Chapter Feeling so much emotions
Jefferson POV
When I left her, she was looking so sad, I felt like a total loser because I couldn't protect my mate and I hate it so much, I hate the fact, that this had to happen to him, time went by and I was already feeling so terrified at the slight thought of anything happening to him.
I then firstly rushed to Lucas who had Informed my wife about everything, he seemed panicked and confused, but when he noticed me, he was immediately glad at the sight of me, I found myself feeling nothing rage, that he had to Interfere with the sweet moments we were sharing. I have been apart from her for so long and I don't want to experience that again, I took in a deep breath before I went closer to him, he leaned closer to me while expecting to hear something, but rather he did the unexpected when he came closer landed a punch at me. I groaned, I was baffled at his actions.
I couldn't help it, I just want to be free and show the world I can be free.
Time went by and WB ya trying to adjust to the pain I was feeling, my body went numb at the thought of everything.
I then noticed an approaching wolf, I then lunched at him without a care in the world, my heart was beating so fast because I can't perceive her scent anywhere around me, I want to be close to her and show her how much I want her.
I drew in a deep breath, I then noticed Lucas was Also facing the same challenges, because she was struggling as well in other to achieve his aims, I couldn't compost myself.
I then decided to start running into the bush, my heart was racing rapidly against its rip cage, I can't bring myself to think properly, I was trying to adjust Myself into the darkness, I was hoping I'll Soon find her. My eyes wandered in different directions, but there was no hope of finding her anywhere, u was scared.
I remembered her presence, the way her soft skin felt against mine and it made hot tears brim in my eyes, I couldn't hold it back, I felt so much pain.
I was looking for her, for ages now, but it yielded to nothing, I don't know where she is, I took deeper breaths while consoling myself that everything is okay, I can't fathom what was happening in my life.
Time went still, I tried as much as I could to Tell must that everything would be okay, and for that and t reason, I decided to close my eyes because it's not time to be emotional right now, I then focused on her whereabouts, I heard her.
She was screaming while being dragged, I was concerned and alert, I then started running in her direction, hoping that everything would be fine, I tried as much to keep calm, I then went towards her who seemed to be in a sorry state, the moment she set her eyes on me, her eyes sparkled in hope, I couldn't keep the happiness within me anymore, I just want to show her, I don't want to miss her anymore in my life.
Before I could attempt doing anything, they lunched at me, fighting aimlessly, making me let out a husky groan I tried as much as possible to keep calm, hoping that everything would be fine, I started fighting with the last bit of energy left in me, before I made sure that they were all down, I held her hand abruptly, before I then gestured her home, she was panting heavily, her breathing was even before she hugged me like her life depended solely on it.
"I. I was scared, I thought something was going to happen to you, I don't know what to do, please I'm scared" her voice was full of fear, I can hear it and I felt everything, I then gestured to her close to me, while trying to keep a calm expression, I noticed her eyes the way she bored her eyes to mine.
"I. I thought I'm going to lose you?" She stammered, her eyes were full of fear, she twitch her lips while looking intently into my eyes, it almost felt like I can scan her soul. I know I have failed her, I should be the one protecting her and all course and I let the responsibility of the pack take charge, no matter how hard I tried to console myself that it wasn't my fault, I know is my fault.
She hissed, when I brought her soft body close to mine, in an attempt to feel every inch of her body, I became alert, while directing my gaze to every part of my body, in desperate search of the wound.
"Don't worry, it's nothing serious" she said with a calm expression, but I was not buying any of that, I needed to know where she was inflicted with the big bruise so I can personally take of her.
"Nevermind, it's nothing serious," she said gently while turning her face to the right, I cupped her cheeks making her look intently at me, I felt like kissing her enticing lips that were calling out to me, but at this moment I have to resist and know what was happening to her. She seemed a little bit delusional, I can't help it, I know that's her unique attribute.
I then gestured her towards the bed, before I gently laid her on the bed and I stretched her leg off the bed, making her look at me, she is just so perfect and I love every inch of her body, she's beautiful and has that unique physique that I can't stop admiring.
I then nuzzled my Head closer to hers, before I inhaled a chunk of her scent, she was too intoxicating, I found myself closing my eyes, bringing my nose even closer to her collarbone. "Fuck, I love you so much, you intoxicate me" I whispered gently.