SWNOVELS Chapter Chapter Forty-Six - Ashley's P.O.V
Gently closing the door I mind-linked Zac, glad that he had made himself scarce while I had said my temporary goodbyes to the twins. Lord knows I didn't need another possible death sentence tossed out by the hot heads. "Meet me in the master bedroom please Zac"."Are you sure Ashley, we don't have to bond right now," he replied promptly. "Are you backing out on me, Zac? I teased back playfully trying to lighten the mood."Never" came the instant reply followed by a nervous chuckle.
Seconds after entering the bedroom there was a timid knock on the door. "Come in," I called out, naturally wondering who it could be as I had given our dedicated packhouse staff the night off. Glancing curiously at the door I watched as a nervous Zac entered, hands in his pockets and a slight frown on his attractive face.
"What's wrong" I asked quickly bridging the considerable distance between us. Once I was standing before him I gripped his chin between my fingers so that he was forced to look me in the eyes."I feel like I am going to come between you and your mates" Zac replied. "Then don't. You too are my mate Zac. No matter how it makes Rayne and Kane feel." "If it will make things easier for you, for them, I can pack my belongings and disappear," he replied, his face pinched in profound sadness.
Gripping his chin tighter I shifted even closer to him so that our chests were touching and gently pressed a slow, sweet kiss to his lips. "I don't want you to go Zac. You, along with Rayne and Kane are my heart and soul. I couldn't survive without you. Without any of you" I continued earnestly my suddenly breathing hard at our proximity. Zac was too sweet for his own good, always puttinf everyone else's happiness above his own.
At my words I felt him physically relaxing for the first time in the last 24 hours, gripping his hand tightly I escorted him towards the bed. I knew just how to make him feel he was worthy of love. As we neared the edge of the bed, I felt his apparent hesitation so spun around, instantly catching him by surprise. I didn't hesitate, ripping his shirt off of him so he had no confusion as to my intentions. Buttons scattered all over the room. Zac's eye went wide and then just as fast his eyelids dropped as he scented my arousal. "Ash" he started nervously protesting, I quickly silenced him by fiercely pressing my lips to his. Gradually his mouth took control, his hot tongue caressing the inside of mine while his massive hands shredded my shirt in return. Zac frantically grabbed at my messy bun, tilting my head to the side roughly so that my neck was exposed to him so that he could nip and suck his way down the column of my throat.
When Zac reached my nipples, I couldn't help but let out a series of whimpers as he worshiped them with his tongue, playfully flicking them and then sucking them into his warm mouth. The sensation of his mouth on me was sheer ecstasy but I needed more so I spun him around and aggressively pushed him onto the bed, quickly crawling into his lap so that I was straddling him. I reached for his belt but before I could get the damn thing to loosen Zac tossed me off of him like a rag doll and straddling my hips instead.
"Patience sweetheart," he murmured gently as he trailed wet kisses down my stomach. Slowly lowering his face between my thighs, he inhaled sharply, the act making my clit throb with need. It was so dirty but so hot, I needed more.
Zac pinned my hips with a vice-like grip and then covered my clothed pussy with his mouth, blowing hot air on my mound until I was dripping wet with arousal. Clutching a handful of his hair, I pulled it "Please Zac, I can't take anymore torment. I need you inside me." I could feel his smirk as he reluctantly released me long enough to take my yoga pants in his mouth. Holy shit, I never thought I would get so turned on by the sight of my pants being taken off by Zac using his teeth. But here I was, propped up on my elbows panting like a bitch in heat as he slowly dragged the fabric down my legs. Once he was sufficiently satisfied with the task he had just performed his patience seemed to snap and he hooked a finger through the flimsy fabric of my lace panties, shredding them from my body. Fuck, my insides were going to melt before the night was over if he kept this up.
Returning his face eagerly to my pussy, he inhaled deeply once more. "You don't know how much I have missed your scent. How many nights I have had to have a cold shower to stop my raging boner trying to burst through my jeans just thinking about your sweet pussy Ash," he growled fiercely. "Show me how much" I scarcely managed to pant out. Diving back between my thighs like a starved man Zac had me gripping the sheets tightly as he expertly licked and sucked my hot folds, causing a shiver to run down my spine as he ripped an explosive orgasm from me within seconds.
Without warning Zac straddled my hips once more, roughly seizing my hands that still clutched the sheets in a death grip as I came down from my high, pinning my arms tightly above my head. Using one hand to restrain me he yanked a pillow out from under my head "Lift your hips Ash," he growled as he rose up from his straddling position to allow me some freedom to move. He placed the plump pillow under my ass so that my hips were slightly raised up from the soft mattress beneath us and then captured my lips in a dominating, all consuming kiss that had me bucking beneath him, trying to get the friction I so desperately needed.
Sucking my bottom lip into his mouth, I felt his large cock line up at my entrance making me mewl in anticipation. Using his unoccupied hand Zac ran the thick head of his cock through my folds agonizingly slow several times before he thrust in making me cry out at the sudden fullness, his large cock stretching me and rubbing me in all the right places.
Groaning in my ear Zac panted "I am going to take you hard and fast now sweetheart. It has been so long since I have been inside you that I don't think I can last very long." Sweat gathered on his brow, his blond fauxhawk clinging to his forehead as he stared into my eyes carefully searching for any hint of me not being ready for this. To be mated to my dearest friend and lover. My pussy clenched tightly on his cock letting him know that I was more than ready to make him mine. Zac withdrew slowly and then slammed back into me with force, his balls slapping hard on my ass cheeks as he relentlessly pounded me into the mattress. Wrapping my legs around his back to draw him in deeper he groaned in my ear at the slight change in position, allowing him even deeper inside of me.
"Are you ready Ash" Zac implored, slowing momentarily so that he could make sure that I was ok. My body was on fire with need, so I just nodded and watched in awe as his canines grew in length, preparing to mark me, I allowed Callie to come forward to do the same. Zac returned to his previous frantic pace, our bodies meeting together as we let our wolves take over. Gently moving the moist hair that hung over my face and neck to the side so that he had better access to my throat.
Zac flicked his tongue from my collarbone to ear, sending delicious shivers down my spine in anticipation of the impending burn of him marking me. Inhaling his manly scent deeply I nipped his throat in return, spurring his wolf on. Within moments I felt the sensation of his teeth piercing my skin making me cry out in ecstasy.
"Mate" Callie purred in inside of me "Must mark mate," she whisper yelled furiously, spurring me on also. Licking his pulse point one more time I allowed Callie to take over, allowing her enthusiasm and raw passion to course through me like lava. Tasting Zac's musky skin pushed me over the edge, causing me to free fall into the most intense orgasm of my life. There was something hot and filthy about him marking me right above my other mates mark that had me thrusting my head back and crying out desperately as my pussy clenched around his cock.
Zac followed me shortly after, spilling his hot seed deep within me. His cock twitched several times as he stilled on top of me, staring lovingly into my eyes as his returned to normal. Rolling off of me Zac gently propped himself on one elbow, carefully pushing sweaty hair out of my eyes. "Are you ok Ash, I didn't hurt you did I? Callan got a little carried away with his need to claim you," he said softly. "Couldn't be better Zac, I feel complete now," I answered honestly while tracing little circles in his golden chest hair. Feeling his tongue licking the puncture wounds on my neck to heal it had Callie purring loudly inside of me as he took care of us.
"Thank you Ashley" Zac replied thoughtfully with a small smile playing on his lips."What for," I replied, instantly perplexed. "For loving me," he whispered fiercely. "I don't know what I did to deserve you, I spent most of my life praying that you were my mate. When you were mated to the Alpha twins, I thought I would die of a broken heart. And after what happened with Mia, I didn't think I would ever be whole again. I will spend the rest of my life loving and worshiping you if you will allow me," he continued gently. "Oh Zac, I have always loved you and always will. My love for you has only grown more profound over the years, and I can not thank the moon goddess enough for blessing me with you. Don't ever think that you have ever been undeserving of my love, now or in the future," I replied, capturing his luscious lips with mine and hauling him towards me fiercely.
Feeling Zac's hard erection throbbing against my stomach I broke the kiss long enough to arch an eyebrow at him, earning me a playful swat on the ass before I was hurled onto my back. "Don't think for a second I am done with you Ashley" Zac growled, breathing heavy in my ear as he entered me from behind."Wouldn't dream of it Zac," I purred contentedly, arching my back and rocking myself onto his hard cock feeling it hit that magical place deep inside me.
Zac woke me up several more times during the night to make love to me, seeming to never be able to satiate his hunger. Not that I minded, I knew how precious our time alone was to him. When Rayne and Kane came home today we would need to sit down and discuss how each of us saw our relationships progressing from here on. Not only that but we had a pack meeting to call to announce Zac and my bond and to organize a grand celebration, inviting all three packs to join us.
I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous, I was shitting myself to be honest. Deep down I didn't give a fuck what anyone thought of my relationship with my three men but I knew that it would cause a bit of a stir as it was not usual to have three mates and they had not long recovered from the shock of my extraordinary announcement of being mated to twins. Ripping the band aid off quickly was the best way to approach this I thought, I endeavored to be black and white with my pack at all times and to never keep secrets from them.
Gently pushing the sheet off I climb out of the bed and padded silently towards the bathroom, not wanting to rouse Zac just yet. He looked so peaceful sleeping, one arm above his head snoring softly. The thought had my lips quirking up into a wistful smile. Suddenly though my lips fell, thinking about Rayne and Kane and how they were feeling right now. I hope they didn't feel Zac and I last night, the last thing I wanted to do was intentionally hurt my mates. I couldn't bear the thought of hurting any of them.
As the water in the shower started to warm with steam filling the room I numbly walked under the spray, letting the warm water run over my head in an attempt to sooth my body and soul. Silent tears started to flow from my eyes as I thought about the possible pain I was undoubtedly causing Rayne and Kane. A passionate sob escaped me as I felt strong arms wrap around me from behind. "What's wrong Ashley. Do you regret being mated to me" Zac asked in a low voice. Spinning around in his arms, I took his chin roughly in between my fingers and pushed his wet hair out of his eyes with my other hand"Never think for a second I would regret being mated to you Zac. EVER. You are the sun to my moon," I tell him fiercely, willing him to believe every word. "Then why are you crying Ash," he replied, staring thoughtfully into my eyes like they held all the answers. "Because I feel like I have hurt Rayne and Kane and the thought tears me apart. I don't know how to make this, us, work," I reply sadly "I don't have the answers to that Ash but I feel deep inside me that your love for us will be the glue that holds us all together and that we will be able to make our relationship work. Do you think they will be ok if I call them my husbands," Zac says trying but failing to hold in a infectious laugh. "Only one way to find out," I laugh back, "They are due to be home soon so we can find out how well that goes."
Trust Zac to find a way to lighten the mood, something I was grateful for immensely. It took another half an hour before we finally made it out of the shower but I was feeling considerably better than when I initially entered it that morning. Now to wait for my men to get home and start the rest of our lives together. However it worked out.