The Alpha's Slave Mate

Daphne's Point of View

I wake up tangled in Caleb's arms. Last night was extremely emotional, but oddly enough I feel like we both healed a little last night. I slowly start to remove myself from Caleb's grasp, not because I want to get away from him, but I have an appointment with Dr. Hollis this morning.

I have been having some anxiety and stress over today. There will be several visiting Alphas and their Lunas, and some may bring additional family. I am not worried about the meetings that Caleb has to hold, I know that he has those covered. I am worried that I am going to say something wrong to the other Lunas, or somehow offend someone visiting.

I slowly make my way quietly to the bathroom. I am hoping a good hot shower will loosen up some of my tight muscles and help me wake up for the day. I glance back at Caleb as I shut the door to the bathroom to ensure that he is asleep still.

Stepping under the hot water brings instant relief to my body. I love feeling the water hit my shoulders, loosing up the tight muscles. I stand under the water for a few minuets allowing the warmth to sooth me and relax me. I was lost to my thoughts, so it was completely startling to feel a hand on my back.

Turning around quickly I find Caleb laughing at my reaction. “That is not funny, you scared the wits out of me.” I scold him sternly.

“I am sorry but, in my defense, I did say your name when I came in the bathroom. When you did not respond I got worried that something was wrong. Then I seen you absently kneading your shoulders and assumed that your muscles were tight, I was only coming in to ask if you wanted me to help you with that.” He is trying so hard not to laugh at me. The entire moment made me forget that we are both naked. A quick glance down and there is a stark reminder that neither of us has clothes on I can feel my face flame.

“My muscles are a little sore.” I mumble out loud. On one hand I would love a massage. I do not want Caleb to get the wrong impression though. I have my appointment and in truth I am not sure if I am fully ready for sex yet.

As if he is reading my mind, he quickly reassures me. “Turn around love and I will massage your shoulders. We have a big day today and I want to make sure that you are in top shape, no sex I promise.” He says the last part with a little chuckle, and I am sure my face somehow is even more red now.

I turn and Caleb gets to work on the knots in my shoulders. He is firm but gentle and he is doing a great job of getting me to relax. I could not stop the moan that escaped my lips. Right after Caleb leans into me and I can feel his excitement on my buttocks. “Little one if I am going to keep my promise of no sex, then you are going to have to refrain from making that sound.” His voice is husky as he whispers into my ear. I bite my lower lip in an attempt to stop the mewling sound that was about to come out.

I can not hide the fact that I do want him, I just do not know if I am ready. I whimper when Caleb removes his hands from my shoulders. He gives me a light swat on my butt. “Your muscles seem a little looser. Hurry up with your shower we have guests arriving soon.”

I whirl around quickly as I hear him opening the shower door. “Caleb what time is everyone coming?”

“Well, I am sure not everyone is going to arrive at the same time. Just randomly throughout the day, but the guards will always alert us whenever someone gets near the borders love.”

He thought I was worried about people coming but that was not it. “No, I was asking because I do have an appointment with Dr. Hollis today. It is in a few moments that is why I hopped in the shower.”

"Daphne, I doubt anyone is arriving before breakfast. Take your time love, and of course go to your appointment. I know I have not said it lately, but you are amazing and beautiful. I am proud of you my little mate.” He throws me a wink as he closes the shower door again.

My goodness that man knows how to make my legs turn into jelly, and my heart flutter like it is trying to break out of my chest. I finish washing and conditioning my hair before hopping out and toweling off. I quickly throw on a light summer dress that has a pleated bottom and is more fitted in the sweetheart bustline. I know that it is one of Caleb's favorite outfits on me. I quickly wrap my hair in a towel as I glance down at my phone and see that it is just a few minuets before the doctor will be calling.

Dr. Hollis is prompt and I relax on the loveseat in our bedroom to talk with her. We both agreed that today’s session could not be as long as normal. She asked how I feel knowing that today everyone will be here.

“I am excited to see Lola again. She seemed very friendly and a little feisty when I met her before. Alma was kind to me when I was little, but there is a rather large age gap. The only one that I am having reservations about seeing is Melissa. I am trying so hard to be the better person but seeing her is like looking at my mother all over again. She was my mother's best friend, and Amanda never let me forget that she despised my very existence. I know that there is going to be some negative emotions, but I need to keep them in check for the political side of things.”

“I understand your position and what it requires Luna. Have you considered making a special time for just you and Melissa to talk personally? I think it may be beneficial to you if you were able to tell her point blank that her actions wounded you emotionally as a child.” Dr. Hollis makes it sound so easy.

“I had not thought of that idea, and honestly I am not sure that I want to do that. I want to show them that they do not affect me anymore. That I have grown from their abuse and have risen as a proud Luna of a glorious pack.” I see no reason to hide my true emotions on the matter.

"Hmmm I see.” Dr. Hollis mutters into the phone. “Have you considered what I said last time about journaling?” She quickly changes the subject and I inform her that I did take her advice and I have started my journal. I do think it is helping but talking with Caleb last night helped more.

I would love to talk with Dr. Hollis about what happened between Caleb and I last night, but unfortunately there is no time right now. We quickly say goodbye and agree to have another appointment after our guests have left.

I quickly throw on some flats, brush my hair, and dash downstairs. I am in the kitchen when I get a pack mind I**k. Our scouts have already noticed a car approaching. So much for Caleb thinking that no one was coming before breakfast. Thankfully, Hannah had the knowledge to have the catering company here by noon for lunch. I grab a banana and a protein bar determined to get something into my stomach before I must greet everyone. Mentally I am cheering myself on, I am strong, I will do fine.

Hannah waltzes into the kitchen and claps her hands together. “Alright it is almost showtime.” I love her enthusiasm and I wish I were a little more like her. Either way this is my life, and here we go.