The Alpha Who Saved Me

The Alpha Who Saved Me by Stacy Rush Chapter 208

Book 3 Chapter 58

Emery

"You what?"

"I'm sorry, baby! Ghost took things too far; I didn't even know that it was something that we could do! Who is able to control whether or not to get their mate pregnant?"

The expression on Decker's face makes me want to grab him and tell him it's going to be okay. He's torn up over his wolf doing this to me but I'm far from happy about this; Ash and I just had this discussion, but I guess I should have talked to all three about it. I stare up at my mate who looks unusually pale, and I frown.

"Are you okay, babe?"

He shakes his head no and then sits up on the edge of the bed, "No. I'm so pissed that he's done this; I don't understand it."

"Why don't you talk to him." I rub his back.

He turns and faces me again, "I'm too pissed to talk to him, and there is nothing that he can say that will excuse his actions. I'm so sorry, Em. I'll understand if you want to go see the doctor because you want to wait..."

"What?! Are you kidding me right now?" I place my hand over my belly once again and a warm feeling comes over me, "I may have wanted to wait until we delt with the Shikari, but I would never get rid of a pup....ever! Especially when it's part of you, or Asher, or Holden. This is our pup, Decker; no matter how it happened I would never get rid of it. It's a part of me and you together!"

I rub my belly, "What I find disturbing is the fact that you can get me pregnant whenever you want."

"I had no idea, Em, I swear!" He rests his elbows onto his knees and then puts his face down into his hands.

"Hey, I'm not saying you did, baby. We just need to have a talk with Ghost and make sure he knows that he can't go around knocking me up whenever he wants to."

He turns his head to look at me and I notice that his eyes are a bit red, "I'm sorry, baby. I will make sure he knows this, and if he even tries it again, I will make it so all we can do is shoot blanks."

I don't mean to laugh, really, I don't, but how he looks when he says this has a burst of laughter breaking free, "You will do no such thing, Alpha. As your Luna, I will carry your pups as well as my other mate's pups, but Ghost will have to learn to ask first." I climb down from the bed and kneel be- tween his legs while I look up at him, "I know it's not an ideal time and I had wanted to wait but I want us to be happy that we are with pup. I stand up and place his hand on my belly, "If what you say is true, and I am pregnant, this is your pup, Decker. Let's be happy that we made this life together."

He looks up at me and stares as if he's trying to figure out if I'm telling him the truth and I really do want us to be happy. Suddenly, he presses his lips to my belly and then hugs me to him, "I love you, Emery. I have loved you for so long, and I will love every single one of our pups, whether they are mine or my brother's."

When he finally pulls away, I brush some of his hair on his forehead off to the side, "We should probably go find your brothers and tell them."

He finches, "Do we have to?"

"You're not scared about telling them, are you?"

"Nah, I'm stronger than both of them, but I don't want to hurt them. We never really talked about the future and who should give you the first pup and such."

"Decker, I would never have chosen who to have my first pup with. I can never choose between the three of you, and it's the same with having pups." I pull him to his feet, "Come on, they are all probably wondering what happened to us any- way." He sighs when he stands but lets me pull him along through the house and back out to the party.

"YOU DID WHAT?!" Asher shouts at Decker and I have to step in between the two brothers. Decker insisted on taking responsibility and be the one to tell the other two himself even though he knew that they would be angry.

"Stop Asher! It's not Decker's fault, he knew nothing until after Ghost had already knotted me. He didn't even know that they could impregnate me on demand."

"That's fucked up..." Holden states but he remains calm.

"So, he's forgiven for knocking you up before you were ready and without your consent?" Asher sneers at his brother.

"There is nothing to forgive when it comes to Decker, and Ghost is technically in the doghouse at the moment, but he does feel bad too. He didn't realize what he was doing was wrong." Kiki explained this to me as we left the pack house. She had been communicating with Ghost ever since he start- ed apologizing profusely to her as soon as Decker yelled at him for it.

Ash runs his hand down his face, "You literally just told me that you wanted to wait until after we took care of the Shikari." He reminds me.

"I know what I said, but what's done is done, so we will make do." I smile and rub my mid-section, "I want us all to be happy about this pup. Regardless of how it happened, it's a blessing and will be treated as such.

"I can't just be happy that my mate is knocked up and it was done without her consent!" Ash growls and Holden grabs his shoulder.

"Are you really mad that Emery is with pup or are you mad that it isn't yours?" He asks his younger brother, and I gaze at my middle mate as well, wondering the same thing.

When Asher remains silent, I step into him and place my hand on his chest, "I will carry many pups for all three of my Alphas, there is no need to be jealous or upset, Ash. I will carry your pup and your Heir one day." I smile and then stand on my toes to presses my lips to his. Only then does he tighten. his hold on me and deepens the kiss.

"Are you still mad at me and Hold?" He asks when he pulls away.

Smirking, I decide to bribe him, "If you stop being mad at Decker, then I will stop being mad at the two of you for acting like brutes."

Asher glares at his younger brother once more before rolling his eyes and giving up his attitude. The power of the pussy works every time. He looks down at my hand, "You're really with pup?"

I nod, and then glance over at Decker, seeing him shrug, "I can sense it in there; you might be able to do it too because of your Dire Wolf." Decker states.

Holden comes over to me and takes my hand before his eyes go blank, and I know he's using his own seer power. His grin is slow to grow but by the time he comes back to the present, his face is lit up, "It's true!" He cups my cheek and kisses my lips, "Congratulations, mama."

I smile and then watch as he goes over and hugs his baby brother to congratulate him as well but then I turn my atten- tion back to Asher, "Ash..."

He snaps back to attention, "We're really going to be par- ents already?" His voice is low as he stares up at me.

I nod, "Yes, are you ready?"

"Fuck no, but I guess I'm going to have to be." He smiles, then and lifts me up in a tight hug and swings me around, "Congratulations, Em. You're going to be a great mother." His whispered words go straight to my heart.