Seeking Within: Now

Inspired by: The band Spaceslug and the song Time Travel Dilemma. Link to song on Spotify is posted on my profile wall

Looking back and riding ahead

I can't remember what’s in my head

I never knew if it was me

or if it was who I pretended to be

…I am now, blocking the hole

…fly to the sun, in search of my soul

Hear me please 'cause I want to share; my words, my heart and how much I care about your happiness, 'cause life isn’t fair, it’s much too short but it’s too long to bare a life without love with regrets and despair is no life at all and your soul will soon tear apart at the seam and it will seem to wear until it’s all gone and there’s nobody there

...flying high and searching below

...I search myself 'cause I lost my soul

It’s clear to me what I can no longer see that your future becomes the death of me. The more of this the less I see as the darkness slowly washes over me

It ends when I lose and begins when you win, but before I go where shall I begin. Treading in a sea of darkness I sank in my sin. Sinking deeper with every lie I stepped in. I've now come to understand the sinner I've been. Trying to drink away the pain from within. I live to die and do it all over again

…flying high, now I’m out of control

…I search myself 'cause I lost my soul

Looking ahead and falling behind

Search yourself and you shall find

a better man with a better mind

be true to yourself, just don’t be blind

…fly high too son now take control

…search yourself both high and low

...warm your heart with love to show

...don’t block your heart, instead fill your soul

...this is how you love, learn and grow.

Now I'm sure this time you already know