Chapter 28 the Irreducible Contradiction
Matilda was touched hearing that. A feeling of grief attacked her heart. She bit ruthlessly his tongue.
Samuel sent out a muffled hum, finally he let go of her, laughing in a low voice burying his head on her shoulder.
Matilda slightly stiffed. Was this man silly?
Just as she was hesitating to push him away, Samuel sighed in her ear and said, "Matilda, you don't know how happy I am."
Matilda rolled her eyes in her heart, pushed Samuel away, wiped his blood on her lips and said coldly, "I'm sorry, I'm not happy to see you at all."
Samuel's heart beat hard.
Matilda turned around, but he grabbed her wrist and said, "No, you are a patient. You can't do that."
Matilda curled her lips and finally put out the words in her heart, "Are you stupid because of depression? If I am sick, can't the doctor check it out?"
Samuel froze in place for a moment.
Matilda threw his hand away. "Also, you forget that I am also the guardian of Rebecca. Your signature is not needed for the operation."
After finishing this sentence, she turned around and left neatly, leaving Samuel alone standing in the same place. The wind came from the window and blew away all kinds of emotions in his eyes. The time for the operation was finally set in twenty days.
In the arrangement of Aaron, Matilda was admitted to the hospital and lived in the same ward with Rebecca.
Sidney was confused why he suddenly had a mother, but he decided to stand with her since his father dared not snatch his sugar when she gave it to him.
Rebecca was different.
She was taken to the United States when she was in Matilda's belly, and after experiencing many things, although she did not understand it, she relied on Matilda instinctively and even hugged Matilda to sleep Looking at her daughter's thin, pale chin, Matilda felt pain in heart. If only she had known it earlier.
Aaron had only remembered to take her body but forgotten Rebecca.
Remembering these, Matilda still had some thoughts in her mind. He didn't forget her, but he didn't want to take her away.
After all, if Rebecca left, Samuel had a bond and would not do crazy things.
Because he had Rebecca to remind him of the wrong things he had done before so that he did not dare to die and did not dare to find her.
Aaron...
Her eyes flickered and faded silently at last.
So what if Aaron had other ideas?
Anyone in the world could accuse him but she could not.
At this moment, the footsteps were getting closer.
Matilda looked up, and it was Samuel.
He stood in front of Matilda and gave her a peeled apple.
Matilda turned her head.
The next second the apple was stuffed in her mouth.
She took the apple angrily and bit it as if it were someone's flesh.
"Don't think that's going to calm me down." Matilda said. Her cheeks were bulging as she chewed the apple, which Samuel wanted to prod.
He sat down beside Matilda and stayed with her to see the scenery.
It was the sky garden in the hospital. There were many patients walking there. Not far from them, there was a white-haired old man pushing an old lady, walking and talking with a smile. "Look." Samuel pointed to them with a trace of nostalgia in his expression.
"Do you remember when we were in college? I was transferred by the army to be a soldier, and we only met a few times in a year. At that time I secretly called you in the quilt. I kept my voice down, afraid of being caught by the instructor."
Her eyes moved, as if she had fallen into the memories.
At that time, the two had just been admitted to college and thought they could have a high-profile love affair, but Samuel was forced by his family to experience his military career in the northwest region and stayed there for three years.
"At that time you said to me, when we get old, who first can't walk should be pushed by the other to bask in the sun, buy vegetables in supermarket, and even died at home."
"I'm sorry, but I 'died' in the hospital." Matilda said deadpan.
"In a miserable way. I was at home waiting for my husband to come home, and I fell down and bled all over the place when I was to answer the phone. I cried myself hoarse and nobody heard me, and ended up alone in the hospital giving birth while my husband was out drinking."
Samuel's eyes ruthlessly shook.
He reached out his hand as if to touch Matilda's hair. "Matilda --"
Matilda clapped his hand away and continued, "If you want recall the past, I advise you not to. It was because the pain is too deep in my heart, so I don't want to go through it again. I come back just to save Rebecca, and I don't mean to continue the relationship with you. Please don't flatter yourself, Samuel."
She said coldly and turned away.
Samuel's eyes followed the slender but powerful figure, and the regret in his heart swallowed him again.
Matilda walked to the ward step by step. The expression on her face seemed to be light, but the fact was that only she knew how bad she felt.
It was like going back to those painful and desperate moments that she wanted to die in every second, but struggled to live in every second.
This was the reason why she could not forgive Samuel. The pain could be diluted with time, but the feelings at that time had been deeply engraved in her blood and bone, so that she felt pain once she thought of it. She could not forgive him.
She was good now, and she could survive relying on no body.
But she was sorry for Rebecca and Sidney. She hoped time could dilute their desire for mother.
Besides, Samuel had taken good care of them. Without her, she would not cause defects in the children's feelings.
Thinking so, a small figure appeared at the door of the ward. Matilda looked into the eyes of Rebecca. She was holding the doll Matilda gave her yesterday, but her expression had a grown-up sorrow. "Mommy, don't you want Daddy?"