SWNOVELS Chapter 109
109-I Won't Suck Your Hard Dick Anymore
I left for my room after finishing dinner and stayed inside to do some research on the Great War for the first time.
"I need some books," I uttered to myself. "Ugh! I don't want to ask for his help," I said, but got out of bed defeatedly to leave my room and speak to Akin. The only way to find an- swers was through his private collection at the library.
"I knew you were lying when you said you were not afraid anymore." To my surprise, Maddox spotted me outside my room and taunted me. He was casually standing outside his room, probably waiting for me. "Oh! Sorry to hurt your feelings, but that is not why I am outside my room." I had to smile at him to make him under- stand how foolish he sounded for assuming it so quickly.
"Then what are you here for?" He smiled, probably not even remembering what he did to me last night.
"I need some books," I said and walked past him in haste. I heard him follow me, which is something I didn't want.
"I will help you with your study." He offered, but his voice suggested otherwise. I could tell he was expecting some more favours from me. I rushed downstairs and spotted Akin and Gwen in the living room. The sight was a shock to me.
She was under a blanket with Akin as he read her a book. Gwen was almost on his lap, looking at ease. They had set up the entire mood for themselves by sitting next to the beautiful fire and reading books. I didn't know they were already physi- cally with each other in public. And the brothers seem to have known about it as well.
Akin raised his face and rolled his eyes when he watched me staring at them.
"Oh, no! not again," Maddox let out a sigh, assuming I would throw a tantrum once again.
"I am sorry for interrupting. Can I please visit your library? Mr. Olis has been on my back and bothering me for not finish- ing my assignment," I yammered, showing no emotion in re- gard to their closeness. It must have been a surprise to them, because they didn't even utter a word for another minute.
"Sure!" Akin said, wrapping his arm around Gwen while looking me straight in the eye and pulling her closer. I couldn't understand his motive behind it, but maybe he was letting me know that if I do plan to throw a tantrum, I should think twice because he got her back.
"Thank you; have fun!" I smiled, pretending to be teasing them but leaving them in shock.
"You are not bothered?" Maddox rushed after me to question me. I knew it. They did not expect that from me. But that made me realize how bad my reputation was. I was a typ- ical mean and jealous girl in my own story.
Not anymore.
Even if my story doesn't end with me being wanted by the alpha kings, I am still happy being a positive side character.
"About them?" I asked while walking briskly in the direc- tion of the library. "I actually feel bad for them. They had to be so subtle because of me. I don't know what I was thinking, be- ing so hard on everyone." I shook my head and entered the li- brary.
I wanted to focus on anything other than them. My inter- est in them landed a slap on my cheek. I wouldn't want to put myself in that position again.
"What about me?" Maddox then stepped between me and the bookshelf to ask me, "Would you not feel jealous if I touched a girl in front of you?" He had a smirk on his lips.
"You know what? I admire your confidence," I tried not to laugh out loud at him, but when I was giving him attention, he was calling me names, and now he wanted to know if I was jealous of his closeness with anyone.
"Act strong all you want, I know the moment my hand is on your body--," saying that, he gently ran his hand up my arm, but before it could reach my shoulder, I pulled away from him with an ugly frown on my forehead.
"No! Maddox! I don't want you to touch me again," I de-clared, my eyes looking straight into his.
"What is going on with you? After what happened and how you created such a mess, I am still the one who is ap- proaching you first without asking for an apology from you, and you are giving me this attitude." His alpha king ass didn't like rejection. He broke his cool demeanour very quickly when I stepped away from him.
"You want an apology? The only person I owe an apology to is Gwen, and I apologized. You, on the other hand, accused me of seducing you when it was the other way around." I said sternly, not giving in to his seductions anymore.
"Okay! That was a genuine mistake, but I was not feeling well at that time. I had an argument with my mother, and my mind was going in circles," he explained in an annoyed tone, trying to step closer to me. "That didn't give you a right to mistreat me but that helped me realize I am nothing but a sex toy for you and your brothers," I claimed with a shrug to my shoulders, showing no emotions to how those words make me feel.
"Don't talk about them with me. I don't know what they think of you, but I don't see you as a sex toy. I was angry, and I misbehaved. But if you are looking for an apology from me, forget about it." He placed his hands on his waist as he tried to give me a chance to make amends, or he doesn't care.
"Okay!" I said, walking past him to the shelf. When I re- fused to give in to the hard dick sticking almost out of his shorts, I saw his jaw drop to the floor. That's why he came here, so that I could take care of his dick for him.