Chapter Uncontrollable Beast
Jefferson POV
The itch in my gums, the untamable beast, the one lurking in me, was threatening to find its way out of me, I have been trying so hard to resist, to stop myself from doing anything that can destroy me, I was feeling so restless. Bids of sweat quickly dripped down my face.
I felt like ripping my shirt, my hands were trembling I don't know how to control this beast, the beast that was once tamed. I managed to look up, then I noticed that familiar green eyes, I don't know what she wants from us. I can see the power she has, I can see the mischief behind that sinister smile.
I have been trying to calm myself down, but nothing was working, every thought of Rose other to ease my pain failed, I wanted nothing but to destroy, or that's what the beast in me wanted.
I tried to recall sweet moments with her, but despite my heavy attempts, it kept on proving futile.
I let out a husky grunt, feeling so restless.
"Stop suppressing the wolf, it'll come out sooner or later".
"I can't do that Diana, I don't know the past you had with my parents, but I know it wasn't a good one... argh" I ended with a husky groan. I felt my bones crack, my heartbeat accelerated and my furs sprung up. "Stop this madness Diana," I said.
"I'm not doing anything Jefferson, just accept the fact that you are trying to keep your beast at bay, the one that had been lurking Inside of you, the one that even you can't resist, only the beast tamer can". Her voice was full of so much mischief, I hate to admit this but I can't withstand the pain anymore.
I'm almost giving in to my beast, I drew in a deep breath, trying to find some Inner peace, Anything that can calm me down and stop this monster from crawling to the surface.
I can feel the pain, the hurt, the punishment of staying in the cave for years, the years of torture, so many thoughts overwhelmed me.
I closed my eyes, I also pressed my mouth shut in futile attempts to stop my fangs from fighting their way out of my gums.
"Let your wolf out, let it out" the words were what I heard from Diana before her presence became a mystery.
I muffled groans while attempting to keep calm, my breathing was ragged. My blood rush quicken and I can feel the beast trying to surface, I can't hold it any longer.
I don't want to hurt people, I want to protect them, I won't always be there for them, but the moment I'm in this condition, I can't control myself, only the beast controls me.
I drew in more breaths, In hopes to calm down, but nothing.
'you can't resist me for long, so give up and let me surface', I heard that familiar voice in me, I groaned, I don't want to hear the voice of the beastly wolf in me, I'm tired, I want to relax and forget about everything, but rather my fist clenched and my heart picked.
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"Don't surface, because you will kill" I shouted.
'i can't help it, because it's been a long time since I have had a taste of blood, war, and destruction, I want to experience all that again' "Stop".
'why would I? When I'm already about it surface'.
"Please don't do this, think of our mate, she won't like this", I found myself begging my wolf to at least listen to my words of pleas, so he can control it and calm down, I was feeling the burning itch, my heart was beating so fast and I desperately needed to calm down.
With a heavy breath, I realize that I needed time to get a grip on myself and do the right thing.
Time went by, and my wolf was quiet without a word, I managed to relax while hoping that things would turn out fine, but I was mistaken when I felt my heartbeat pick.
My claws elongated, my fangs sprung so fast that I have to groan in pain, I was feeling so restless and I can feel it, I don't know what else to do, but I know for a fact that sooner or later I won't be able to suppress it, no matter how far I went or how many thoughts I think.
After a painful transformation, I know I'll make a mess, and I won't be able to suppress it, no matter how hard I try, I wanted to destroy every single thing that lives.
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I lunched at buildings, I was not in control of myself, I can feel the fear and dread in the eyes of many as they screamed at the top of their lungs.
My eyes roamed the open field of the community, I was looking for no one, in particular, I don't know what I'll achieve by doing this, but I just wanted to kill even without the person committing an offense, with a heavy body I went in horrid search of anyone to destroy.
I then let out a grunt, I perceived a strong scent that managed to make me stop in my actions, I turned in different directions in hurried search of the familiar yet unfamiliar scent.
I felt excruciating pain, I don't know the effects of that scent on me, but I want it away, m from me, I don't want it close to me, but the owner of the scent was nearing closer.
With a husky and ragged breath, I turn to my hills and started running, because my Wolf is scared.
"Stop" that familiar voice again, I managed to curse underneath my breath, I felt so much, the overwhelming trigger of emotions.
'don't look' my wolf warned me, but I can't help it, I want to see what it was, I want to know who.
I forced myself to turn, to look at the owner of the scent, only to see that Roseline was there. "Please come back to me".