Chapter 19
XANDER
“Alpha, Lord Willimas is here to see you,” one of the maids announced.
“Let him in,” I ordered.
The maids scooted out immediately and Lord Williams came in He bowed to show his respect before looking over at me.
“Alpha,” he greeted.
“Lord Williams, have a seat
He pushed a seat back and sat down in front of me. He waited for a while to see if I was going to ask any questions but when there was none. he began to speak.
“I have invited the great seer of all our neighboring packs and in a day or two, they will be here,” Lord Williams said with at smile and I nodded in response.
I couldn’t stop myself from thinking about the news of Maliya’s pregnancy. I had my doubts but after hearing the doctor’s confirmation with my own ear, I no longer knew what to do.
I was certain that no one could be pregnant for me. None of the previous maids has ever claimed to be, neither could this be
I have done a lot of research myself to see if there was a disease that has the same symptoms as pregnancy symptoms, but there was none.
The timing and everything says the probability that she is carrying my child was high, but then, I refused to give myself somme useless hope when I have always known that I was impotent
I can still remember how heartbroken I was when I found out about my situation. Seventeen years have passed, but it still feels fresh in my head.
I was shocked and angry. I felt miserable and that was the point I knew that there was no going back. I had to ruin them all! for what they did to me
“Why? Why would you poison me? I have always done all you asked. I kept my distance as you wished, so why would you do this to me?” I asked with a teary face and she only laughed at my misery.
“Why?” She scoffed in disbelief. “Did you just ask me why? I hated you before I even met you,” she hissed.
“Oh, do you think a day would come when I would come to accept you as my husband’s son, thus, my son? Is that what you were hoping for?” She let out a hysterical laugh and my eyes burned with fresh tears.
I’m sorry to break it to you, but you disgust me,‘ she spat out
“What did I ever do wrong?” My voice came out barely as a whisper. It doesn’t make any sense. How could she hate me -before even meeting me?
She didn’t even give me a chance to prove myself worthy of her love.
“You seem to have a lot of questions today,” she chuckled lightly. Yes, I hated you before I met you and that is because of a reason you will never know and that is for me to know why, she finished with a frown.
It doesn’t make any sense. How can you hate who you don’t ever know?
“I have never been a threat to you. Why do you hate me so much Alpha wouldn’t even spare me a look. Everyone deemed me useless, yet, you still want to ruin me? What did I do so wrong?”
“If there is anyone I detest most in my life, it has to be Omegas. Why? Because you are weak and useless and none of your deserved to be happy,” she spat, revealing her evil side all over again.
I am not even an Omega… my mother was, but none of that secified to matter. Alpha wouldn’t look at me either because he believed I wasn’t worthy of his royal blood.
Tears streamed down my face and I went on my knees, swallowing my pride as I begged for her mercy.
“Please forgive me. I’d do anything you want, just forgive me this once, I tried, but she only laughed at me in disbelief.
“This is a joke, right? You are just messing with me, right?” I asked, desperately hoping that it was all a joke when she burst out laughing again.
“Oh, dear. If you want to find out what the truth is, why don’t you try to sleep with any woman? Of course, that is if anyone would stand so low and allow you to touch them,” she giggled. “Then, see if you can reproduce or not,” she finished with a wink and it felt like time froze for a second and I wished she would give me an actual poison that would kill me instead.
Dying would have been better. Soon enough, everyone would find out that I was impotent and they would mock me for life.
I’d never be able to show my face outside so why didn’t she just kill me instead?.
“W–why would you do this?” I choked on my tears as I found it hard to believe what was happening.
“Just like your mother gave birth to you by mistake, you should never give birth to anyone of your type. That way, we get to save the royal bloodline,” she chuckled.
It felt as if my heart was being ripped apart and I ran into the wood with teary eyes. It started raining soon enough, but I didn’t care. I stayed under the rain, drenched with the water, as I cried my heart out.
“What did I do so wrong, moon goddess? Why have you decided to punish me like this?” I cried bitterly, knowing that no one would come to my rescue.
I am going to ruin every one of them. I’d make them pay for all the mockery and humiliation they made me face. Just like how I am being punished for a crime I did not commit, I’d hunt them and their children for treating me this badly.
By the time I am done, I’ll make sure that none of them survive my wrath.
My eyes landed on the broken glass on the floor and I picked it up to cut my palm with it.
Blood gushed out of my palm and I clenched my hands, wincing from the pain as I made a vow to myself.
They are all going to pay for causing me so much pain.