to his car.
I run to the door to watch his red Dodge Challenger pull out. Before he leaves, he waves then peels out down the road.
My dad puts his hand on my shoulder. "Nice car. Really good kid, too."
I stand in a daze thinking about what it all means. "Yeah." I say quietly.
****
The next two days, I talk with Sean on text, but Jayson's innuendos are still haunting me. Does he want me to ask him out? Am I reading too much into his words? Does he regret giving me up? I need answers.
Which is why I'm sneaking out at 2am to go find out.
I get to the pack house and look over the massive wooden building. The largest building in Black Lake. It's all dark save for a couple of security lights. I could get in a lot of trouble for this, but I don't care.
I climb up to the first-floor roof. If I remember correctly from our school tour of this place, the Alpha rooms are on this side on the second floor.
I check the windows until I see Jayson's ink covered arm and back.
I softly knock on the window. He doesn't move, so I knock a little louder.
He rolls toward the window and lets his eyes adjust as I wave at him. I blow on the window and write 'Hi' in the condensation.
He flops on his back, punches his bed and rips the covers off.
He's pissed, but he'll get over it.
He comes to the window and pulls it open. "What the hell?" He grinds.
I shove him inside, climbing in myself and pushing him back. "Shut up!" I yell under my breath.
"Sarah it 2am! Don't you fucking sleep?" He scrubs his bed head.
"No." I take off my jacket, throw it on a chair and pace around his room. "What was all that?"
He flops on his bed. "What was what?"
"That! At my house. What was it?" I glare at him and fold my arms.
"I was just talking with your parents and now I'm regretting even telling you I'm here." He rolls into bed and throws a pillow over his head.
"No. It wasn't!" I grab the pillow and hit him with it.
"Hey!" He groans, grabbing the pillow from me and throwing it under his head.
"You tell me what that was. Were you being suggestive or am I crazy." I demand.
"Fine. Yes. Youβre bat shit crazy and yes, I may have been a little suggestive." He admits.
"Why?" I push.
He stands in front of me. "Because I'm a jerk, ok. I made a huge mistake. I like you, Sarah. Honestly, I don't know why. You drive me insane, but I can't get you off my mind. I'm miserable. Seeing you with Sean is making me want to tear things apart. I can't explain it, Sarah. I just know I want a second chance."
I stand there blinking at him. "You like me?"
"Yes! Yes, I do. I think about you. Dream about you. You're under my skin. Please, can I have a chance to make this right." He sits on the bed, grabbing my hands and pulling me to him. "I just want to make things right." He wraps his arms around my waist, hugging me.
I instantly feel the attraction and that sense of calm I felt before he rejected me. I look down at the back of his head, blow out a shaky breath and I lift my hand. I hesitate for a moment above him then I thread my fingers into his soft, light brown hair. I wrap my other hand around his neck and bend down to hug him back. He squeezes me and I feel his calmness, too.
I lift his head, look into his eyes and our faces are inches apart. I place my hands on his rugged cheeks, rubbing them with my thumbs as I soak in his deep, blue eyes.
I hesitate wondering if I'm making the right decision, but the force between us is too strong to fight and I smash my lips on his. He parts his lips and we share a passionate kiss.
He grabs my head and stands up. He scoops an arm under my ass and lifts me up. I wrap my legs around him. My core is burning with desire. I want him. All of him.
He grabs my hair and pulls my head back, nipping and sucking my neck.
"Jayson." I moan.
"God, I've wanted to kiss you so many times." He mumbles on my neck. "You taste so good."
He carries me over to his bed and lays me down. He's on top still kissing my lips and neck.
He squeezes my breast and finds my nipple pinching and twisting it, sending shockwaves straight to my pussy. He presses his hard dick to my thigh.
He lifts me up and rips off my t shirt and unclasps my bra. He cups my breasts and sucks on my nipples, putting them between his teeth. God, he feels so good.
"Yes, Jayson." I tilt my head back as I grab his hair.
He kisses back up my neck as he unbuttons my jeans.
He slides his hand into my panties, finding my soaking wet pussy. He runs his finger up and down my slit. The shock of his fingers on my pussy sends a cascade of pleasure up and down my whole body.
"Sarah, youβre so wet." He says in my ear. "So, fucking wet."
"Jayson. Yes!" I quiver at his touch. His fingers sliding along my slit, finding my clit. He has me ready to boil.
He moves his fingers harder and faster.
"Yes... Right there... Jayson, don't stop!" I arch my back as he sucks and licks my breasts.
"Come for me, Sarah." He bites at my skin.
He rubs harder. "God, yes! " I scream.
"That's it baby." He stops only long enough to tear my jeans off and spread my legs. He shoves my panties to the side and licks my slit.
I desperately grab his hair. "Jayson... fuck yes!" My orgasm blasts out and I buck my hips on his mouth. He holds me down as he continues to assault my pussy with his tongue.
He hooks his fingers on to my panties and slides them off. He pushes down his boxers, freeing his erection. I stiffen up. It's freaking huge. I'm starting to second guess this.
He must see my reaction because he look at me with confusion. "Sarah, are you...?"
I nod slowly.
"So, this is your first time." Again, I nod.
He slowly climbs up me and gently strokes my face. "So, you weren't the one in your room I heard the other day.
I swallow. "It was Ash."
He smiles, dropping his head in my neck. "Ugh. Of course."
He raises his head. "You still want to?"
I stare at him nervously. "Will it hurt?"
He runs his fingers down my cheek. "Only for a minute. I'll go really slow. I'll stop whenever you want. I won't make you do anything you don't want to."
I give a small smile. "Ok."
****
JAYSON
I can't believe I'm here right now with Sarah's gorgeous naked body underneath me. Her blonde hair is fanned out above her head as lays on my bed. I could stare at her all my life. Just this moment is all I need. Dreams really do come true.
I was relieved that it wasn't her in the room that day. Still, I was shocked when she told me she was a virgin. A girl like her, I was sure some lucky bastard had her first, but nope, I'm the lucky bastard who gets to claim her. She wants to give it to me, so I have to make this count and make it mean something.
I fist my dick and line up with her entrance.
"Real slow." I whisper.
She nods. Her big, blue eyes trusting me.
I give a push and let her adjust to my size when I see her face scrunch. I stop and give her kisses. "Just relax."
I push a little further. This is excruciating, but oh my fucking God does it feel good. Waves of electric heat flow through my body as her tight pussy squeezes my dick. I softly growl as I push a little more.
She lets out a little noise as she adjusts and I go straight to her clit, rubbing it to take her mind off the pain.
"It's ok, baby. You're so good. You feel so good." I stroke her and she moans. I push into her more and I feel her resistance.
"Baby. I have to push hard, ok. It'll only hurt for a minute. I won't move until you say OK." I give her a kiss and push hard all the way up to the base.
She screams into my mouth and I freeze. My mind is exploding. I swear if I move, I'm coming the second I do. I feel her pussy pulse then start to relax.
I look at her. "Baby, you, ok?" I wipe a little tear that escaped her eye.
She sucks in a breath. "Yeah. I'm ok now."
I smile. "I promise this will feel so good."
I pull out slowly and push in slowly. It's fucking amazing. Her exquisite pussy has my dick ready to explode and we barely started.
I pull out slow and push in a little faster. She moans loud.
"That's it. Feels good." I stare into her eyes, watching for any sign to stop.
I position her hips a little higher and push in deeper. Going a tiny bit faster.
"Jayson... yes!" She screams.
"Sarah. You feel so good." I lift her leg on my arm and pump her faster now.
"Fuck... Jayson..." She claws at my back.
Hearing her scream my name has my dick fucking swelling. I'm not going to last much longer.
I pound her hard. "Baby. Come for me." I growl.
She's bucking and screaming. I lift her into my lap. I grab her ass and slam her on my dick. Her pussys so tight. "Come for me now, baby." I reach between us and rub her clit hard.
"Jayson... Yes... I'm... I'm..." She arches back and I hold her by the back of neck as I lift her up, getting up on my knees. I pound her like I've got nothing to lose.
"Fuck... Sarah, yes!" I feel my orgasm crest and my dick explodes. Lightning blasts in my head. Waves of heat and electric pleasure flood my system. I come deep inside her as she's arches back in front of me. Her long blonde hair hangs off her head. As I slow down, I run my hand down the middle of her breasts then back up to her throat. I pull her up to me and her head falls to my neck. Sheβs panting and shivering.
I still have a hold of the back of her neck. I pull her head back and brush her disheveled hair out of her face. Her sleepy eyes find mine.
"You're amazing." I whisper. I bring her head in for a kiss.
"You, too." She mumbles on my lips.
"I'm glad you let me be your first." I smile.
"You made it feel so good." She tucks her arms into my chest between us and rests her head on my shoulder.
I hold her head as I pull out. "Baby. I should take you home."
"I don't want to go home." She whispers.
"I'm sorry, but your parents will worry. Come on. Get dressed." I push her off me.
She gets dressed and I throw on some sweats and a t-shirt.
I pull up in front of her house and before she gets out, I give her a playful warning. "No more sneaking out and no more waking me up at 2 am."
"Will I see you tomorrow?β She asks.
I arch a brow. "Do you want to see me again?"
"Well, yeah. I want to do it some more." She grins.
I laugh. "Ok. Um. I'll call you."
She leans over and I meet her for a deep kiss.
"Goodnight." She says.
"Night, baby." I give a little wave.
I watch her sneak back into her house and drive away when I know she's safe.
I can't believe it. Not only did I get another chance, but I just had sex with the most perfect woman on earth.
She's fucking amazing. Her body is so responsive. Her pussy is the best I've ever had in my life. I could've had her again right there, but I had to get her home.
She causes problems, yes. But I'm finding out now, that I must be some sort of masochist because when she drives me insane, I fucking want more.