Taming The Beast In Him

Roseline POV

I was panting hard, my fist was tightly clenched and my heart beating erratically at the slight thought of what just happened, I could barely think straight, my thoughts were in a frenzy as different thoughts kept on seeping in, I felt fear, I wondered how many enemies would be kept on knocking at our door, I was trying so hard to recuperate my bearings and think straight.

I was about to fall to the ground before I felt the strong arms of Jefferson holding me tight, stopping me from falling to the ground. He stared intently at me while giving me a reassuring smile, almost telling me that he would always be there for me.

"What... what just happened?" I asked, a little bit preoccupied with different thoughts.

"What he showed you, I also saw it," he said, then in a swift moment, he immediately took me in his able arms, before he started walking with me towards the pack. I closed my eyes before I started sobbing silently, I felt so hurt, I was thinking a lot right now and different thoughts kept on seeping in while wondering why I couldn't have peace of mind, my heart was beating so fast, I desperately wanted to stop thinking about what just happened to me, but the lingering thought kept on seeping in.

I thought about everything and I came to realize that we need to always be together and for each other because I have been having a series of encounters with the enemies for a while now.

I felt his emotions, his thoughts were a turmoil like mine, and he stared at me. I'm surprised by the way he held unto me, more like I weighed just a few pounds.

"I'm sorry that you had to experience that," he said with a guilty expression, I shook my head before I said, it because I know I shouldn't be out of the side, by just being out of his side for a few minutes and I ended up having a traumatic experience.

"I'm rather grateful that you came right on time," I said, which made him plaster a smile on his face and was about to lean in for a kiss, I turned my face to the right then his lips landed on my cheeks.

"I'm sorry, but...I feel so disgusted that that vampire has had a taste of what is yours" I said, he smiled before he said.

"Your heart is what belongs to me and no one can take that away from me no matter what happens," he said before he roughly pulled my lips for a scorching kiss. My nipples were hard and my core was moist with need.

When we both reached home, he then gently placed me on the bed in an attempt to make me rest, I closed my eyes while attempting to sleep, and I felt a little bit relaxed, but as time went on, I could barely think straight, especially he was bringing his lips closer to mine for a kiss, I wanted to dive into the world of romance with him, but I know that I needed to take things slowly.

"Please stop" I pleaded with him which he did.

"What is the problem?" He asked as his brows furrowed.

"Nothing, just that I don't want you to see me like this and much worse in this state," I said, which made him plaster a smile on his face.

"It's okay, there is nothing wrong with you".

"Of course there is, can't you see the way I look, he has tainted me and what happened to me two days back is something I don't want to remember".

"Shhhh...don't think much about it, I'll be always here to support you and you be with you throughout the hard times" he encouraged while putting an index finger on my lips.

"But... but what if I didn't get pregnant again?" I asked, voicing out my fear, the dread that has been lurking in me for days now.

"Don't say that, I know you will".

"I can't help feeling scared, knowing that there is something about that dream..." I pursed before I asked, "I don't know how many enemies we have" I voiced out, he stared at me before he shifted some strands of my hair.

"I'll like you to look at me" he commanded with a deep baritone voice, I obeyed and I managed to stare deep into his piercing gaze.

"I want you to look at me and tell me what you feel," he said, I took a deep breath, I can't explain how I was feeling.

"I feel everything" I answered sincerely.

"If there are the lurking emotions of happiness in you, I want you to be rest assured that everything would be fine and everything would turn out right" he assured me.

"Believe me when I say, very soon you are about to have our cub or should I say cubs," he told me while smiling dreamily, I smiled at the thought of having a small little girl or a handsome little boy playing in the house, the feeling made me feel genuinely content, I want to take back what truly belongs to me and I won't give up.

He smirked before he came close to me while leaning for a kiss, I opened my mouth while acceptingly all of him, he is just so perfect in every way, I wonder how I ended up being so lucky to have someone like him in my life, I felt genuinely happy, knowing that I have someone who will always be there for me and help me throughout my life.

I pulled away from the kiss before I said, "thank you for loving me and coming into my life.

"And thank you for accepting me, despite the fact I was the beast that no one admired, but you still accepted me, just the way I am," he said before he dived deeper into the kiss, he stopped ravaging my lips and said. "I don't mind making kids right now and forgetting about the things of the world".