Taming The Beast In Him

Roseline POV

I woke up feeling so much pain, my heart was beating fast, I felt indescribable pain, and I could barely think straight, I tried as much to keep calm and come to terms with the reality when I noticed that I was in my room and Jefferson on the bed, his eyes wide open and he was breathing so hard as I was. I furrowed my brows, confused by the outcome of the situation and how he was able to know about the pain and agony I was feeling.

I knew it was just a dream, but it felt so real. before I could fathom what was happening, he immediately stood up and sat beside me, hugging me tightly as if his life depended solely on it.

"Please... I can't think of a life without you, I can't" he said huskily, his voice laced with fear, it was clear that he might have also dreamt the same.

I thought about it, the way my body was shrieking, the way the darkness enveloped me, made more tears stain my cheeks.

"Please don't cry" he begged, I nodded, I know I shouldn't cry, I know I needed to be brave and do the right thing, but something in me told me that, I needed some time to get my shits together.

I drew in a deep before, then he grazed his lips against him while giving me e comforting smile.

"Everything would be alright, all you need is for you to calm down," he said to me, I nodded my head while encouraging myself that everything would be fine.

"But... but, the dream felt so real," I said, he nodded his head, and he cupped my cheeks, making me look Intently at him which I did, I was fascinated for a while, while looking at his golden hue eyes.

"I know, I saw everything, but for now, all you need to do is calm down," he said. I smiled, not until I felt a piercing pain in my tummy, making me groan, but the pain immediately disappeared, I thought everything was okay and I laid my head on the pillow.

He had a concerned face before he brought me closer to him, " are you, Okey?" I know he can feel the pain I was feeling, I just stretched a comforting smile on my face, before I nodded, then he smiled at me. I closed my eyes in hopes to sleep and forgetting about the dream, so I can relax in his able arms, Only to feel another piercing pain.

"Argh" I groaned even louder. He was Panic-stricken, he immediately stood up from the bed, almost like he was looking for something.

"No...no" I wriggled on the bed in so much pain, I felt like my stomach was splitting into two, I clutched to the sheets too tightly, my stomach knots, my eyes welled.

"Fuck... I'm in pain" I cried before I could realize what was happening, I felt something warm in between my thighs, I drew in a deep breath before I checked what was it, only to see blood.

"Blood!!" I exclaimed, evidently surprised. Before I blacked out. Things were calm and everything was normal, I then heard a familiar voice, it was the voice of someone familiar, I could barely think straight, I was having a hard time recuperating my thoughts. I drew in a deep breath, in hopes to calm down, which I did, I then focused on the voices who were talking, I wanted to know what they were talking about, I don't know why I was curious, but I was so curious to know. I took a deep breath, only to hear a feminine voice, the voice was unfamiliar, it was soothing and calm, but the voice was far away, almost like the voice was talking to someone else. "I'm sorry Alpha" she apologized.

"I'll like you to tell me what happened?" Jefferson's deep baritone voice asked, she drew in a deep breath before he said.

"Your mate was two weeks pregnant, but unfortunately she lost the baby for unknown reasons," she said sadly.

I can hear the sad voice of Jefferson, " no tell me is not true, just say it out loud, tell me that you are just lying to me, please tell me" he begged, with a voice laced with nothing but pain.

When I heard the healer remark, I couldn't open my eyes, I was rather in so much pain, I remember when I was still just eighteen, when I had my first transformation, there was a little girl who was there to comfort me throughout the process. No one was there except her, because everyone in the pack hated me, including the maids, they all saw me as a curse. but that little girl was different, she encouraged me, even when no one did. After the process, her mother called her and told her not to come close to me even though she wanted to.

Whenever I see the little Casey, her blond hair and her striking blue eyes, I always wish to have a child of my own, I always thought it was just a fantasy because no man would ever want such a person like me, who will ever want to leave with so much a broken soul.

And now the opportunity was given to me to be a mother, it was taken from me, at such a tender stage, that I didn't even know I was pregnant because the baby was still so tender.

I thought for a while, I was trying to stop the tears from straining my cheeks, I felt so restless, not until I heard a family's voice, it was the voice of Lucas.

I don't know, I felt that bond I have never felt before, it was more like I knew him even right from time, the feeling was so familiar, my eyes pried open, I was shocked to see those familiar brown eyes, they were just so perfect, I wonder how I was never able to detect it.

"Brother" I cried.