Chapter 35
(F**k*ng dubious)
Hours later.
Luwis's POV
"What is it Luwis? You're moody" Sam asked.
"Nothing, I'm cool" I replied him.
"You're not. You aren't always like this. Lemme guess, it's Shawna right? Did something happen between you two?" He went on and asked again.
I shrugged and then narrated what had happened between the both of us to him.
"Well, I warned you not to let the boss know but you did anyways. Didn't you want this to happen? You said you'll like it if he gets mad at her right? Then why are you like this now?" he scoffed and asked. "You're crazy, I never wanted her to end up here or even get mad at me. I didn't know this was gonna happen...I mean I didn't expect her to be here but guess I should have listened to you" I muttered. He sighed and placed his hand on my shoulder.
"You're a brother luwis, get your eyes of Shawna now. Before it's too late, you know you can never have her, it isn't possible" he said but it angered me.
"That's a lie, don't utter shit again. You know nothing okay?" I snarled and he flinched. I guess he didn't expect that reaction from me.
I stood up on my feet and made to leave.
"Come on, are you mad at me? I'm sorry" he apologized as I left him there. Was still in the hospital. Now I'm headed outside to go smoke. Can't get hold of myself anymore.
As I strolled through the hallway, a familiar face walked pass me in a dark hoodie.
I turned and looked at the person.
He looks familiar, I thought and made to continue going on my way but suddenly recalled him.
That Matthias guy. "Shit!" I cussed as I followed him but the nigga is pretty smart.
He sensed me out real fast and increased his walking pace.
This is a hospital, we can't run in it else I would have ran to him and dealt with him but I just walked after him.
He took a turn that led to a different pathway, I followed after him and when he finally got outside. He started running, I didn't waste time I followed him up.
He ran into the streets and I followed after him.
Everything about him, the way he suspects and senses out things fast. He is a good bastard, he is probably born into this game. Well, I wasn't born into it but I grew up in it so I took a quick turn and jumped ou from the front surprising him.
He halted and started taking quick steps back.
"Bastard, do you miss me?" I breathed in and out sharply because of the distance I had to run.
He continued moving backward, the hoodie covering almost all part of his face.
I got to him as he was about to run off and pulled him down to the ground and then punched him.
Then pulled the hoodie away from his face and gasped.
"Damn!" He is not the one. This is just a kid.
I looked up to see him 'the bastard'. He was staring at me from a mile, a smirk on his face.
I know what he did, he managed to trick me by switching dress with his boy here.
"F**k!" I cussed again as I got up from the boy who was already bleeding.
He is smart! F**k*ng dubious.
Shawna's POV
I stayed with Beatrice for long. She told me a lot of things that was funny and I laughed.
Together we learned how to use the phone Dillion got for me. I still haven't learnt how to use it although I'm trying.
We continued scrolling through the phone, but my mind told me to stare up.
I lifted my eyes up and I could swear that I saw Dillion.
But he is no longer there, I crumbled my face in confusion.
I just saw him now or was I hallucinating?
"Are you okay? Why is your face like that?" Beatrice asked, concerned.
"The young master, I saw him. He was standing right outside my ward few minutes ago" I said pointing at the door.
She stared at me in doubt.
"Lemme confirm" she breathed out and stood up.
She opened the door then looked left and right before coming in back.
"I didn't see anyone that looked like him" she said.
"Oh!" I mouthed, my chest fell.
Was I expecting him to care? Was I expecting him to even pay me a visit? That's probably impossible. He's too cold! He won't try it.
"Okay, let's try looking at this one. What is it name? Instagram?" Beatrice said bringing me out of my thought.
"Um...yeah" I muttered taking my attention back to the phone.
**Two days later.**
I got discharged.
Ma'am Sandra had suggested I stayed back and have a proper rest but I couldn't hear of it. I have to attend school today, I don't like that I missed class. I have a lot of things to catch up on, missing class is like a poison to my studies.
And Dillion? I haven't set my eyes on him since I got discharged.
That's it. You are a nobody Shawna. Don't expecting the impossible, I thought as I prepared for today's school.
And in few minutes I was done.
I got to the garage and didn't want Luwis to take me. I'm still annoyed with him for betraying my trust in him.
A bodyguard there was asked to take me instead and he did.
Immediately we arrived School and I stepped out of the car, the first person I saw was Matthias.
"Shawna?" He called and my mind drifted back to what I had gone through. It's also because of him that I got punished, if I wasn't close to him then this couldn't have happened.
"Hey" I called simply and walked passed him trying so hard not to feel a thing.
Even if he is a poor guy that's completely innocent, you still have to avoid him because you no longer own yourself, I told myself.
"Shawna?" I heard him call my name again but I pretended not to hear. I hastened my foot steps to class.
We are having an important class today.
I continued walking hastily till I got into class.
"Shawna?" He called again also getting into class.
"What did I do? Are you mad at me or something?" He asked.
"No Matthias, I just need space from you. I'm sorry, I no longer wanna be your friend. Forgive me for that" I looked at him and said.
"What?? Why? What did I do please? You can't do this to me Shawna. You are my only friend, are you gonna abandon me too because I'm not your class? Because I'm not from a wealthy family too?" He asked and I held myself from saying anything.
"Are you? You don't like me anymore because of that. You are sick of me now that you know you can't benefit anything from me? I was worried sick about you because you didn't come to school, now you're here and you give me this attitude?" He asked.
"Stop! Stop it Matthias! It's not that way okay. Stop making me look like a bad person, I'm also trying hard to survive okay. I don't wanna die that's the reason I have to stop being friends with you. You have to understand that" I screamed at him totally losing it.
Does he think I suddenly wanna stop being friends with him for no reason.
"You have to explain it to me Shawna, I don't understand a thing you're saying" he screamed back.
"I don't have anything to explain to you!" I answered.
"Then I refuse to understand you" he concluded and left the class.
I breathed in heavily and sat down properly.
This shouldn't be happening to me. I hate this, everyone in class is staring at me.
I don't want this, I thought ruffling my hair.
Matthias's POV
Oh shit! F**k you Shawna! Not now. If you are gonna act like this then I have no option than to do it today.
I have no option. I was beginning to foolishly like you. Before my stupid feelings get the best of me, I'll have to do it.
TBC
Who expected that?