The Alpha Claimed Me Deeply

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(Aurora's pov >

Xavier was breathing heavily, my eyes glued on the rise and fall of his chest. I could almost see the pounded of his heart like this. Something stirred in my being, something like a burning passion to be claimed.

I want him to claim me.

Xavier must've noticed my stare, his canines jutting out as he growls. "I want you to lick up every last drop of my semen on my stomach."

His order had my insides twisting so deliciously that the tingling in my pussy roared back to life. I nodded, finding myself excited to taste him. My tongue slowly licks my bottom lip as if already tasting him. I lift up one of my legs and brought it to the other side of him. I could feel his stare burning on the side of my face as I slowly descend my mouth to the creamy substance.

I froze a breath away from touching the substance when I feel his long fingers wrap around the length of my pink tresses to pull them away from my face.

"I want to have a good view," Was all. he growled out before guiding my lips down.

My tongue darts out and I take a taste of it. I find myself moaning at the salty yet yummy taste of him.

Xavier's beast growls, his stomach vibrating and muscles tightening as he does so.

Not able to resist, I began lapping at every bit of his cum, until his stomach was clean. I found myself hungry for more and trailed my tongue up until I reach his chest, then his nipple. He shuddered when my tongue trace the bud. My tongue goes back to where I could feel his heart.

I could hear his shallow breaths and the way his heart thud under my tongue. Xavier doesn't protest so I take that as permission to continue. My tongue soon slithers up to the crook of his neck, my lips suddenly stopping on the racing pulse.

"Don't

His voice suddenly has me freezing and he abruptly rolls away from me, taking his warmth with him.

Xavier sits at the edge of the bed, his head in his hands, and he groans,

Confused by his actions, I sat wordlessly behind him as I watch his rigid back. Until he broke the silence.

"I'll have Sarah pack a few stuff in a bag for you. This will be your last night here."

There were thousands of things I would expect him to say, but this one was not one of them.

I could feel my very own blood freeze from how cold the words tumbled out of his mouth. Then dread curled at my stomach until I felt nauseated.

I wanted to throw up.

"Wh-at, wh-y? Did I do some thing wrong?" I stuttered out, feeling the exact same way I felt when I stumbled onto his territory.

Lost.

Completely and utterly lost.

He takes a good while to answer. His tone growing heavy as he fought to keep his real emotions at bay." You didn't. I just have no need of you."

My heart drops and my eyes mist with tears.

He has no need of me?

My lips tremble as I glared at his back. "Where will I go?" I whispered brokenly.

Who would ever have thought I would desperately beg if I have to, to stay in the crimson pack? Under the rule of Alpha Xavier?

He must've heard the way my voice sounded because he froze for a good while before replying. "Wherever you wish. Just not here. I can't have you here." His tone cracks at the end.

My eyes fall to the sheets, my tears rolling down my cheeks. This felt like a rejection of some sort. Twisting its way into my gut and piercing my heart.

I hated this feeling

"Why?" I whispered with a heavy heart.

Why did he make me want him so badly and have hope that someday, he'd accept me? Only to toss me away like I was a nobody? Like I was not his mate?

"Because you're not safe here. I'm not safe to be around Aurora. I'm a powerful Alpha, one everyone, every single pack will come to try and take down one day. You may not see it now, but I am doing this for your own benefit." He grumbles, rising from the bed but doesn't turn around.

I wanted him to tum around and see what his words had caused. See how his words were breaking me.

But something told me that's exactly why he refused to turn around. He didn't want to see my broken face.

"I'll have you spend the night here alone because you need the rest after what we.....just did. You'll leave by the morning. Don't worry, I'll have a wolf escort you and show you the way out safely

"I don't want to go! I don't want to leave you!" I suddenly burst out, my fingers digging into the sheets as my heart pained.

Please don't send me away.

Please

I begged inwardly.

Xavier's form stiffens like a rock and after a few heavy moments of silence. He speaks. "You know....."

"Don't you?" He whispered, head turning a side but still, his eyes never flick to stare at me.

I move my eyes off his back and stare at the wall behind him before swallowing. I know what he was referring to.

"Yes. I know what we are. I know about the bond." I admit, turning my eyes back to his back to see his reaction. He doesn't disappoint when I see the rise and fall of his shoulders. "Then you know why I am doing this," He whispers, head snapping front and completely avoiding mine.

"Rejection," I whispered, my heart feeling like it was on fire as a quiet sob whips out of my mouth.

"No," He snarls lowly taking a step away from the bed and turns around to leave. "For protection." With that he storms away, leaving me staring at the door he just walked out of.

I didn't even care that he walked out naked, or that I was equally naked. All I seem to care about, was knowing that by tomorrow, I wouldn't feel his heat, or his touch, or the pleasurable tingles he gave me anymore. Because by tomorrow, I wouldn't be here.

This was what I wanted when I first got here. To be free of the world of wolves. To not have to worry. To be completely free.

But what was good in being free if I were not happy?

Being in Xavier's arms was the happiest I have ever been in my entire life. Bond or not, I didn't want to let go of the feeling.

But soon. I'd have to but not by choice.

He was sending me away. He might as well have killed me instead. Because I do not think I could go on without him being near. Those few days being in his presence made me grow fond of the cold wolf. I wanted to stay. I want to stay with him.