Chapter 55
Jasper's POV
It was nice having the Alpha and Luna home and reunited with their daughter even though we all wish it things will never ever be the same or like they used too be. Alex and Amber are dead and Lucy moved to the Mystic Pack to be with her mate and I don't blame her for leaving but I am kind of jealous of her seeing as the only actual family I had was my twin but he’s gone now. I wish I had my mate with me I believe my life would be better, brighter with her or him in it I don't care who my mate is just as long as I got one and when I do finally find them I will love them forever and never let them go or let anything happen to them. I have been looking/waiting for my mate for about 5 years now and I haven't found them yet and I'm starting to think that I am mateless and I will destined to be alone forever. I love being Lilith's Uncle Jasper it gives my life some meaning and purpose right now but ever since the first attack that took Luna Skylar away from us and hurt Lilith and then the one the other day with the vamp that Lucas sent after her again time with Lily is limited even more now. I don't know how much longer this pack will be able to stay together everyone basically leaves the Alpha and Luna alone and tries not to bother them with anything and I get why but they are also afraid that the pack will dissolve.
I have been sitting in Lilith hospital room reading her her favorite books that I used to read to her before I had to send her away. The only time I'm not sitting with her is when Skylar and Jace are here with her and I know they are praying to the Moon Goddess to not take their little girl yet but to help her wake up so that they can have a little bit longer with her before she leaves this earth. I am proud to become the new beta of the pack and everyone already saw me as it ever since the first attack when Lucas went missing, I always hear how I was the better beta then Lucas who never actually cared about the pack or anything. As I was reading Lilith absolute favorite book Little Red Riding Hood I heard something and as I looked up I saw that Lilith was moving and starting to wake up finally after being asleep for a week and a half it was a great relief to see her finally awake.
“Luna, Alpha Lilith's finally awake!" I exclaimed through the mind link 'We are on our way see you soon" Alpha Jace said back
As I waited for them to come I sat there holding Lilith's hand as I continued the story as I thought about when I finally found my mate and started my family with them. I have always wanted a child of my own and I love Lilith to bits like she was my own child I would do everything and anything to keep her safe but I still can't think about having a child of my very own one day.
Skylar's POV
Jace and I decided to go for a walk together since there was nothing we could do by sitting next to our baby in the hospital. We weren't worried since we always had Jasper sitting with her whenever one of us wasn't there. It's been a week and a half of her sleeping and something in me is dreading the fact that she may never wake up again and I don't know if we would be able to handle that after everything we had to go through she was always the light at the end of the tunnel the little ray of hope to hold on to during the bad times.
We were currently walking through the gardens close to our home admiring all the pretty flowers that were now in bloom made the area look enchanting and like something out of a fairy tale book. Thinking that I knew Lilith would love this considering she loved her fairy tale stories like Little Red Riding Hood, The Little Mermaid, Cinderella, Anastasia and all other kinds. I stopped and sat on the bench that was placed under the cherry blossom tree at the back of the garden as I stared up and admired the petals and flowers and the peace that I felt while looking up at it.
Jace was staring at me with concern in his eye but he felt the same as I did and we didn't even have to talk to each other to know what he other wanted or needed in the moment. So we sat in silence until we got the link from Jasper and we sprung up and ran to the hospital so fast we made it there in less then 5 minutes before we burst into her room. I froze in the doorway as I watched her sitting up and reading Little Red Riding Hood with Jasper sitting behind her. It always amazes me how close they are and I love that she has him but sometimes I get a little jealous because since I wasn't around at all I don't have the connection or relationship with her like Jace, Jasper, Lucy and Tate do. I love that she has a support system but I just wish I could have a better relationship with her “cause sometimes she looks at me like I'm a stranger and not her mom even though she knows that's who I am to her she forgets sometimes and calls me Luna instead making my heart ache and break each time it happens.