Chapter 155
155 Youre awake ? Lyla After I was sure we were far away from Ramsey and the warriors, I returned to my human form .
I lay on the ground panting .
The sky was bright now , birds chirped in the trees , and my dress was soiled .
So , this was how I got all the clothes stains and bruises ? I was still trembling but filled with a sense of peace I hadnt experienced before .
What were you thinking ? I lashed out to Nymeris .
Your behaviour with Ramsey was completely inappropriate ! Inappropriate ? she scoffed .
Hes our mate , Lyla .
Wanting to be with your mate is hardly considered inappropriate .
First , hes not our mate .
Weve rejected each other a lot of times and … Rejecting your mate without a wolf is not valid , not to mention that he marked Your little stunt with wolfsbane did not diminish the potent of his mark , she interrupted me .
Didnt you mention moments ago that you like Nathans wolf , Ragnar ? you .
Yes ! she laughed languidly .
And I also like Lax and dont mind having both of them .
The more , the merrier My face turned red .
I would have sworn it was someone else if she hadnt been a part of Why do you want to be with more than one person ? We cant even handle one , and youre here pinning for two men ? Speak for yourself , she huffed .
And they are three , actually , she murmured .
Thats including Xander , and theyre the things I like : one badass evil , one good boy and another badass in bed .
Since youve been with neither Nathan nor Xander , I cant tell if theyre as good as Ramsey .
I hope they are .
I was practically shining red now .
Y You want to sleep with three people ? I dont mind , she answered again .
The tendency of laying with either of them is high .
Theyre connected to us in a way I cannot explain , so Im keeping my options open .
But you said Ramsey is our mate ! Yeah ! But that doesnt stop us from having fun .
Since youre not officially together , you can be with Nathan or Xander Will you stop calling Xander ? Hes evil … And sexy as hell … she whispered the last part .
I just stood there , frozen , deciding if laughing or crying would suffice for the thousand emotions running through me .
My wolf was acting like an unhinged slut , on Im not a slut , Lyla … she responded , reading my mind .
Rather , were not , but I have a big appetite , in case you havent noticed .
When were in heat , we would need to double the pleasure .
Also , thats one of the easiest ways to strengthen me if Im weak .
Youre vulgar , Nymeris … Im sure the goddess must have made a mistake because theres no way youre a product of me .
I am nothing like you .
You think ? she sneered .
You slept with a man in the middle of a garden ? You can pretend and suppress all those fantasies in your head from everyone , but you cannot hide them from me .
I am a product of your thoughts for your information .
Just shut up ! I bristled , fanning myself .
Her accusations were true .
Yeah ! she laughed softly .
I mean it , Nymeris when I said I dont want anyone to know I have you yet .
Im still navigating through my Moonsinging abilities .
I dont want to feel pressured .
Fine ! she sighed .
Just make sure were never near Ramsey .
I cant control myself .
I groaned , pinching the bridge of my nose as the pack house came into view .
This isnt about not being able to control your strength .
Until we understand what our roles are , we should be careful .
Youre going to get us both discovered with stunts like that .
Her only reply was a dismissive huff before she added , I need to rest ; talk to you later .
With that , she went silent.
By the time I reached the pack house , I was exhausted .
I just had enough energy to tiptoe around the room , careful not to wake Nanny and change out of my soiled dress , which I threw under the bed before collapsing on the bed .
My eyes fluttered close as exhaustion weighed on me like a stone .
I dont know how long I slept , but the faint sound of movement woke me .
I blinked groggily , letting out a soft yawn .
My vision swam before it settled on the familiar figure of Nanny stretching in her chair .
Good morningt daar Voure swaba cha caid softly touching my forehead .
Her eu 155 Youre awake ? Good morning , dear.
Youre awake , she said softly , touching my forehead .
Her eyes widened .
Your fever … its gone ! I forced a smile , sitting up slowly .
Im feeling much better , I said , sounding casual .
She studied me intently , obviously not convinced by my miraculous healing .
You look different , she murmured , tilting her head .
Yesterday , you were so sick barely hanging on , but now , youre practically glowing .
Even your pulse feels strong .
I laughed nervously , looking away .
Thanks for your care , I deflected , hoping to end the scrutiny , but she kept gazing at me .
Nan , its nothing really .
Youve hardly left my side .
If anything , you look like you need to really rest , and you should .
She ignored me as her hands continued to hover all over my body .
After a few minutes , her frown deepened , but she nodded .
Well , I suppose thats good news .
But you still need to take it easy , okay ? I will , I promised quickly , eager to steer the conversation away from me .
Id like to bathe and dress myself this morning .
Im feeling much better .
She stared at me for a few seconds before nodding .
All right , but dont push yourself .
Once she left the room , I hurried to the full length mirror to look at my body , but I was surprised to see that all the scratches and bruises Id sustained earlier had healed .
I look brand new except for the scrape of a Ferals teeth on my ankle .
I smiled to myself.
So , this is what it meant to have a wolf .
As I dressed later , I couldnt stop staring at my reflection .
Getting my wolf had truly changed me , both physically and emotionally .
The silver lines on my hair had faded completely , and I felt a sudden burst of energy , something I could never relate to .
The anxiety that I was just too was now a distant memory , too .
Satisfied , I decided to see Mother Liora first .
Her room was tucked in the far corner of our wing , and when I approached , I noticed the door was slightly ajar .
Getting closer , I caught Ramseys scent , and I froze .
Curious , I crept closer to the door and leaned in as the voices inside reached me .
… it was the most beautiful werewolf Ive ever seen .
It attacked and killed a lot of Ferals .
There were more than two dozen and several Trinaxes , too .
That would explain why weve not sighted any of them for nearly a week now .
Unusual , Mother Liora murmured .
But are you sure it wasnt one of your warriors ? It wasnt , Mother , Ramsey replied , his voice was filled with frustration .
Were Lycans , 36 It wasnt , Mother , Ramsey replied , his voice was filled with frustration .
Were Lycans , not werewolves .
She was a werewolf , and she looked stronger than we were .
She moved twice as fast as a Lycan would and defeated the Ferals .
Can you imagine that ? Something none of us have been able to do since the attacks started , and yet someone .
singlehandedly did it .
Its a shame that she left ; now Im dying to know who she is .
I need to show my gratitude , at least .
I felt my pulse quicken .
I pressed closer , straining to hear .
Did you notice anything else about her aside from your description ? There was a slight pause before Ramsey said animatedly .
She had a forked tail like it was two but attached to one tail .
A two tailed werewolf ? Mother Lioras voice was filled with awe .
Goddess ! Thats a good omen .
Theyre rare … very rare , and a special breed ; we call them a beautiful mistake made by the Moon Goddess because she does not create them in a way .
An unlikely pairing forms them or … she paused .
Im not sure youll understand but that a good sign , Alpha Ramsey Yeah , but is there a way we could find it ? I need to meet her .
What makes you think its a she ? Mother Liora asked .
She came to me , rubbed herself against my leg , purred , more like , Ramsey chuckled .
Can you help me find her ? Im sorry , but there are limits to my powers , and a two tailed wolf cannot be forced to do what it doesnt want to do .
Since she ran away , she doesnt want to be found .
Perhaps next time ? I dont know … I heard Ramsey say .
She just looked so … he trailed off .
I cant stop thinking about her .
I need to meet her .
Alpha , you already have enough womens problems to deal with .
I wouldnt advise you to add another one to it .
Tell him ! I said under my breath .
Taking a deep breath , I opened the door and entered the room .
Both Mother Liora and Ramsey turned , their brows arched in surprise .
Lyla , Mother Liora said , eyes wide .
Youre … awake ?