Chapter 846 Reasons for Living
"Why did you save me? Why did you want me to live so painfully in this world...?"
Miya, who is soaked all over, can't help but shed tears. It makes people's hearts ache to see her crying so terribly.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault. But I can't watch you die. I can't just fold my hands and see you die." When Anson sees that Miya is shattered, he also feels sad.
If possible, he wants to share her pain.
Miya suppresses her sadness and chokes, "You're the one who caused me to be like this. If you hadn't done what you did to me last night, how could I want to kill myself...?"
"Now, I have become an errant woman. What reason do I have to live in this world?"
"Don't come to a conclusion so soon. Perhaps nothing happened between us last night. Because if that really happened, how could I not feel it?"
Anson desperately shakes Miya.
Hearing this, Miya seems see the sign of hope. She regains some rationality. "What did you just say?"
There is a trace of disbelief and a little expectation in her voice.
"What I just said is the truth. I say this not to comfort you. Because I really didn't feel anything last night and can't remember anything." In fact, Anson still remembers the feeling of kissing her clearly last night. Because it is a great feeling when he kissed her.
"Don't lie to me. You're just saying that to make me drag out an ignoble existence, and then change my mind to be with you, right? Let me tell you, that's impossible. Even if all the men in this world are dead, I won't be with you. Besides, I have had a beloved man. I am a married woman."
After Miya finishes her words feebly, she can't stand up. Since she is exhausted and weak, she almost falls down. Fortunately, Anson, who is beside her, supports her in time. But she pushes Anson away in disgust.
His touch only reminds her of the disgusting memory last night.
"I just want you not to appear in front of me again." Miya says in a firm tone. After saying this, she walks haltingly. However, Anson is somewhat unwilling to accept it. He still follows behind her all this time. He is worried about her and wants to tell her the truth..
Miya turns around and glances at him indifferently. Anson has thought that Miya will explode with rage. But Miya does not. Now, he is more determined to follow her.
After walking for a while, Miya cannot help but turn around again.
"How long do you want to follow me?"
"Sorry, I'm just a little worried about you. That's why I'm following you." Because he is really afraid that she will kill herself again.
"Why are you worried about me? I'm not related to you. We just meet by chance and have nothing to do with each other. Please never show up in my sight. Seeing you is a great torture to me. Stop torturing me, okay?"
Miya begins to say to him in a pleading tone.
Anson's heart aches when he hears this. However, he has no choice but to follow behind her shamelessly.
"Do you want to hound me to death? Seeing that I'm not dead, you want to torture me and make me feel worse than dead, right?"
Miya holds back her tears and says in a desperate tone.
Anson quickly explains, "You know I don't mean that."
"You don't mean that? Then what do you mean?" Miya refutes helplessly.
"Trust me, Miya. In fact, nothing happened to us last night."
"Nothing happened? How dare you tell me something that even a three-year-old won't believe? Stop lying to me. Do you think you haven't cheated me badly enough? How far have you gotten me before you're willing to let it go? I'm tired, and I just want to find a place to rest." It is better to sleep and never wake up again.
Miya looks at Anson numbly. Now, she does not want to lose her temper anymore. Normally, people who are saved from death will feel lucky. But being rescued is just a painful beginning for her. "What do I have to say to make you believe me? Things aren't what you think. I can explain everything." Anson says anxiously.
"What's the point of explaining so much? Everything that should or shouldn't have happened has happened. What can I do? I can't find a reason to live anymore." Miya feels desperate, and even the sky oppresses her.
She walks forward slowly with heavy steps. In any case, she is like a headless chicken now. It makes no difference to her where to go. She just wants to stay away from the bastard beside her. "Don't be so depressed. I'll find you a reason to live." Anson walks to her again.
"I don't have any reason to live anymore. So, don't waste any energy on me. Leave quickly. Maybe I'm responsible for all of this. And it will be a mercy for me if you don't appear in front of me." Miya is like a walking corpse without any expression.
"My younger brother just sent me a message. He knows Alex's whereabouts...."
Finding Alex should be her reason to live, right?
Sure enough, Miya stops and does not continue forward.
"Are you telling the truth?" Miya's expression finally alters.
Anson also seems to feel the hope at this moment. So, he continues forward and says, "Before I came here to look for you, my younger brother had informed me. I look for you here to bring you to Alex." "Will you let me see Alex?" Miya swallows hard and becomes somewhat excited.
"That's right. I'll bring you to see him now. So, you have to be prepared. I already know his exact location. Everything is ready. We can go to him after your nod."