Chapter 98 -
Chapter Ninety-Seven
His rejection should have made that pull disappear, but it hadn't and I could still feel it pulsing through me just as strongly as it had the day that we had realized that we were fated to each other. It made me feel reckless and wild with want only this time; it was a want for all of them. I wanted to watch my mates punish Nick, but I also wanted him to watch them fuck me. To see them taking pleasure in my body before they took him, too. I wanted to see them claim him. "Killian, I would like you to go grab my bag from the cabin." Jay said, pulling me out of my thoughts.
I looked at him, curious as to what all was in his bag at the cabin. Had they planned to use the things in that bag on me and each other? That thought excited me and scared me at the same time, but I knew that I would come to enjoy it just as I had everything else that we had done so far.
"Sending me away?" Killian asked. His thumb moved against my chin and over the side of my jaw. I loved how he touched me. It was like he couldn't get enough of me no matter what we were doing.
"Only for a moment. I need to talk with Olivia and Nick before things begin."
"Setting up those ground rules?" Killian dragged his thumbnail over the side of my neck and goosebumps rose along my arms. I shook, pressing my thighs together to try to ease the ache stronger with each moment as anticipation built inside of me.
"Yes. Olivia and I already have a safeword, but I want to make sure that Nick understands what he is asking." Jay's words were a rough growl that made me feel dizzy.
"Have fun." Killian pulled his hand away from my throat and I instantly missed the feel of him touching me. "I'll be back before you know it, little wolf."
"Travel safe." Jay said, but it was more of a command than anything else.
"I will. Don't do anything I wouldn't do."
"There isn't much you wouldn't do." Jay gave him a half smile.
"Only a few things." Killian winked at me before dipping his head to Jay and leaving us. My cheeks felt warm and I moved my hand to my face, covering my cheek as if it would help with the redness.
Jay squeezed my fingers softly, he had yet to let go of my hand. I lifted my head to look at him, taking in the way he was looking at me. His eyes were glowing darkly, the muscle in his jaw was twitching ever so slightly. I could feel his want moving through me hard and fast.
He was ready for this. Jay wanted it just as much as I did.
"Are you sure you want this, Olivia? If you don't, we can tell Nick. Killian will understand. It won't change anything."
"I want to watch you punish Nick, both you and Killian." I squeezed his hand. "If it gets to be more than I can handle, I'll tell you. I remember my safeword. It's whiskey."
"Good. Are you ready for if this becomes something more?" His eyes moved over my face, studying me intently. "Because it will. I know how you feel about him. Every time you look at him, I can feel it."
I bit my lower lip between my teeth, worrying the flesh between my teeth. Nick was part of my life, he was my fated mate. Even though he had rejected me, I still wanted him. I wanted him to be with us, part of our pack, our thrall. Part of our family. There was no way this was going to be a one-time thing and Jay knew it just as I did. This would change things and while it made me nervous, it also excited me.
"Olivia."
"I'm ready, Jay."
"Okay, after we punish him... If you feel that he's earned the privilege to touch you, we won't stop you. But you are mine. Do not forget who you belong to." Jay tilted his face closer to mine, his warm breath painted across my lips and I breathed in his scent.
"I'm yours. I won't ever forget that."
"Good girl." Jay said, bringing his lips closer to mine. The kiss was soft and a growl slipped past my lips. His lips curved against mine and I brought my hand up to tangle my fingers in the dark blue strands of his silky hair. His tongue brushed against my lips and I parted my lips, moving my tongue against his.
Heat moved through me and I tightened my fingers in his hair. His teeth lengthened, growing into sharp points and I dragged my tongue over them, making him groan before he pulled away. How he could think that I could ever forget that I was his and Killian's was beyond me. It felt like before they had claimed me that I had been going through the motions. Like I had been waiting for them without even knowing what I was waiting for.
Now that I was theirs, I felt alive.
"Mine."
"Yours." I answered back as he brought his hand up to the side of my face. Jay brushed his fingers against my cheek before he stood straight. Looking towards the other room for just a moment, he gave my fingers one last squeeze.
"Are you ready, Olivia?"
I nodded, stepping away from him. He lifted an eyebrow, letting go of my hand to move his hand to my lower back.
"Use your words, darling. No more nodding tonight."
"Yes, sir. I'm ready." I said, drawing in a shaking breath.
"Good, let's get started then."
My heart was hammering in my chest as we made our way into the living room. It felt like I was floating and the only thing that was keeping me tethered was Jay.
We came into the living room, Nick was in the center of the room. Kneeling with his hands flat on
the tops of his muscular thighs, he was wearing a pair of tight black boxers. He was all hard lines and lithe muscles. It didn't matter that he had been away at school. Nick had never stopped training and it showed.